🦕 Catching up - ttc after miscarriage part 7 🦕

@H0peing that does sound more positive fingers crossed for You! @apwilso that's so weird have you had any blood tests? I'm starting to take Vitamin B6 and apparently that can lengthen your cycles are you taking anything?

@H0peing what an awful rollercoaster of emotions to go through, glad you are getting seen to now and fingers crossed all is well on your next scan. As for the Lauren Daigle song. I love that one I also really like Trust in you xx

@H0peing I really hope everything is good. That sounds positive though!x

@apwilso hoping for the best for you xxx

@kiwi17 @apwilso Thanks xx

So I've just had my scan and it looks like the second gestational sac has moved and they're not sure what is happening there. There are still no visible yolk sacs, which they've said is OK at this early point in the pregnancy but they have booked me in for another scan in a week's time and there should be at least one visible yolk sac by then at 6 week's pregnant. I'm trying to stay as hopeful as possible, which is definitely a challenge at the moment. Xx

@H0peing wow! That went from bad to bad to good to bad to good! Such a rollercoaster. I really hope it works out for you. How amazing not to have one baby but two!!!

I had some light bleed/spotting last night on cd40 and overnight nothing on my pad, nothing when I've wiped just the tiniest bit of a pink hue but again you can't even tell. Not sure if this is a late ovulation and this is implantation or what!!!

This isn't usual for my cycles. My cycles are 30/31 I have a load of symptoms prior so I know. I never spot before AF just go straight into bleeding basically. So god knows. I will leave it a few days and see what happens

@HOpeing that sounds like a nightmare - I really hope you get some positive news today 🤞

Hello everyone,

I've not been on here lately as I'm going through a bit of a roller coaster with my 4th pregnancy after 3 miscarriages. I had light bleeding and mild cramps the day before I got to 5 weeks pregnant last Sunday so I called 111 and was advised to go to A & E. Rushed there in a taxi. 30 minutes later I was asked to do a urine test at A & E then waited for an hour for a doctor to see me. The doctor asked me a few questions, prodded around my belly and back quite roughly to "check" everything and then left the room. He came back with a pregnancy test, which he had used with my urine sample without warning me and said "Look! There is no pregnancy!" I could see a faint line but was in disbelief! Why was it faint? Why did he refuse to even look at it again? He said he couldn't look at it again because 2 minutes had passed since he did it. I was in tears. Thankfully, I kept the test in my hand and when I got out of my taxi at home there was a bright pink line on the test! Obviously I couldn't trust it entirely but I realised that he had used urine only 30 minutes after I'd last been to the toilet and seen blood plus I had drunk water in the taxi to A & E so I stayed awake for 4 hours to take another test (until around 4am on Monday 2nd August) and thankfully got a 'pregnant' on a ClearBlue digital (25 sensitivity). I called my GP first thing the next day who arranged an urgent scan and they saw what looked like a very early pregnancy. I was 5 weeks on Monday and they said that the embryo and heartbeats don't usually show on a scan until around 5 and a 1/2 to 6 weeks but they could see 2 gestational sacs! Still too early to tell exactly if it's twins or how well they're doing at the moment because it was too early to see but I have another scan due tomorrow in case it's ectopic!

Such a nightmare! Strangely this evening I have a song on repeat that is helping me through this emotional roller coaster. Lauren Daigle's You Say. Hoping for the best. Will let you know how tomorrow goes and just trying to take one day at a time at the moment. Sending love to all of you and I truly believe that we'll all have our Rainbow Babies one day. Xx

@kiwi17
Maybe I can have a break tomorrow nite with a nice hot curry and a nice film lol 💚

Uh oh... horse riding time! 😂🐎 have fun!!

@kiwi17
Yous ladies really know how to cheer me up on this, and no your really can't like everyone life would be 💩if we did 😂😂😂😂😂 oh may hurry up and get home I'm getting ovulation pain on my left side just started thou lol 💚

@Babyghirl 😂😂😂😂 oh yes we all want the Boat draped with grape eating sperm 🤣 (that sounds really weird if you haven't seen it!) Hahahaha ah well you can't like everyone right ?!

@kiwi17
If its for a free cruise the only thing I want boat related is that sperm waiting on the egg 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 she's a cunt and I hate her to lol r time will deffo come I will be an auntie to loads of virtual babies lol xx

@Babyghirl she did and I hate her! Ooh hope you get the call again tomorrow and it's someone useful not that you've won a fake cruise 😂 i know what you mean about feeling happy for each other as we've all been through it together. Our time will come!!

@sweetbabydust1989
How r you doing 💚

@PeanuttyButter
I be over the moon when the ladies on here announce a pregnancy cause of what we r going though this will be there 5th and no problems what so ever so I can't help be feel defeated and tbh she a shit mum and thats just not me being hateful, 💚
@kiwi17
Such a slap knocked me sideways, I'm not a hateful person at all far from it but omg I have turned in to this evil person but I know it's hurt talking and I will get over it always do but so wish it was my turn also had a missed call from a private number today and went up to my folks on my lunch and was dying my mums hair phone in pocket and only realised it was a private num when I took my phone out hoping they phone back tomorrow could of been my rmc consultant gs, I have just opened a wee bottle of blue and oh bring me in a gravy chip from Chinese after football so the bitch got u today but ur right we will get there soon and have r rainbow babies and do the journey together 💚

Oh @Babyghirl what a slap in the face and so insensitive of them 😢 I'm so sorry - big hugs!! You are so strong and you can get through this and have your rainbow soon 🤞💕

Don't feel bad about leaving the group hopefully that'll make them realise they've been really harsh. Hope you've got something to eat/drink/watch/do to make you feel better.

Af properly came in today and I've been in agony and had a big bust up with dh so overall not a great day here either. I've treated myself to a large gin and bought some B6 in the hope it'll help me drop my prolactin levels down before the next blood test 🤞

@babyghirl I'm so sorry it's hard isn't it, just takes your feet from right under you. You are happy for them at heart, I know you are. It just stings when it's so close to home. I don't feel like that when people on here announce. Our time will come. In the meantime hugs x

Well have just fell apart girls bro just send through to the family chat a video of his scan so have left the group chat nw and feeling sorry for myself fuck I was feeling so good today to 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪💚 Her second baby from I have had my losses.

@Babyghirl wow cd8! That's early! Yeah just in the unknown I hate it.

@PeanuttyButter very frustrating indeed

@apwilso
I'm so ready to get of the saddle but I ovulated last month on CD8 but nt happened yet this month so looks like I won't be stepping of just yet 😂😂😂😂😂😂 my bitch is in heat and at it like rabbits to so maybe that's a sign lol 💚

Welcome @Lil45754 great bunch of ladies on here. Unfortunately I can't help with the ewcm thing as like others have said some month there's loads and others not.

@apwilso keeping my fingers crossed, it's so frustrating when you don't have a clue what's going on

@kiwi17 least you have some results now and some sort of plan. It stresses me out more when people say just relax and it will happen...they think we woke up like this. Of we could relax and just get our BFPs I certainly wouldn't be doing all this other stuff!

@babyghirl how's horse riding week going 😂

@Babyghirl no I haven't had any jabs so I don't know why it's so late! I just want to know!😑

@apwilso
Have you had your covid jab recently, but praying it's a bfp for u girl 💚

@Miscarriage39 yep! Tried easy at home, coop and Asda. The coop ones feel like they showed up a faint line but they had loads of scratches on the screen. I snded up breaking it open which I know is instantly invalid but I was frustrated. This is the longest cycle I've ever had ofc without being pregnant. So I'm hoping I get a BFP!