Cosybear! Of COURSE we don't hate you - I LOVE you for proving that us, um (cough), more mature ladies can be buzzing with fertility! Of course you're a mere infant compared to jeddah and I, the grande dames of the ttc thread (and let's have a little more respect from the rest of you for your elders and betters, please ), but seriously, it's fantastic news and huge congratulations on being the third graduate from this thread. You must be thrilled!
I think this might mean that this thread is turning into another lucky one! Anyone dare make a prediction?
Btw, Cosybear, I think fear and ambivalence are completely normal and a healthy sign that you have a mature appreciation of the life-changing experience that is ahead. All the fears and disadvantages can be so real and obvious, and the rewards so abstract at this stage, but when you hold your baby in your arms...
Jeddah, it's SO great for me to have you on here . I've had some fertility tests - normal blood tests, scan and HSG - all looked fine. The only thing that really worries me is my lack of fertile CM (not helped by last month trying one of those microscope thingies and finding no ferning whatsoever..). Oh, and my groaning old eggs. It's impossible to know whether there's a problem or not. At our age, it really can take a year or two. Or it can be too late. And the standard tests can't tell you which.
Tania - you around?