Recent MC - New cycles & trying again

@DMT1982 thanks so much ❤❤ xx

@Mellous I feel the same as you, worried about being pregnant and worried about not being pregnant. But honestly, I strongly believe our bodies are now just waiting for a better egg and sperm ❤

@SuzieDeLaTour fingers crossed there is magic happening in there!! 🌈 I dread the two week wait, you will just need to keep busy busy!

@AMS19 yes google is both good and bad isn’t it. I think if you are anxious it can sometimes be more detrimental because you end up looking into too much stuff and it just blows your mind. Keep it simple, make plans that will work around you when you fall pregnant, remember that you have had one miscarriage and you are a fit and healthy young girl, you have everything going for you. Xxxx

@dippyegg32 Yess I see the line!!! So so exciting hun! 🌈💓

@Mellous hang in there!! 🙏

@Pettylamby Your lines are beautiful!! Haha i love this, your tests are lifting my spirits, this thread is so positive!

I’m CD3 of first period, had 5 vials of blood taken today, so hopefully get results soon, not really sure what the tests are for, but feels good something is being looked into.

I’m excited to start ttc again in a few days! Hubby has no idea whats coming 😂

Ok so I’m maybe 1/2 DPO and told myself I would not test early and would just wait patiently for AF to arrive before being tempted... but in my head I’m already questioning whether it’s happened...oooh is there a little fertilised egg in there? Is there not?! God help me in 10 days time...I’m going to be a crazed lady!! 🤣🤪

@Mellous oh love I’m sorry it was a BFN. How are you feeling? Like the other ladies said, you’re never out until AF actually shows up! But I hope you’re ok 😘
@Pettylamby those lines are super strong!! I’ve got everything crossed for you! Definitely worth calling your EPU. No doubt it will be a wait and see but you never know - you might get hold of a lovely nurse who agrees to take some bloods! X

Wil do @AMS19 - just phoned EPU and left a message so we'll see! X

@DMT1982 feeling a bit better thanks so much for checking in! I've banned myself from Google now and am going to focus on non ttc stuff. Its the fear of getting pregnant, it's worse than the fear of not right now.

@Pettylamby look at those lines!!! Wow what a little miracle baby if it sticks. Keep us updated xx

Thank you @dippyegg32 @mellous @LauraT94 - I think I'm gonna phone EPU this morning and see if I can talk to someone there? I know they wont be able to tell me either way but might be able to give me some reasurrance speaking to a nurse or a midwife or even tell me what to do now... 🤷🏼‍♀️ (which I'm sure will be wait and see 🙈)

@Babyghirl @glowingtwig @Summersun001 thank you all for the advice r.e. aspirin! I think I'll just go for it... Worst case they tell me to stop 🤷🏼‍♀️

@Mellous I'm sorry for the BFN but you're not out yet! 10dpo is still early for a result 🤞🏻

@Mellous alright thanks, I'm trying to just park it in my head for a week or so. I'll test to see if lines darken but until I'm past chemical stage I just can't process it really. I've got lower back ache and I'm really congested but otherwise totally fine!

@Pettylamby you're definitely Pregnant! Your lines are way stronger than mine xx

@Pettylamby I think it's been an implantation bleed lovely, look how strong those lines are. I can only pray for lines that strong in a few days!!

Here they are @mellous!

In all honesty I just can't believe I'm still pregnant, I really can't, my RHR has only risen one beat, my boobs don't feel as sore or as heavy, but I am still a bit crampy low down and sometimes think I'm a bit nauseaus but that could just be the stress! 🙈

There isn't much change between yesterday's afternoons FRER and today's which I kind of expected, so will do another on Sunday if I can make myself wait that long, in reality it'll probably be tomorrow. I'm still 90% that whatever is happening it won't be a good outcome so I'm testing expecting a fade in the tests!

I took the CB digi just to see what my levels are, the range for a 1-2 weeks result is HCG between 10-253 so I'm somewhere in there!

Today is 14dpo for reference on those tests!

What does everyone think? 🤷🏼‍♀️🤔🤯

@Mellous you’re not out until your period arrives so hang in there xxx

@AMS19 how are you feeling today lovely as you said your anxiety was really had and you were getting chest pains? Did you sleep ok? Xxx

Ah @mellous I'm sorry it was BFN but the ladies are right if you aren't due till next week there's still time! You really aren't put until AF arrives!

And even after that you might still be in! Who knows anymore!

Ah if you're not due on until Wednesday you've got plenty of time! What cd are you? I'm cd22/10dpo. I only bought one test in some sort of crazed spontaneity and did it late in the afternoon! I'll do another with fmu tomorrow. My af is due Monday x

You know what gang, though you're all cryptic names on a screen, it's like we've all become one big happy family The support is unreal, what a team!!

@Mellous you're defo still in for now! How long is your lp? You may have just implanted later xx