🦕 Catching up - ttc after miscarriage part 5 🦕

So I had ERPC on Friday under GA. only really light bleeding not as bad as a period. Anyone else have that and when did your hcg go? I got a blazing positive on an IC yesterday :( just want my body to recognise what's happened so I can get my cycles back and try again. The thought of not even having a chance to conceive for a couple of months just makes me feel absolutely hopeless. I despise my job and was already miserable there and now I'm back today and especially with lockdown as well I just feel I have nothing good in my life, nothing to keep me going and get out of bed for and nothing to look forward to. My baby was my new chance at a happy life for once and now I have nothing.

@27DONFIN
Fingers crossed this is ur month but no symptoms can be a sign to lol like if u norm get sore breasts before auntie flow and don't the month u catch that's a sign lol xx

@Babyghirl they’re major systems I’d say. Yeah all good only a view days post ovulation so the symptom spotting hasn’t started lol x

@27DONFIN
Nt as off yet boobs burning off me on and off consapated after 4 losses I have myself down for 5th 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈. How r you doing x

How is everyone doing this weekend?

@Babyghirl how’s you? Any more symptoms? X

@slcxxx
For some reason I'm only getting notification now for your post over a month ago lol how r you doing. I some time get ovulation pain but its like a dull stabbing pain on left or right side depends on what side I ovulate from x

@ELM7
Thank you very much would be amazing she been with me through everything and she would love me to be successful and knows I would be happy before she leaves xx

@chali7
Thank you it has knocked me 6 just getting use to the fact she will never be bck in work and I'm on my own now after 19 years people calls us the terrible twins lol x

@27DONFIN
Thank you and I really hope so would be amazing for her to hear x

So sorry to hear about your best friend @Babyghirl xx

@Babyghirl I sorry to hear about your bestie and I pray you get to tell her about this little bean.

@Annny27 as causal as I can lol I was meant to ovulate today but had major egg white cm Monday then eased then more again yesterday. We have dtd every second day since last Wednesday but not planned just the way it worked out. Maybe should turn on my charm tonight just Incase then as you say keep it regular over the next two weeks. X

@Annny27
That's my plan hoping it sticks around long enough to get that far, need some good news my best mate my second mummy who I have worked with for 19 years just been diagnosed with small cell lung cancer terminal she only 57 so has knocked me for 6 and I would love to reach 13 weeks to tell her I have made it as that's all she has hoped for for me and her face would be amazing xx

It's incredible how quick it happened for you this time ❤ @babyghirl not long until you know for sure. They wont be able to see much but atleast they can take your hcg levels and ask for progesterone check as well and get those suppositories!

@Annny27
OK really thinking it's a new pregnancy thou done a first response test on Tuesday and the line was darker not sure how long it will hang around for thou this time my losses have been ten weeks 6 weeks ten weeks 6 weeks lol. Deffo if this little bean does not stick around no more sex to I get answers lolI'm shocked at how quick it has happened. But I'm going about my daily life as last 4 my life stopped and it never mattered so taking. It easy did nt help me will know more on Tuesday when I have to go to the epu to get a scan to c what's going on good luck to u this cycle and hope that good egg is caught 🙏🤞🍀💚

Evening ladies :D 2dpo now - I love a good early ovulation haha! We are actually going to continue with sex during the because apparently (apparently!) The presence of sperm in the womb can reduce the chance of body attacking/ rejecting embryo. So will do it every few days if we cba haha

@leok83 thanks lovely! Yeah sometimes I actually cant believe that we are on month 15 after miscarriage - seems insane!! Glad you have started maternity leave now (I read everything over on the other thread like a little stalker haha)

@SunnySideUp2020 thank you ❤ yeah it's tough sometimes! Have you got most things prepared for baby girl now?

@babyghirl how are you feeling?

@ELM7 yeah it must be contributing although you have gotten pregnant twice now so perhaps they dont think it's an issue. So am I right in thinking that you have 2 separate uterus? Or partially separate.

@27donfin taking it casually this cycle?

@Nuggetlover27 That's such good news the scan went well! Congratulations!! When is the next one planned for?

@Annny27 definitely don't be hard on yourself. It's totally normal to feel like that when you've been going through what you have. I didn't go through anything near what you have and I totally broke down when found out sis in law was pregnant. I really hope you get ur BFP soon and ye both get to share the journey together. (Also the one time I ovulated early and got my pos opk on CD13 was my lucky cycle so 🤞for you too!!)

@Babyghirl I'm really hoping it's good news for you too but I know you must be going through such a rollercoaster of emotions one way or another. I won't say anything but good luck with your appointment. Xx

@sunnysideup2020
Thank you I'm kind of hoping it's nt tbh as I can't go through a 5th miscarriage I wanted to wait to I got more tests done with the fertility clinic, but also don't want in to be an incomplete miscarriage aswell as the thought of having to have an op terrifies me and set my anxiety off lol. How you keeping 💚

@Annny27 please dont be so harsh on yourself. You are in a shit situation, have been for too long, trying hard. It doesn't matter that she is your friend, her being pregnant reinforces the fact that you aren't. I am sure deep down you are happy for her. But it's also normal to feel devastated. 😕 i am sorry you are going through this. Try to protect yourself and your feelings. And i hope you get your bfp soon and you two share the journey together ❤

@Nuggetlover27 that's amazing news lovely! It looks like my very first scan dated 7w4. 🌈
Whenever you are ready i can add you to the pregnancy chat x

@Babyghirl it is good that they are seeing you, hope you get answers at your scam next week!!! X

@chali7
Thank you nt feeling confident it's a new pregnancy tbh as my boobs aren't sore burning on and off but not sore xx

@Annny27 Be kind to yourself it is ok to have feelings of anger, happiness, sadness etc. My best friend and I found out we were pregnant on the same day. Our due dates were 2 days apart. I had an MMC, and every scan, movement, and moment she experienced made me so happy for her but so sad for myself. I still haven't had my rainbow baby, but I am almost 9 weeks now and have had a second loss since then. I still have some hope 🤞

@Babyghirl good luck at your scan next week! Xx

@Nuggetlover27 congratulations- what a lovely scan picture xx

@justwant2beamum so sorry you find yourself here. I went for a scan at 10 weeks and baby was measuring 7+4 with no heartbeat, overall i waited 2 weeks with scans in between and had surgery as my body did not miscarry naturally. You are not alone so please ask any questions you may have. This is such a lovely thread and lovely people xx

@Nuggetlover27 great news lovely, so pleased for you! How far on are you? Great to see a heartbeat, fingers crossed all goes smoothly.
Thinking of you all ladies and hope you’re all ok, can’t wait to see you all get those BFPs xxx

@ELM7
Phoned them today I'm going nxt Tuesday to c what's going on they wanted to wait a week so if its a new pregnancy they hopefully will c something on scan to rule out left over from last miscarriage 💚

@27DONFIN
Thank you surely it's got to be my turn soon lol xx
@justwant2beamum
Sorry you find yourself on this thread but glad you found us for support its an amazing group for support, be kind to yourself nothing you have done has caused this them thoughts will go through ur head at some point, I have been there 4 times while ttc last one being 4 weeks ago done a test the other day and it came bck positive so off to the epu nxt tue to c if it's left over hcg from last miscarriage or a new pregnancy first 3 times I fell pregnant I always fell pregnant in September after my last loss on holloween I fell pregnant ten weeks l8r the quickest time ever and if this a new pregnancy only around 2 weeks after the last miscarriage I was nt wanting to get pregnant again 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈 as in waiting on an app from the fertility clinic for tests. Good luck for tomara and look after yourself 💚

@justwant2beamum I’m sorry you find yourself here. My only advice is please be kind to yourself and don’t put pressure on yourself. I look back and I just dived straight back into ttc and I really wasn’t ready. Xx