IB???

So annoying isn't it?!

Just feel like everything has dragged on!

Oh really? Newport isn't that far from me!! Prob 1 hour drive. 🤣🤣 well we share consistency and colour of cm, so why not? 😂😂

I just find myself being quite short with them now. All the stupid comments I can't be bothered for and the longer it goes on, the harder I find it to take it with a pinch of salt lol. They must think I'm turning into a right b*tch, but I don't care anymore. Lol.

Yeah, unless you've been through it yourself, you have no idea!!

A few very mild twinges and weirdly, more VERY light and pale brown cm again?? I think it could be down to injections for me. I don't know.

Possibly weekend? Saturday morning maybe. You?

How you feeling now? Xxx

I know it's so expensive. We couldn't afford to have all treatments privately either. I had a few tests done privately like HyCoSy and clomid and couple of consultations then went back on nhs for treatments and further tests and monitoring.

I live in Wales. Where do you live?

Yeah!! My family are like "aww not too long then". Makes me so angry because I'm literally like "HELLO?! 3 years already and yeah, every month is a nightmare waiting and wondering and constantly monitoring my body" 🥴

I know! I'm still clinging onto hope this month for both of us! 🤞🏼

Aww that's so lovely! Oh ok hats so horrible. It is sad because it isn't your fault is it? Don't think they should do that.

I hope you'll be lucky before needing that!

Haha, I know 🤣🤣 xxx

Yeah I know. It is annoying. I've felt like that for a while with hosp and a lot of things we'd paid private for along the way to help with waiting time, but here we are still waiting!!
I had appt on Tuesday to discuss another treatment plan now. They're talking about next step being ivf, but with Xmas, more likely to be new year! 🤦🏻‍♀️

I hope we'll get lucky before then.

Have they discussed prescribing that for you?

Oh god, I can second that. I feel so isolated and fed up at moment. The wait is horrible. Unless you're going through it, people don't realise. So frustrating.

Nothing is gross on here 😂 no, same for me. Nothing today really. Xxx

I'm not sure to be honest.
It's a weird cycle for me because normally I'd be due on 20th November or there abouts, but because of the injections and me ovulating a lot sooner than normal and obviously being around 12dpo today, I assume my period will also be earlier. I'm not entirely sure. I guess I thought being 12dpo, I would have a positive by now.

I know there's still time for us both so trying to stay positive and hope that we will both have bfp! 🤞🏼

Yeah, my bleeding has stopped completely and not really feeling any cramps or anything now xxx

Yeah I know, it is! After this long, it just gets really infuriating.
It's definitely exhausting!

Did a test this morning and bfn. I'm sure a bfp would show by now even if a faint line, so don't think there's much hope for me this month. Guess my symptoms were from iui injections?! Or just weird cycle. I don't know.

I really hope you get your bfp. Sounds promising, especially as you don't normally have those symptoms. Keeping my fingers crossed for you 🤞🏼 keep me updated.
How you feeling this morning? Xxx

Yeah, I'm just feeling really shitty tonight. Think it's because of a possible bfn tomorrow.
I know! Tbh though, I've been thinking of getting some to satisfy my need to poas everyday lol.

I really hope that's a good sign for you. I never have any pms, so I wouldn't know. I literally just have cramps on the day of period and that's it. No sore boobs or anything.

Only difference for me is the twinges/mild cramps and very light brown bleeding for last few days, which is why I feel more positive, but also negative because I'm used to disappointment lol. Why can't we just have a happy month with a bfp 🤦🏻‍♀️ fingers crossed for both of us 🤞🏼🤞🏼 xxx

I only have a frer here so I'll use that. I think we should have at least a faint tomorrow if it's good news? What do you think?

I'm not either actually! As much as I know I never have brown cm and cramps mid cycle, I've got my hopes up so many months with other symptoms and ended up disappointed...I don't know!

Think I'm just feeling fed up and negative today!

How are you feeling? Xxx

Hope that's the case 🤞🏼

I'm going to test tomorrow morning I think. Are you or are you waiting until wind? Xxx

Me too 🤞🏼

Drained lol. But normal for me through working week.

Still having a few mild twinges and still very pale brown cm?? Thought it had stopped. 5th day now??Xxx

Maybe that's a good sign!! I know how you feel though...I woke feeling really negative today!! Xxx

I know. I'm the same. Still nothing other than few odd twinges now and then.

Any changes for you? Xxx

🤣🤣🤣 if only!! I'm kind of dreading a potential bfn though too. I'm feeling hopeful at min because this month is different from all the others, but also know how long we've been trying and trying not too get hopes up too much just in case.
Positive vibes for now! Lol xxx