Crazy gang part..errr f*ck who knows anymore!

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@Danni2020 everything was good! And now at least you have a goal in mind but fingers crossed you won't need to go down that route!

@ange211 well CD51 & according to my peak I'm now 13dpo for me 🙈..I honestly feel like I'm going backwards all the time, but what do you think of my chart 🤔? I mean what the hell is going on because I've took a test yesterday (on a cheaper) and it was negative..I have also done a LH test about an hour ago...

@Danni2020 that’s good news that everything is well. I hope your tube “flush” brings you some good luck 🤞
I’m into my tww with nothing of interest to report other than I did really really enjoy fw 😍 at least if we didn’t make a baby we had fun 😉

Hello everyone just checking in too @Ange211 hope you enjoyed your fw. I had my scan and got tubes checked and all is healthy. Which is a good thing but now back to square one. We have decided to give it 6 more months and if nothing happens we are going to try IVF. So at least I have a time frame in my head now. My af has shown up yesterday but it is very heavy and painful which I haven't had in ages and taking as a good sign as I go in to my first cycle after my tubes have had a little clean out. Keeping my fingers crossed 🤞 x

How is everyone? Anything to report? I’m in fw so that’s always fun 😍

@Boo2020 I honestly know exactly how you feel - my sis in law announced a surprise pregnancy 2 Christmas’s ago about a month after I’d miscarried. I just felt so resentful & frankly jealous and then Guilty for feeling that way. I almost pulled out of visiting for Christmas Day as it got me down so much.
I think if you dtd on or very near o day you’ve as much chance as any 🤞

@Ange211 so sorry I'm only just getting back to you! I've just found out my younger sister is pregnant, and although I am over the moon and excited for her (this will be her second child, she as a DD who's 5) its really got me down 😔 (she only come offf the pill couple of months ago)..i feel so horrible by the way I'm feeling, if I wasn't trying myself I know I would be running across her house now celebrating..

Anyway, I didn't do a test because i felt if the last test was negative (14dpo ) then I am not but I do think it was ovulation (2 days peak and now gone back down) we only DTD on the day of ovulation so I've not got much hope! And with this absolutely ridiculous long cycle I don't think this month is going happen! 3dpo now so we will see..

PS I'm just drowning my sorrows with prosecco as we speak..

How are you doing?? Xx

@Boo2020 did you test again? Would a super long cycle be normal for you? My only other suggestion would have been that you are already pregnant - 🤞

@Danni2020 I've just took a test and it was negative..I will do another in the morning but I've got zero symptoms!

Yes I can vouch for that! I had a positive ovulation before my last pregnancy (miscarried at 10 weeks though) x

@Boo2020 could it be that you could be pregnant as I've read a lot of people get a positive OPK before a BFP if you are due your af this weekend could be? Fingers crossed that's the case x

Hey ladies, been absent for a while just trying not to think about it so much as it's really getting me down.

Well I'm on CD37 and just had a peak (god knows what going on but I was due AF this weekend (well tomorrow actually) I'm so confused as I've never ovulated this late ...x

@LAnna20 @Danni2020 thanks girls
@Fredthespider I’m actually ok - obviously very disappointed but I’ll be fine.
I’m not sure whether just to move on or keep trying. DS2 is 4 & a half now and we’ve been trying since I stopped BF him at 18 months. My husband was absolutely gutted this time round and I’m not sure I can bear constantly letting him down :(

Big hugs @Ange211 - I'm so sorry, how are you doing?

@Ange211 so sorry my love x

@Ange211 I'm so sorry to hear this. I have everything crossed for you x

@Boo2020 thanks x

Oh @Ange211 I'm so sorry to hear this 😢 sending my love 💓

@Danni2020 it’s getting heavier & more painful now. It’s over 😭

@Ange211 so sorry to hear your going through this. Spotting can happen in early pregnancy and go on to be fine but I understand thinking the worst. I'm sending you lots of virtual hugs. ❤

I’ve started spotting 😭 should have known it was too good to be true. Not sure how much more of this I can take.

@Danni2020 @Fredthespider I’ve ordered a clear blue digital but I cancelled my prime membership because I wasn’t using it so will have to wait until next week 🤣 I do believe I am pregnant but it’s whether it’s a sticky one I’m not so sure. I’ve had cramp on and off which is different from my many previous early losses. My “normal” is sudden heavy bleeding with no pain at onset that builds after a few hours. My boobs are still killing me 🤞

A tentative congratulations @Ange211! I know the next couple of weeks are going to be a worrying time for you but I have everything crossed!

@Danni2020 good luck with your scan next week! Hopefully a little flush out will work wonders for you :)

@Ange211 just saw your message about your negative on a frer and sorry that your having a roller coaster of a time. I really hope it all turns out to be positive for you and the fact that your af is really late now has to be positive surely or have you had this before? Did you want to buy a clear blue to be sure as this is the one I always trusted to tell me the truth especially after af was late. I have had a clear blue digital for about a year now unused I worry it's now out of date if I ever actually get to use it. Really hope it turns out to be a bfp for you and everything crossed. Keep us updated 🤞 x

So after the roller coaster that has been bfp followed by bfn I haven’t tested again (no tests left) BUT AF hasn’t arrived & kinda feel pregnant bizarrely...headache on & off, aching boobs, waves of nausea, constipated & full of wind 🤢 - lovely eh 🤣
I guess all could be explained by pms but time will tell. I’m trying not to get too excited or too down. Keep everything crossed for me ladies 🤞

I took a frer this morning just to be sure and it’s bfn - gutted beyond words.