CSG (Thread 3)

I need to be so low cal to lose it’s so frustrating I maintain on 1200. Low carb helped that.

I’ll kick my arse in gear soon.

Could be implantation though!

So possibly the asda ones aren't that good.
I'm going to do another clear blue early detection in the morning.
I have the first response but only the rapid ones?
I think they're only sensitive to 50miu.
I'm cramping like my period is coming!

@NamechangeTTC Yh low carb makes me lightheaded and tired all the time. I did this before I got married and used to sleep at 8pm everyday because I was sooo tired. But I definitely think unless I do low carb I won't lose the weight... and once I go back to the NHS they just won't help me.

Oh I fully understand. I got mega skinny to get married and ran all the time but I can’t run now and it makes me angry trying. I can’t be arsed found out to do a mile when I used to do 10 miles easily for fun. I can drop carbs and lose weight but be fucking miserable and skint but I might have to try.

@snapple21 Don't lose hope yet. Buy an FRER this might be the start of something :D. Fingers crossed for you.

@candycrush2298 @Kaybobx But it's true though. I've been told one very simple thing. Lose weight and you'll get pregnant naturally. I was told that over 2 years ago now and I am still overweight so to sum it up, I've just been lazy I need to sort myself out. I know this will happen if I lose the weight but that's where my problem is... I sit exams every 6 months work can get super busy so I just end up making excuses for myself. If I want a baby I need to pull myself together. Even my gynae last month was fuming that I had gained some of the weight back. I could clearly see on his face that he wasn't happy at all... I need to lose it. I don't know how I am going to do it but I need to otherwise I am scared I'll either have a baby with health conditions or I want have one at all.

@NamechangeTTC I'm sorry that you also feel this way. It's really disheartening and upsetting, and what makes it worse is if you're an emotional eater, it's a vicious circle.

Waiting for spotting to start. Fucking hate the 2ww

Nap fail. Just woke up.

I'm sure the Asda ones are like 20 or something @snapple21

Praying for a good result @snapple21 maybe this is our soy baby.

@Elakiya I fully understand how you feel. I feel like it’s a punishment for my weight deep down. I just can’t fix it just now.

@Boc86 glad you have your appointment.

I’m waiting for spotting to start. Some cramps, have walked miles and miles today. Hubby having a beer and I’ve had to go for a nap I’m that exhausted. 12dpo.

@Elakiya awe don't say that its not true. I've put on a stone and half since lockdown, im actually heaver than when i was full term pregnant! Doesn't mean i don't deserve my daughter or another child.
Weight is such a hard thing to manage and i work in a gym!! Sending you ❤

@snapple21 do you have any more tests to try tomorrow? Those blue dyes suck ass! They shouldn't be allowed to be sold. Praying its a positive though 🙏

I've tried to google the asda sensitivity and I can't find it, nor can I find how sensitive this one is. I also hate blue dyes but it was the only early response I could find. Bleh. Don't wanna get my hopes up. I'm 9 days post ov. Wasn't even gonna test I'm an idiot.

@candycrush2298 I don't think I deserve kids. If I can't be healthy and look after myself which is the tiniest requirement then why do I deserve kids. I started 16:8 again... it's day 2 today so not easy but this time I am on a mission and I am not stopping until I get what I want. :D

There's nothing at all on the Asda's own and the clear blue digital was negative. I feel weird today but I feel like I'm coming down with something. I've never used this type of clear blue early detection - only the one with the cross which I hate!

I am 9po today. Is this a better picture?

@snapple21 ahhh its so hard to say with those blue dyes. Can you see anything on the other? Its a bad angle for me to zoom on this pic.

@elakiya thank you, i literally feel the same and you're probably right. Im going to take a month out and not track anything too. Im going to speak to hubby about it tonight too as i hide too much from him. I think he needs to know how im feeling and what's going on.

@snapple21 What dpo are you?

Clear blue early detection at the top. Asda own test at the bottom. Did a digital and it's negative. The line on the top one came up within a minute. Is it a nasty evap ???

@Kaybobx Hugs I am sorry you're feeling quite upset and can completely relate with how it's affecting your marriage. My advice to you would be to not track at all, just BD every other day from CD10 to CD23 and then wait, no tests nothing that way you feel less like you're actually ttc-ing and obviously go and see the gp and push for an appointment to see a specialist etc. But that could just be going on on the side whilst you live life.

This is basically what I am trying to do and honestly, I think its the best thing for my mental health. I want a child and it breaks my heart that everyone I know is having babies and it won't happen for me but there is not much I can do apart from try to be healthy and do as doctors advise :(.

@snapple21 OMG please post your test!