TTC after MC - July 2020 (Thread 6)

So I started taking the coQ10 about 4-5 days ago and I think my skin is reacting to it! I have very sensitive skin with eczema anyway and quite a few allergies but my eczema was clear beforehand and as soon as I started on it it's flared up pretty badly especially around my mouth. I've had a look online and rashes can be a common side effect apparently which I would never have thought... I'm going to stop it for a few days and see if it disappears.

Does anyone's OH take it? I've read it can be good for sperm quality so have been giving it to DH as well. Looks like he's going to have a lot to go through if I can't take it!

You are being super strong @MichT4 ❤️ you will still be heartbroken but it's good that you have a PMA and a plan for moving forward. I hope you catch quickly this time xxx

@VP91x omg amazing!! You will be the new soy iso rep 😂 xx

@VP91x brill!! The soya must have worked!!! So good to know!!

@VP91x wahoooo!!! Amazing! Get to some silent DTD 💦💦🍆🍆

@VP91x @SmileyT thank you ladies.
I hope it doesn’t take long. I feel like now was the perfect time, so I don’t want to sound like I’m ok with it. I’m heartbroken, but I need to find something to hold onto.

Thank you for all your support as always xx

@VP91x yep keep your head in the game 👊 it'll all be worth it x

@MichT4 yes day 2 and you've started a fresh, really hope you catch super fast this time... and it's the perfect timing for your little family x

So many testers over the next few days I've got everything crossed that we have loads of confirmed BFPs and progressing lines before the end of the week, very selfishly it's keeping me very distracted focussing on all of your testing and the excitement of BFPs x

@chloedancer897 fingers crossed for wed!!

@2020wish @MrsK21 I'm testing at 12DPO which is wed. I'm being hopeful but I've had my hopes dashed so many times that I won't be surprised to see a BFN.

Exactly @CasperFlamingo, otherwise I feel like I’m giving in to it

@VP91x oh yeah it’s really really shitty. I can’t believe we are here again. But I don’t want to spiral.
I always thought day 1 of MC bleeding is CD1 so I assumed I’d be CD2 today. But sounds like I shouldn’t use that. I’ll wait this one out. Thanks for the advice. Really hope we catch quicker than last time xx

@MichT4 thank you. You are hugely inspirational. I share your perspective on PMA and taking the bull by the horns. In many ways, I think it's a way of feeling a little in control of an otherwise completely powerless situation.

Good luck @CasperFlamingo

@SmileyT I’m trying to be positive. It’s really really shit, but I don’t want to waste time punishing myself or feeling like a failure. If it happens again then we get to try and find out why, but for now we have the odds still in our favour and I have to have a PMA from the start. Last months cycle was extra long because I had so many panic moments that my body wasn’t doing what it should. So I’ll trust that it will.
OH said to me how the past couple of years, things have worked out perfectly. The timing of selling our house, buying the new house etc all worked out perfectly even though beforehand we wouldn’t have chosen it that way. I’m trying to take comfort in the fact life has a way of knowing when the timing is right and I’m hoping the next time is soon and is right.

We are on series 4 now. Will watch some more when OH finishes work. So easy to watch!
You relax, put your feet up and enjoy. Look after yourself!

@VP91x maybe I should just see this cycle out. Just want it to be short and successful. But I guess I need to be patient

xx

@VP91x you can do it 💪🏻 Just block the door and be super quiet 😂 I do NOT miss the months trying at my parents when we had no bedroom door!!! xx

@Chickoletta I’m so sorry to hear about your cp - definitely give yourself some tlc xx

@VP91x @SmileyT thanks lovely ladies. I'm hoping I don't end up completely obsessed with all of this baby-making...

@CasperFlamingo good luck lovely... hope you are one of those that catch straight away 🤞

@MichT4 you really are an inspiration staying so positive and looking forward 🙏 nearly finished season 2 of new girl, it's not going to last me long at all 😂

@VP91x I got in at 6, had a shower, dinner and now I'm laying in bed... Monday's always wipe me out. Ahh I'll be checking my phone in the morning to see if you got your static? Have you been doing CB in the evenings or will you wait to see a peak on cheapies then just confirm? x

So two weeks to the day after my MC and my HCG is negative. Let the OPKing commence. I am going to dive back in without waiting for AF to make her grand reappearance. Wish me luck!

@SmileyT @MichT4 thank you I really hope so xx

@SmileyT @MichT4 thank you I really hope so xx

@Chickoletta enjoy your evening lovely. Thank you for your kindness and support in your posts. Enjoy the gin! It’s really lovely that you have your lovely children and OH to support you. Lots of love xx

@Baba458 fingers crossed you’ll get a nice line in a day or two xx