TTC after MC - July 2020 (Part 5)

So ladies I have recieved this today anyyone been for the test 🤔 in tww now and was planning on testing on Sunday but think al leave it to af arrives now Thursday/Friday as I think a negative before then and having to sit with newly pregnant woman would be another kick in the teeth 🙄
Oh well least they are finally going to give me answer after 4 misscarriages fingers crossed 🤞 xx

@Chickoletta that is amazing news, congratulations. How many cycles did you have after you mc?

@Chickoletta omg this has given me so much hope ☺️ Thank you so much for posting, I really needed this today and a massive congratulations 🥳

@MichT4 I had to ask to go to the toilet before the stick went in - I wouldn't have lasted otherwise!

@Chickoletta I'm thrilled to hear your positive news. I read your MC story and felt heartbroken for you. Amazing news that this has happened. Wishing you all the good luck and happiness in the world.

Thanks @fafi. I’m definitely feeling calmer now. Blood being taken at 9.30 on Sunday and then will get the results later on.

@VP91x a surprise?? What is it?? Tell us!!

@Chickoletta yes that is a positive line!! Congratulations!! Such amazing news. Wishing you a happy and healthy 9 months! xx

Hi,
Not sure if you’ll remember me - I was quite active on previous posts but decided to drop out for a while as constantly thinking about TTC was driving me a bit bonkers.

I had a MMC in April at 12 weeks - twins who stopped developing at 7 weeks.

This was to be our last cycle before giving up and moving on (we’re 40 and have DCs age 7 & 9) and this just happened...

I’m 10DPO. It’s a clear line isn’t it? I’m excited but also terrifies!

Also, I cannot believe we are coming to the end of yet another thread already!

@MichT4 I'm so glad you're feeling calmer and getting the care you need, what time is your appointment on Sunday? Strict orders to not POAS now so hopefully that will help you to take you mind off things.

@VP91x take care today lovely!

@DBTJ Congrats on the positive! Here's to strong lines soon

@Jazper Please try not worry yourself into a frenzy, regularity has nothing to do with fertility, but I know it can make tracking a total pain xxx

@MichT4 I'm the worst for testing so I have no room to talk but it always makes me more stressed and I just can't help myself doing more! I haven't today no, I'm going to do on the in the morning. Yes keep reading the commandments ☺️ I hope you have a nice relaxed weekend planned xx

@Jazper Thank you, I hope your cycle regulates soon. It just adds to the upset of it all doesn't it... I'm not too clued up on these things I'm not sure if there's anything you can do or take to try and regulate? I hope you're feeling a little better soon 💖 Don't lose hope though, I know irregular cycles make things harder to track but they don't mean you can't fall pregnant xx

@CasperFlamingo when I went for my private scan last time, I was literally bursting for a wee. I had to stop on route to wee as I hadn't drunk my litre and I was already desperate. She said she had never seen a fuller bladder and that I had pushed my uterus right up and out the way 😂😂 so I had to go and let it out before the stick took over.
Lovely!

@Jazper always here for you, and totally understand how you're feeling. Your girls will hopefully provide a welcome distraction xx

@MichT4 I remember being surprised at how hard they pushed the scanner ball onto my tummy and obviously I'd gone with a full bladder so it was awful - thought I was going to pee myself! And then to be told 'let's go transvaginally' afterwards... Also can't they call it something nicer?! After she wiggled it around to see my ovaries she was all like "ooh you have a lovely looking set"!!!! Definitely made me laugh in what was otherwise a hideous experience.

I know @Northernsoul90 , I keep updated on here with how you are getting on and I'm so hopeful you get your negative soon.
I really appreciate your well wishes. In fact, everyone's messages of support today have helped. I'm such an emotional wreck, still. I need to sort myself out to collect my girls from school soon. Time to put my big girl pants on and swill my face in cold water xx

@Northernsoul90 thank you. Like we say, it's just having someone do something so we know what's happening. Obviously my mood might change come Sunday, but for now I read the commandments and assume there is still a bean burrowed in there.
I don't know if it's just because it was a nurse and it was recent, but oddly since she said that I have no urge to whatsoever. Long may it last! It seems like a crazy thing when they can be interpreted so heavily, and yet we still want to dip things in our pee pots at any opportunity.

Did you do a test today? x

@DBTJ that sounds very promising 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼 everything crossed for you and tentative congratulations 🥰

@DBTJ I won't throw shoes 😂😂 post it!

@SmileyT thank you - I plan to. Still feeling shattered so a nice chilled one is in order. How are you today?

@MrsK21 oh yeah one of the receptionists at mine is a dragon 😂. I haven't seen that series, I got hooked on the one with Big Ed (he's had memes and everything!). Might have to start another series.

@CasperFlamingo nothing glam about it is there!? Especially when they decide to locate the ovaries and they are pushing it up into the corner! And thank you for the crossed everything 🤞🏻🤞🏻

@MichT4 I'm really glad that they scanned you and are repeating your bloods, I hope it's given you a little bit of peace of mind so you can relax over the weekend - give yourself lots of TLC! As the nurse said no more peeing on a stick 😂 xxx

@Jazper I'm really sorry that you are having a down day, it's perfectly normal to feel like that from time to time. The cycles going back is so unbelievably frustrating I'm still waiting for a negative test after mc over 4 weeks ago and I'm just desperate to get my cycles back. Sending hugs and letting you know you aren't alone in feeling like this. xxx

@MichT4 I was going to post one but you would probably all throw your shoes at me from having to squint so hard

@Hayleylou89 lots of support for you though which is amazing news x

Last month was 13 days @SmileyT , I'm now on my 15th lp day and no sign of af at all 😔
Hope you and bean are doing well 🥰

Thank you @HopeForRainbowbaby , I am just heartbroken at the thought of them never going back to regular. I feel like it will really hinder my chance of conceiving. How are you feeling with your cycles all of the place?

@MrsK21 oooh yes a holiday sounds like a good incentive ☀️ We made a decision not to go until next year when things have hopefully calmed down but I’ve noticed lots of people are already starting to travel again. How do you feel about it??
This weekend we are decorating. We brought a new house Just before lockdown so everything including the move has been on hold, the new house is empty so we’ve started cracking on with the decorating now thankfully. I like it because it keeps me busy and my mind off other things 🤰🏼. Are you doing anything exciting?

@MichT4 "when they shoved that thing up there" - I so sympathise with this! Having had "the thing" up there on Monday, it doesn't deserve any better name! Got everything crossed for you!

@MichT4 the first hurdle in my GP surgery seems to be getting past the receptionist, who I'm convinced has gone crazy on a power trip these lol
I think I'm on season 7 (not watched earlier ones) - saw a couple called Tania and Syngen, felt really bad for the guy who came all the way from South Africa to basically live in her mum's shed. Total trash TV at it's finest!

@Hayleylou89 I hope you have a lovely break in Spain! Sounds like a nice well deserved trip and hope you get some quality me time xxx

@Hayleylou89 so glad you are being monitored so closely need to keep that little boy safely inside for another 28 or so weeks ☺️ x