TTC after MC - July 2020 (Part 5)

@SmileyT you definitely don’t sound like a bad person, it’s totally understandable and I would and have/do feel the same. I have everything crossed for you for tomorrow 🤞🏼🤞🏼 xxx

Thank you @Jazper that means a lot 🥰 I will post update on here xx

No they didn’t @VP91x they just said a blood test but I might mention it! You know where we all are if you need to let it out/vent that day and we’ll all be thinking of you xx

@Mommybear05 the CB one is good, at least there is no guessing because when you get the static you know ovulation is going to happen soon after. X

@VP91x I’m the same, prefer to be sad and cry on my own. I have done frustrated anger crying to my OH before. As the others have said we are here for you to write down your sadness. Sorry that made me laugh you saying about your OH being disgusted. If only they knew the half of what we did and looked at 😂. X

@SmileyT he wanted dominos and I was tempted by a Chinese. But we are having southern fried chicken and chips. So a bit of a middle ground

What take away did you go for? xx

@MichT4 what's hubby cooking you? My OH got in and was like 'I need a takeaway' 🙄 by the time I'll get preggers nobody will even be able to tell whether it's a food baby or an actual baby 😂

@VP91x yeah I once made the mistake of actually showing DP we did not DTD that night 🤦🏾‍♀️ well if you do want to vent on the day then you know where I am x

@Jazper thanks for being so kind, how are you feeling this evening? xx

@elliew818 are you still planning on testing in the morning? x

@VP91x I'm so friggin' jealous of your EWCM 😂😂😂 I drank gallons of that stinkin' grapefruit juice last cycle and didn't even see a smidgen of egg white! 😩

@Northernsoul90 really wishing you luck for your bloods tomorrow. I have my fingers tightly crossed for you that they come up clear so you know ovulation is imminent and you can start again. Will be checking on here to see how you've got on xx

@fafi and @CasperFlamingo , it's amazing to hear you say you were chill about ttc prior to mc! I was exactly the same and neither me, nor my OH can figure out why it's become all consuming for me since the mc!

Thank you so much @VP91x ❤️wondered where you were today but you sound like you've had a lovely day! ☺️ Don't suffer alone on Friday. We are all here for you xx

@SmileyT doesn't make you sound like a bad person at all. We all get it. I am hoping so hard for you that you get your positive tomorrow which will make it all much easier to handle 🤞🏼

@VP91x 😂😂😂 EWCM already?? You are way ahead of schedule here!
What did OH say to that?

@SmileyT I’m really hungry now 😫

@VP91x no I totally know what you mean, sometimes you just want to wallow a little without worrying how you are making others feel. Yeah such a busy day at work and now I'm just laying in bed waiting for OH to get home 😴 and I think it's perfectly normal to take a pic of your EWCM it's impressive when we get big globs of it 🤣

@MichT4 yep in the office tomorrow so will be chicken thighs, chips, coleslaw and spicy rice for me 😍 but halloumi is great there aswell actually making me drool just thinking about it x

@VP91x Any time, always here to listen or distract 🥰.

I either have a medium pitta with cheese, or if I’m feeling virtuous, butterfly chicken. Either spicy rice or chips. Also a sucker for a halloumi starter 😋
You? xx

@VP91x we will be here for you, you don’t need to be sad all alone xx

@SmileyT I have missed nandos! I could eat one right now. Are you going to the office tomorrow?

@fafi yes Pom for the TWW

Guys is it pomegranate juice during 2WW not grapefruit? Heading to the supermarket shortly!

@MichT4 no full flow for you and loads of emotions, definitely a great sign... and yes I'm staying positive I have no idea what it will say and either way I'm going to get on with it (and have a cheeky nandos for lunch as celebration or commiseration 😂) X

@Mommybear05 yeah it is super hard to be happy for everyone but like you say it's not like they've taken our turn even though it feels that way sometimes. Have you seen the pregnant one since lockdown? with my friend the thought of seeing her pregnant after my MC was much worse than the reality which was actually really nice x

@VP91x ahh that sounds like a lovely day and I've been thinking about your due date approaching, will you do anything with OH? Yes I'm staying positive, doesn't suit #smileyT to be a negative nelly 🤣

@VP91x what a lovely day you’ve had! Bet it kept Bella entertained too.

He’s working at the moment but is cooking for me when he finishes. I have to go into the office tomorrow (sigh!) so I better shower, before resuming my position on the sofa and binging more new girl 😂 xx

@Wishingfornumber2 I get what you mean I used cheapie opks for a month and didn’t see peak and get disappointed so didn’t use again for the last few months. Never clear blue before though so hoping they are better. If you dtd regularly anyway then they wouldn’t always up your chances because Dtd is all we can do anyway x

@SmileyT aw yes I completely get it. My friends have messaged out asking me to socially distance meet in the lark for a picnic. The one is heavily pregnant and I just don’t want to go full stop. Because she will talk about pregnancy fair play, but they don’t know about mc so I just don’t want to. Just keep remembering ppl have babies every day and it’s nothing personal and has literally no impact on if we conceive or not, although I get it it’s hard to feel happy and then you feel guilty for getting all jealous! But I hope you get bfp and there’s a new baby and it will all be good for both you and your friend. You never know what others have gone through either. My friend also mc before and I wish her all the best of course. It just stings and sometimes I can’t understand why c