TTC after MC - June 2020 (Part 3)

@HopeForRainbowbabyYea last night around 10pm I took an awful few cramps like AF was about to show in full force then (tmi) had to run to the loo and was there for a bit lol so strange turn all cramps went away and none as of yet. (They weren’t even sore tummy cramps but like AF ones) Boobs aren’t sore or nothing. I usually get sore boobs 2 days before AF. So I dunno what’s going on. Yea going to tell her on Tuesday is tomorrow is a bfn and AF hasn’t showed. Going a drive today with the family to help take my mind of it.
You are still very early and have time yet for it BFP

@VP91x thank you. Yea could be the hormones changing for you

@VP91x my AF per Flo is in four days. I went for a walk to make myself feel better;) also I should not expect to get pregnant in the cycle directly from MC... ohh well I'm sure the future will bring another BFP. are you 1DPO now ?

@SmileyT @chloedancer897 thank you for your support ! I shall not lose hope 😘

@2020wish I'm sorry it was bfn. You said you felt like AF yesterday but nothing happened right ? I feel like AF today but no sign yet. I see that you will test tomorrow again. I am thinking of perhaps waiting till a day before AF. Let's see if I can hold off😅 hmmm as I had negative yesterday , I was expecting one today too. I just needed some fresh air and some good food ;) how are you? I see that you will be telling your daughter. I'm sending you and your family lots of love ❤️ and soon enough you will have another bfp ( maybe sooner than you think, who knows ;))! Let it be healthy pregnancy 😘

@chloedancer897 do you feel you want to tell her ? It’s so hard to know what the right thing is to do.

I’m really hoping. Praying so hard 🙏🏻

@2020wish no I didn't tell either of them anything but they are both dying for a sibling and my daughter found my ovulation tests yesterday so I assume she knows something.

I'm so sorry, it's heartbreaking. But you always get your positive on CD29 so it might just be too early for you

@chloedancer897 she’s 9. No she doesn’t know because she’s been begging me for sibling for so long and talk everyday about her new sibling on the way :( so we tried to hold off telling her in the hopes we would catch again in a month or two following the miscarriage :( we caught straight away again and miscarriages a few days later so was hoping this would be the month. Have you not told your daughter then? Did she know you were pregnant? X

@2020wish sorry for BFN this morning but it's still early for you so song lose hope yet. Does your daughter know about the MC? What age is she? I was thinking of telling my daughter. She is 12. She keeps asking what's wrong with me and sees me so upset. But I don't know if it's the right thing to do.

@HopeForRainbowbaby hopefully it's still too early. Fx for you xo

@SmileyT
I started testing cd 10 both last cycle and this cycle. I had one day of blank last cycle and 6 days flashy before my peak at cd17. As I said, all blanks so far this cycle.
It's funny isn't it because, I got really impatient with my flashies last month and yet I'd be really grateful to see one now 😆
Do I recall you said you started testing earlier this month in the hope of getting a flashy?
I'm thinking, if I already had elevated oestrogen on the first day of testing, that may be why I've got so many blanks...

@SmileyT I’m with you on the exhaustion. I keep waking so early but guarantee tomorrow when I have to get up, I won’t want to.

Sounds like CB needs to change the icon to something less punchable - maybe a little sperm or something 😂

Yeah I guess patience paid off. Now I’m panicking what if I ovulated yesterday and didn’t DTD 🙄. I doubt it because my first peak OPK was Wednesday but I had them until Friday morning. I didn’t test after that - should have stopped after the first!

I did not want to do the quiz, am also over it. But some friends had asked and I had no excuse given we have nowhere else to go 😂 xx

@HopeForRainbowbaby how u feeling?

@SmileyT fx for your static smiley soon. Feeling a bit deflated. Going to have sit my daughter down and explain we lost the baby if AF shows this month. We said we would give it two months of trying after we miscarriaged in hopes of catching again and not have to break her heart as she doesn’t understand due dates etc so this gonna be a tough pill to swallow

Morning ladies, I've just woken up and still feel bloody exhausted. CD9 for me and 2nd day of flashing smily faces, so expecting FW to start tomorrow/ Tuesday xx

@VP91x so interesting that CB has detected the LH rise but nothing in cheapies, you've always got a peak on them before haven't you? Hope the headache has subsided xx

@MichT4 yay to another temp rise for you, looks like you're patience paid off and you've fully confirmed ovulation now 🙌🏾 I really think I overdid soon quizzes at the beginning of lockdown but might get back into it they were fun x

@HopeForRainbowbaby sorry it was a BFN still may be early for a BFP but if AF is coming I hope she shows up quickly so you can start a fresh new cycle x

@Jazper I feel you, 2 months going straight from blank to static and I was so happy to see the flashing, but on day 2 now of flashing and I'm already sick of it, I've concluded I basically just hate waiting either way 😂 what day did you start testing this month/ last month? X

@2020wish sorry it was a BFN the last two months I've got my temp drop the morning of my period starting but like you've said keep the faith as something may still be brewing. How are you feeling? X

Yea just trying to keep that mindset and not lose hope until tomorrow

I came on here just to see if you’d tested again @2020wish, if you ovulated around the same time in previous cycles and didn’t test positive (with the same brand test) until after now I wouldn’t lose hope just yet. Keeping my fingers crossed for you Xx

@micht4 so annoying :( but thank you 🙏🏻

@2020wish oh yes of course, you expected that might happen. 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼 that this is the same as the last times xx

My temp is still high and hasn’t dipped. I’m hoping that’s a good sign. I’ll test again tomorrow as I got my BFP before on that CD then I’ll call it quits if it’s still bfn

@2020wish I forget it’s still early!

Sorry for the bfn, and even more so that if followed such a promising dream. I’m not sure if the temp thing. I always thought they started dropping sooner/a few days before but I’m no expert at all.

Just blank circles @VP91x , yes 😤 I always have been regular, of course, post mc has been quite erratic but in general, ov has always happened mid cycle.
Ha, we were all with you on your saga this month. I am so impressed with your patience and perseverance.

@MichT4 😂 glad you can relate. Thank you for the reassurance. I'm trying to trust in my body and just keep dtd as though I'm on flashies.

Had such a vivid dream too that I had already woke up and get my BFP lol :(

@MichT4 sorry just awake lol bfn this morning :( AF due tomorrow. When should I expect my temp to start dropping

Hey @Jazper
Plenty of time for your flashing smiley if you are 3 days away from ovu day last month. Hoping you get less flashy days this month

Also, funny it’s day 364 in your house. Feels like day 364 of this months cycle over here 😂

Day 364 in the Jazper household and not a flashing smiley in sight. Beginning to appreciate the 6 days of flashies last month 🤯
Cd 14 today. Ov'd cd 17 last month.
But, as @VP91x has proved, we can't always mirror month to month 😂

@VP91x don’t! I’m already thinking ‘I wonder how soon people feel symptoms?’ 🤣

No real plans here either. We will go and see OH’s Dad at some point, otherwise just relaxing. Maybe a walk and I should ready clean but that sounds less than appealing.
Trashy tv is the best xx