Anyone due AF on or around 15th of June

@kirinm keep us posted, I'm 12dpo with bfn today so you're giving me hope for a bfp 🤞🏻

Cramps are getting a bit sharper now, feel exhausted and a bit sick again now I’m back from walk.

I don’t want to go for a wee and see that af has started 😔

have you tested again @krj2608 ?

Thanks @krj2608 - I'm glad that at least you guys can see it. These shadowy lines have made the last week so stressful. AF still isn't here so maybe?? FRER coming tomorrow so hopefully I'll get a straight answer.

@xoJellyBean @kirinm just inverted for you! Definitely something there x

@kirinm I defo can see something quite light! Can you invert that one?

This is a bit better I think?

I know, I did two tests with my DD and that is was well after my period was due. I have gone pretty crazy this last month. Whatever happens I don't want to be like this next month.

@kirinm it's faint but it's definitely there! Fingers crossed that you get a nice strong positive on a FRER.

That's very tempting haha, it's costing a fortune TTC! I swear I was never this crazy when we were trying with DD.

@whambam89 Can you see it?? I swear there is something there but it is hard to pick up. I've just bought a couple of FRERs from amazon that will be delivered tomorrow. If AF hasn't arrived by then, at least I won't spend hours analysing a shadow!

Your test was so positive, I didn't get a positive as strong as that when I had my DD and I only started testing at 17dpo then. (I can't believe I was so restrained).

Buy the tests and do them with me tomorrow!

@kirinm I can see that line!

I have one strip test left as well, have hovered over my Amazon basket for the last few hours decided whether to get some more delivered tomorrow. It's so stressful, I do wonder if that's what's happened with me as well and that's why my cycle is longer. I've thought that perhaps I ovulated later but that doesn't add up with cramps, sore boobs etc. So I really have no idea what's going on.. I think as the days go on I'm less optimistic at getting my bfp this month.

@whambam89 thanks, I also don't feel pregnant. But I am confused and must look like an idiot posting pictures of tests that look blank.

I have one test strip left so if AF isn't here by tomorrow I'll take it. It is very unusual for me to be late - I can be early though but I have overthought everything this month so maybe that has added some stress and delayed my AF?

You can't even see it on here. I uploaded it from my phone but on the laptop I can't see anything at all.

I went and bought tests. The nearby chemist only had clear blue digitals or cheap strips so I went for the cheapies. ARRRRGH there is the tiniest of shadow of something on it. I am 13dpo and didn't hold for longer than an hour or 2 but surely if I was pregnant there'd be more of a line? These claim to pick up levels at 15. I guess it has allowed me to test which has got that out of my system but still feel like it's a case of waiting for AF.

@Sansa87 I have been googling everything! My search history is nuts🤣 I had some pink cm yesterday night but now it’s heavier so possibly af coming earlier?! I have been googling implanting bleeding and hoping it’s that instead!

@kirinm I have everything crossed for you! I'm now on CD29 so if AF doesn't show today then my cycle is officially 2 days longer than it has been for 3 months. I've not tested now since Saturday and I'm trying to see it out a few more days as I just don't feel pregnant. Have had on and off cramps for almost a week but the sore boobs are almost none existent now

@kirinm I’m lucky that I’m too scared of testing, so I don’t have that urge.

I have just had to take some paracetamol for cramps though. Tiny bit of creamy cm but only when I was checking the cervix.

This nausea is definitely new, but with the putting house up on market and looking at others, I expect it’s just anxiety

@Sansa87 Yep, I'm still googling everything even though I feel exactly as I normally do before AF arrives. I nearly bought a test this morning on my way home from dropping off my DD but told myself to get a grip and now I wish I had just bought one so I could stop googling!

@Tigger1987 I think I will buy a test on my way back from picking DD up from the childminders if I haven't started.

@LeopardLover I have for the last few months - I've been making a note of it! 1pm last month and similar the month before. It could be absolutely nothing of course and I shouldn't be letting the fact my AF hasn't arrived bang on 1pm get my hopes up!

@tigger1987 I have liked looking at houses and looking at what would be the baby room.

We’ve had to postpone a trip to Croatia in September too. That one was with the in-laws, & it just makes it awkward as we haven’t told anyone we are ttc, so hard to make actual plans.

How is everyone feeling today? I’ve just wasted an hour googling to try and find something that tells me I’m still pregnant 😂

@Sansa87 I hope the weather holds out for you, tomorrow! I really feel like this is your month!

@Sansa87 Oh that is rubbish regarding the trip to Belfast. We had a big holiday (planned for 2 years) cancelled in April and I still haven't quite got over it!

A seaside trip sounds lovely. Hope you have a nice time! Exciting on the house front too. Good to have something to keep your mind occupied!

I feel nauseous on and off too but I am trying not to read into it (so hard though!!)

@Karanciri I thought I read it can happen that late, just being super positive for you and hoping for the best.

@kirinm Oh gosh, this is so hard for you - I say get the test if it's causing you turmoil! Do you always come on in the afternoon? I'm usually in the night!

@Darcy86 Agreed! This sounds really positive and exciting! 💜

@kirinm It is so hard! Maybe say if AF has not arrived by a certain time that you will get a test?

I also struggle with the "what ifs". I find the logical side of my brain is like stop testing and wait till AF is late as testing early won't change if I am pregnant or not however then other side just wants to know!

@tigger1987 we were supposed to be flying to Belfast today for the week 😅 I think oh is planning on a seaside trip tomorrow. Weather is meant to be awful, so hoping that, along with finding a non popular one will mean there’s no one there, so won’t need to worry too much about social distancing all day 😂 found another house I really like, so waiting to hear back about a viewing for that one.

Could really do with a nap, but feeling a bit bleh. Never usually get nausea. It’s not too bad, but it’s there in the background. The only thing that’s been helping has been going out for walks, but man, energy!