Just want AF to arrive so new cycle can begin...

They said it should be reabsorbed gradually but I may get more spotting. Nothing to worry about

Aww @Sunbird24 congratulations!
What have the advised on the bleed?

Aww, keeping things crossed the emotionalness is not AF arriving - I’ve turned into a frequent cryer over the last few weeks.
One of my two embryos has implanted and is measuring 6 weeks, with a little fluttery heartbeat. The other has been absorbed, but I also have an area of bleed which accounts for the spotting.

Aww @mrswilso I’m feeling you. Had a massive sob watching what to expect when you’re expecting on Netflix yesterday and having a pity day with Doritos today to feel better. I think it’s the rubbish part of lockdown where it’s still a little while til it gets better but still too cold to go for any big walks or anything to get out the house.
Hoping you have a nice relaxing weekend - when is AF due? Tomorrow?

Thinking of you today @Sunbird24 ✨

CD30 for me, 13dpo, AF no show yet, BFN this morning FMU. Feeling extremely bitter and miserable today, could actually fully cry at the drop of a hat 😔 can't shake it off...
Gonna have lots of wine and hot baths this weekend.

Oh just seen you’re 6 weeks, maybe not on hpt as get the hook effect. Hopefully the scan will provide you some reassurance ❤️

@Sunbird24 it’s probably a mental reaction/protection as you’ve faced loss before. How many weeks are you now? Maybe do a HPT to reassure? If it helps, the week and half I was pregnant I felt sooo pregnant, nausea the lot and it wasn’t to be so I wouldn’t worry too much!

I dont know if it’s hormones or what today but I keep thinking I don’t feel pregnant. I’ve booked a private scan for Friday (6+5) because I can’t imagine waiting another 2 weeks for the one with the clinic without losing my marbles 🥺

@Sunbird24 @Ughmaybenot yeah exactly! I’ve got my day 3 bloods next week so will see what those results say and then might look into a private HSG as still not doing on NHS so it’ll be holding full referral. I feel a bit silly as I’m really holding out to do naturally

I know what you’re saying @LS2020, on the one hand, that’s good news for sure but also frustrating because there’s still no clear reason!

Hope you’re getting on okay @Sunbird24 x

It’s a rollercoaster of emotions isn’t it @mrswilso and every time it’s impossible not to get your hopes up. I know it never mattered how many times I told myself to stay chilled, it never happened!

I know what you mean @LS2020. It’s good news of course, but still leaves you with that big unanswered question...

Had my internal scan done - all ok, this process is so annoying with everything coming back okay ugh!

Don’t know what’s going on with me today, feel like someone’s kicked me in the uterus. So painful 😩

@Sunbird24 glad to hear no more bleeding ❤️

@mrswilso maybe! Though with the way my stomach has been cramping today with infection not sure much is going to happen this month 😣 keep imaging I’m going to go for my scan on Tuesday and they’ll be like ooh we see something but know they can’t spot anything that early!

🥰 aaah I love this group so much! ✨

@LS2020 & @mrswilso have a virtual socially distanced hug - I would have been 24 weeks

@Sunbird24 sooo glad to hear it 😘 please please try not to stress ❤️

Yeah I've already had a wee private teary moment this morning too @LS2020 - 28 weeks yesterday 😔
But onwards!
...maybe we are all destined to fall at the same time after all? 🤭🤫 SHHH SHUT UP WILSO! 🤣

Seems to have stopped...

@mrswilso don’t I’ve actually lost it. I’m fully convinced this month and don’t know what’s up with me. I think I’ve got a thrush infection again and same, last time I had one was the week before my BFP and swear I felt sick this morning. I’m 3dpo, my body doesn’t even know it yet, I’m being so daft 😂 I feel really smug and I’m like wtf is wrong with me?!
Finding Mother’s Day really hard though considering I should be about 30 weeks and enjoying my final months and feel I have nothing to show for it. Also sick of every celebrity having a baby at the moment 😂

Hahaha @LS2020 - I was actually thinking I was doing okay with not symptom spotting AT ALL so far but this morning I woke up at 6.30am for a pee (my first symptom last time) and then got up at 9am ravenous and made a bowl of muesli while I was still half asleep which I NEVER do - usually need an hour or so to wake before I'm hungry...also I'm 7/8do and I've had a nice little 1bpm drop in RHR (implantation?) and now that I think of it I defo had a pulling/stabbing in my lower back yesterday around 5pm 🤔🤣🙈
DO NOT ENCOURAGE MY CRAZINESS!!! I'll only end up sobbing in 4/5 days time 😭🤣

Yeah @Sunbird24 I'm sure brown is less worrying - it may be some old blood from implantation?? Relax today and take it easy though, try not to stress about it ❤️

@mrswilso feeling you, I’m only like 3dpo and I’ve already started googling my “symptoms”😂 though I finished work yesterday for a week off and my RHRs dropped massively, obviously relaxing, so taken that as a bad sign 😩

@Sunbird24 brown is normally okay as that’s old blood, how’s it progressed overnight?

Hoping I didn’t do it too soon, now having a brown discharge that I’ve never had before. Still two weeks until my scan.

Everything crossed for you @mrswilso!
I’ve told my parents as I’m visiting them for the weekend, just as well as I’ve spent the afternoon asleep on the sofa!

Hiyaaa ☺️ im doing okay thank @Ughmaybenot
CD24 and think I'm probably around 6/7dpo - I've found it harder to resist POAS this cycle but I'm still holding out and reminding myself how pointlessly early it is 🤣
Hope you and @Sunbird24 are keeping well 🥰
Sending lots of love to you too @LS2020 😘