TTC after MC - May 2020 Part3

@Diorissimo1985 completely agree with @Jazper please come over when you're ready! Absolutely want to support you ❤️

www.mumsnet.com/Talk/conception/3933672-TTC-after-MC-June-2020-Part-2

This is the link for the new thread whenever you are ready.

Sending you lots of hugs xx

Oh @Diorissimo1985, please don't shy away from joining. Unless of course you aren't ready to. I am sure I speak for all the girls when I say that we would much rather be able to support you, than have you feel that you can't for fear of triggering. Xx

Hi @Tink20058 I’m doing okay thank you, bleeding is subsiding and I just have the back ache now. I’ve been reading up about reflexology and acupuncture so I’m clearly feeling a bit brighter... will come and join you girls on the other board in a few days (I didn’t want to come across just yet as I thought some of my posts might be triggering and I didn’t want to upset anyone) xx

@Diorissimo1985 how are you feeling today? Hope your resting and taking it easy xxx

@MichT4 I was told the results of friday’s blood test today which was ‘in line with pregnancy’, I should get today’s results on Weds apparently.
I am not sure what GP can do for me though as it’s “only” my second loss and I assume they investigate after three.

Hey @diorissimo1985. Did you get the results? Or do you get them later today?
I’d say keep it until you’ve seen the doc on Friday, and see what they suggest. I’m sure if you tell them you want to make sure you don’t need any help etc then they’ll advise you keep it. How are you feeling? xx

Thanks so much girls xx
Had second bloods this morning and booked GP appointment for Friday to discuss everything. Got my scan letter through the post this morning - shall I keep it so they can check everything has gone? It’s for next Monday when I would have been 7.5 weeks.
Hope you’re all doing ok xx

Thinking of you @Diorissimo1985, hope you managed to sleep last night. So sorry to hear you are going through this again. Xx

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@Diorissimo1985 I’m so sorry too, I’m not surprised there were tears. I’m glad you’re feeling calmer now. How are you today?

Please let us know about tour blood tests, and even though we don’t want you on the June bus, you’ll be welcomed with virtual hugs if you find yourself there xx

@Diorissimo1985 I'm so sorry you've gone through that, it's so heartbreaking. I suppose you feel like it's given you an answer, maybe. I hope you are being looked after, have lots of rest.

Sending you so much love xx

Hi @VP91x you are so lovely to check in on me xx
I think I’ve properly miscarried today I’ve passed huge clots and tissue, with a lot of heavy bleeding. Had a huge melt down this morning and was crying hysterically but am strangely calm now. In a way I’m glad it happened as I couldn’t bear the waiting, it is such torture. Going for bloods tomorrow and expecting them to have gone down a lot.

I will join the June/July bus of course ... hope everyone is doing okay xx

Hey @Diorissimo1985 I hope you are okay. Good luck for your bloods tomorrow ❤️

@Diorissimo1985 sorry things are still going on. It’s hard to keep positive when you feel a certain way and can feel the bleeding/cramps etc. But when I went to EPU and was examined, I was bleeding quite a bit. She said it can be very normal, and it wasn’t conclusive at that point.

Of course we don’t know for sure until you’ve had it confirmed either way, but until then, try to think a little positive - it should make the wait a little easier.

Thinking of you and sending love xx

I’m okay thanks @MichT4 - I don’t think things have really kicked off yet to be honest, it’s just slow steady bleeding and aching and cramps. I don’t feel pregnant at all so I reckon it will be in the next 24-36 hours. Went to Boots this morning and stocked up on all the pads etc.! I feel like I know what’s coming and how to prepare myself now.
Thanks so much for checking in - really means so much x

How are you @Diorissimo1985? xx

@Diorissimo1985 I'm so sorry it hasn’t stopped yet. But I’m happy you managed to get blood tests done. Are you booked in for another scan too?

A nice bath and chill for you, lady. Look after yourself, or like the girls say, get OH to look after you.

Here for you if you need us xxx

Oh @Diorissimo1985 I am so so sorry for you. Just as @VP91x said please make sure you are looked after this weekend - you’ve been on my mind all day. Sending you love 💜

Thanks so much @VP91x

@Diorissimo1985 I'm so so sorry 😔 I hope your partner is looking after you this weekend. Be kind to yourself watch programmes you love, get a nice takeaway or something you enjoy ❤️

Sending you so much love.

Thanks @VP91x - dr took blood and should get result later today or tomorrow. Booked in again Monday for follow up bloods.

Just got home now and passing clots and bleeding is bright red so I think this is now inevitable x

@Diorissimo1985 I've just caught up on these messages.

I hope you get your blood tests and some further advice. Sorry you're in so much pain. Thinking of you❤️

Thanks @MichT4 you are so kind. Fx for you on the June bus, I really hope it’s your month.

I am sat at the GP again now waiting to go in. Going to request blood tests and explain how much pain I’m in. Not sure if these splitting headaches are sinister or just anxiety that’s out of control.

Talking to all you girls is really helping me so much, can never thank you enough x

@diorissimo1985 oh lovely, sorry to hear that you’re feeling like that.
Firstly, you are not foolish at all! We have to be positive, and you had the result you were looking for and you were hopeful - that’s absolutely the right way to be. It’s tough after MC to get as excited but it’s important to stay positive or it’s all just too anxious. So please don’t be hard on yourself.
You also haven’t had a definitive answer yet.

Did you have a private scan? As I know when I had mine they weren’t able to do bloods. When I bled more I went to A&E, which was advised by 111 but that was pre lockdown. I’d try there as they sent me directly to the EPU and they took my bloods then. The only reason they didn’t scan me was because it was about 4am on a Sunday morning, so they booked me in 48 hours later for scan and second bloods so they could see the trend. So I’d definitely try your local EPU.

I’m ok on the June bus thank you. As you know the girls are all wonderful. Trying to be more relaxed and positive this month. I am trying to think it’ll happen when my body is ready....hard to keep that mindset - I also go through some bitterness 😂 but I’m trying to be less of a pain in the arse

Get on the phone, and let us know how you get on. They should still be looking after you, it’s important and you’re anxious xxx

@MichT4 that’s so nice of you - how are you doing on the June bus?

Not that good here - very tearful and I’m bleeding again. Pain in pelvis and aching thighs. I just know it’s not going to happen and I feel so foolish for hoping again. No idea what to do now as I think going to GP won’t give any answers, and blood tests would be next week I suppose. It’s really hard isn’t it x