TTC after miscarriage - April 2020 part 2

@Donnat89 i have my fingers crossed for you that it is just spotting and nothing else comes of it!! I’m in the same position as you - I have been spotting lightly since yesterday now, just biding my time to see if it becomes AF or not :( I don’t feel overly positive though!

@Renna irm just the little pokey pains now and then and my boobs feel fuller but i dnt know if thats just how they have changed since having Bonnie, who knows 🤷🏽‍♀️... but nothing else really i had one sharp shooting pain in my boob earlier and i thought that was odd bit that literally happened once. Xx

@Renna thanks hun xx

@Donnat89 sorry hun xx obvs still have fingers crossed for you though xxx

@Hayleylou89 fingers crossed for you babe and hope you get a stronger line tomorrow and would make your day tomorrow a little easier getting some reassurance xxxx are you noticing any symptoms? Xxx

@Hayleylou89 thanks hun I just don't think this month is my month my be a faulty test may be a chemical who knows .

Will know for sure by morning either full flow or by testing

Xxxx

@Donnat89 i really hope AF is not on its way for u xx u can still spot and be pregnant u cnt deny ur positive tests def still do a fmu tomorrow Xx

@renna glad ur feeling a little better today! My normal cycles are 35 or 38 but the first one after my loss last month was 39 days so that would be friday... but my normal cycle length is no longer than 38 which is tomorrow x

😩😩😩 started spotting I think AF will be in full flow next few hours . Looks
Like I'm taking my seat on the May bus ! X

Cramps seem to be back and quite bad tonight and feel like AF cramps as well as back ache so I think AF will be here by tomorrow 🙁

Feeling gutted xxx

Oh @Donnat89 that's annoying hope it's good news tomorrow xx

@Donnat89 I'll be patiently waiting for the update tomorrow morning xx

@Renna I'm actually feeling positive today, this TTC lark is an emotional rollercoaster. I am CD4, AF is done and I'm feeling ready to throw everything into this month. I also had a day at work where I didn't actually think about TTC all day which made the day go so much quicker 😂 overall feeling good - and seeing some hope and BFPs in this group will definitely pick my spirits up even more.

Lots of positivity from me today 🙌🏾🌈🙌🏾

@SmileyT yes I know ! Never had it happen before ! Literally no lines at all completely blank !

It's annoying but I'm happy to wait I can use
FMU and at least whatever the result be happy with it and gives AF time to appear if it's going to ! Xxx

@SmileyT aww 🤞🤞🤞 xx
How are you today babe ? Xx

@Donnat89 invalid WTH!? So annoying!! But yes FMU tomorrow morning... no AF and you're late so I'm so very confident x

@Renna I've also got a very good feeling this is your month 🙌🏾

@Hayleylou89 I'm okay ! :) feeling better mentally today ! Focused on work (ish haha )and the day went quicker ! And staying more positive for final part of TWW that theres still a chance :) today I've had pinchy lower back kind of pains . On and off nauseous feeling , a bit dizzy at times .. most of my UTI symptoms gone but still worried its lingering tbh so dunno if that has anything to do with it . Once I know Monday if pg or not I may go docs to see if I have a UTI and get antibiotics if needed . How are you feeling ? Any symptoms ? And no AF !? ... isnt today the latest she should arrive ... so shes pretty much late now ...!? Xx good sign if so !! Xx

So did a FRER Invalid bloody test no lines at all so gonna wait until morning to take the next one as don't want to waste it .

If AF still a no show will be a good sign !

The wait continues !

How r u today @renna xx

@Hayleylou89 @francis05 ooh exciting!! I can def see something on both your pics! Keeping fingers crossed xx

@Hayleylou89 I had a feeling it would be like that today lol !

I
May just wait until tomorrow now as I feel so nervous of the result and not sure I'm mentally prepared for a BFN .... ahhhh I don't know ! X

@Donnat89 what a nightmare! Hate that and typical that ur waiting for them! Always the way xxx

@Hayleylou89 haha thanks ! Still no sign of them ! Delivery has updated now to by 9pm tonight which is typical on the day I'm actually waiting for them any other time they are here by midday if they come too late I
May hold of testing until tomorrow if I have the will power to do so !

Also gives AF another day to show if she's going to !

Xxx

@Donnat89 ur delivery should be anytime soon wooohoo 🥳 told u it wouldnt be long x

@MrsLBear im not 💯 sure its because of that and ill find out more tomorrow but its my gut instinct as i never just had one treatment i had lots of biopsies aswell as the lletz that kept coming back inconclusive because the parts of tissue they were collecting were incorrect parts of tissue for analysis 🙄 then they Wanted to do another lletz treatment and i said no, i asked to be referred to a specialist gyne who then said they wouldnt carry out no more treatments and told me change my contraceptive as it could b hormone related so i did and my smear tests started to come back fine but i think by that point id already had so much messing with my cervix so iv researched and the set amount of tissue u should have removed before being referred to a consultant when pregnant is 10mm or more had 9mm with just the lletz but then about another 5 mm with the multi inconclusive biopsies i had so i think they should have put me under a consultant led pregnancy from the get go and that why my water broke early... but i may be completely wrong!! xx x

So sorry for your loss @hayleylou98 wishing you all the best tomorrow and that they have some answers for you one way or another.
Can I ask what makes you think it was lletz treatment? I had the same and it have never crossed my mind until you said it.

@Hayleylou89 yes exactly a good nights sleep would be fab !

I really hope all goes well tomorrow will be thinking of you cx