TTC after miscarriage - April 2020 part 2

Aw hopefully that goes quick then , are you a teacher ? Xx @Hayleylou89

We popped to the shop .. was going to workout when we got home but DH (do I have to call him darling ...? 🙄) was hangry so wanted to eat before we worked out ... I said I'd rather workout first as once I've eaten and sat down I wont be in the mood to work out ... but he was too hangry ... now time to work out ... I cba .. try to motivate myself ... cant find some gym clothes to wear ... ugh ffs I give up !!! I'm now sat on sofa eating pringles whilst DARLING HUSBAND (🙄🙄🙄🙄) works out in front of me hahah ... I'm gonna add mood swings into my symptom notes for today I think!! LOL XX I'm either going a bit stir crazy or I have some hormones fluctuating today haha x

@Renna yeah ur well stocked up i am too for now!

Im actually working on the campus tomorrow at the uni work just tomorrow to help out with covid related things so that should go quick, then back working from home Wednesday And hoping the week just flys by, iv just cleaned the car and gave my little french bulldog a shower to keep me occupied now im on the sofa bored ruthless 🙈😂 x

@hayleylou89 Yeah I have lots or cheapies. Didnt use them last time but came with all my cheapie opks this time. And I have 2 CBs leftover from when I had to test post MC . Have a digital one and a normal lined one so think that'll do me for now and I'm gonna try hold off until AF actually due /late . So hope next couple weeks go quick 🤣🙄 back to working from home tomorrow, seems to go quicker when I'm working. Xx

@Renna Ur so right, everything ur saying is exactly how i feel and because it happened first time last time for us i doubt its going to happen again like that this time, but we never know we can only hope 🙏... and symptom spot.. have u stocked up on pg tests? Iv got plenty of cheapies and one cb and if i start feeling symptoms ill order an frer next day on amazon, im due AF a week on weds according to my app but its hit and miss with my cycle as my cycles range between 35-38 and thats basing it on 38 day cycle which is more likely as i ovulated cd 25 so it gives me a better lutual phase x

@Hayleylou89 I know I'm not sure I'll be so patient this time round now that I know you can get a BFP earlier . Last time I didnt really foow many threads and thought you had to wait for AF to come before testing really. Also I'd already had about 3 months of hoping AF wouldnt come and then shed turn up so kind of thought shed then up again .But then for me I think emotionally I'd cope better with AF coming rather than looking at a BFN test. Hard to know and will see how I feel I guess! AF due very end of next week, next Sunday according to my app.
Massive fingers crossed for you. Least you have some kind of indication with those previous symptoms what to potentially look out for xxx
I guess not being hopeful is also us protecting ourselves. I just also feel like I woildnt be so lucky to get pregnant straight away first cycle after MMC xxx

Forgot to tag you again @Renna ... ps im not feeling hopeful this month either for some reason 🙈 this is was all the faff around dtd so much but too early then struggled when peak arrived x x

Wow ur so patient waiting until after AF to arrive .. i also looked back on here as i was in a ttc group when we last conceived and i hadnt put much in my app as it was first month ttc but id commented all My symptoms in a thread on here and these were mine(in the pic)

Iv got a slight backache but nothin else as yet, my boobs havnt shrunk completely back to size after my loss either so think they will be hard symptom to spot now too, I got my bfp at 9dpo so only 6 days to go until that next milestone 🙏🌈 x

@Hayleylou89 at least we can TWW together 🤣😘

I didnt realise I did actually put some symptoms in my app 2 days before I got a BFP last time in Jan.
I dont remember doing that! This was at 18DPO , I didnt test until 20DPO, until AF was well and truly late (plus it was my bday and thought I'd wait to test until my bday as be the best bday gift !.. which it was 💔 )
Dont know if its because I'm in TWW now but feel less positive and slightly down about it all when usually I'm positive , maybe because TWW you feel like you cant be pro active, just have to wait . Just having flash backs of the MMC scan and so scared to go through this again . Whenever I do hopefully get a BFP one day I'm just going to be so scared about the first scan xx

@renna would be helpful to tag you i missed the tag off the message below x

Ahh Renna ur only 1 dpo behind me haha how funny u really did catch up to me x x

I wondered why that other thread went super quiet yesterday 🤣
I'm 2dpo now. Yesterday and this morning had intermittent pinching crampy feeling in lower left back. I dont think I really got any symptoms last time but probably want really looking for them.
Xx

@Hayleylou89 yeah I will continue to test just to get some extra info and see if anything changes. I am expecting AF anywhere from Saturday - (if its 21 days) onwards. So not long to wait either way xx

@VP91x Im not sure the cb ones can be accurate like that tbh ... i had a surge on the cheap opks right after my period too and was comparing to cb and the clear blue just still said high so i thought the same and that itd peak but then it took until cd 25 to get peak cos i started testing so early thinking it was going to peak right after AF and it never so id keep testing if i was you or get some cheapys to compare xx

Here are all my Opks they went strong then weak then strong again xx

Morning ladies so little update on my ClearBlue testing - I tested this morning and got yet another flashing however, I compared the lines to mine from last Monday and there are polar opposites. So I think I am right that I ovulated right after my period. I am assuming the lines mean something?

What do you think? Darker picture was from last Monday and the super faint one is from today. @Hayleylou89 @Mommybear05

Thanks for the new thread x

@Ejb86 enjoy ! Fingers crossed for you too that this is your month. X

@Skygirl1983 fingers crossed for you! X

Thanks @Mommybear05 ❤️ I’m having an ace Easter thanks! Had to put the chocolate away after eating waaaay too much 😆 but that’s the sign of a good day! I hope you’re having a good Easter too 😃

I've been using cheap hpts to test after my miscarriage on 23 March. It's finally getting super faint, I was so happy, I went running to tell DH the good news 😂 he thinks I am nuts 🤣 have another Hcg blood test on Tuesday, fingers crossed that it's really low/0. I've been getting loads of ewcm the last few days and have been trying to temp as best as I can. Been BD'ing a lot the past few days so hoping for the best!

Happy Easter to all you lovely ladies! Hope everyone had a good day!

@Hayleylou89 I tried not to symptom spot but I did note down a few things and I would say for me that I had lots more cm and was very gassy tmi sorry. I also just had this feeling that I was pregnant and this might sound strange but there was a couple of signs I got that made that feeling stronger. My hubby's grandad was in hospital and he had a dream that I was pregnant and on Facebook this early scan place kept popping up might sound weird but I took these as signs. X

@TerribleImagination hey great to hear you are feeling so determined and positive. Everything crossed for you and hope you are having a nice Easter xx

@skygirl1983 oh I see. Well it’s such a good sign. You are three cycle days ahead of me then. I’m cd 30. I used Morrison’s own brand test this morning and got a negative. Now I’m reading reviews that they’re not very good. But I think I’m obsessing by trying to look at the reviews just because I didn’t get the answer I wanted. Xx

@Mommybear05 it was a test I got from the co op and it had a clear plastic screen which caused quite a bit of glare! So I took it apart. Even the plastic bit on the strip inside was shiny so I took that off too. Tbh it was so faint I wasn't expecting much but when I peeled it off those where the lines that were left. The pink is the control line and the other line is the test line. So I'm guessing there must have been enough there to cast such a mark on it. I had to resort to the co op tests as struggling to get to other shops!! I have 3 more so will do one every day and see if they progress or AF comes.