Hoping for a new year miracle!

Omg @Jonesbabynumber1!! Congrats 😍🥰

@dizzy85 yes all ok here thanks. I managed to speak to an endocrinologist on the phone yesterday at the local hospital and they have increased my medication, also going to refer me to their antenatal clinic.
Still not feeling very optimistic, but I don't think I will until I get to 12 weeks...if that does happen.

@Jonesbabynumber1 wow good to hear from you, and congrats. Deffo looks like a BFP!!

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@Jonesbabynumber1 Thankyou it's been tough but I actually feel better today than I have done. I have everything crossed for you too ❤️ hopefully soon you can scream it from the windows 😁

@BabyB19 @MrsCl19
I did actually think it looks abit darker but the day before I had probably drank more as I couldn't sleep and then was up peeing more so that is probably why it's lighter and last night I slept solid 7 hours so I think the pee was definitely stronger today. And the amount of bleeding I've had has been like a normal heavy period with small clots so I highly doubt I'm pregnant now and also the test line at this point would surely be really dark and I'm still lightly bleeding. It would be an amazing miracle if I was but I really doubt it and have accepted that. It's really shit but I will get through it.

@ceebee21 how are you getting on?

Definitely @MrsCl19 it's good to be prepared for the worst but it's crappy it takes the excitement away!

I agree with @BabyB19 ... @dizzy85 I understand why your mind is assuming the worst as it's a good coping mechanism and I think we all do it.

@dizzy85 I'm being completely genuine when I say that too test looks darker than the bottom? Do you not think so?
I hope you're doing ok! It's not over yet. Stay positive.
It's crazy @Jonesbabynumber1 that so many have bfp's
I really hope everyone can come and join me on the other board soon, the pregnancy boards can be helpful but not as friendly as you girls. My little mumsnet family. I want to carry on the journey with you all

@Jonesbabynumber1 aww wow congratulations that's definitely a great line on the frer for 13dpo🥰 good to see you back!! Xxx

It's so strange this month coz I'm on another thread aswell and literally all but about two people have gotten their bfp this month after all trying for ages plus everyone on here it's strange I think it's the lockdown it's distracted everyone enough to stop focusing on actually trying then it's happened like magic😄

As for me I'm still thinking miscarriage but I've not passed anything like a sac yet sorry if that's tmi but I've had to obviously keep checking so I know. Had heavy bleeding yesterday but it's really not much over night or today so I'm still waiting to see what's going on. My lines don't seem to be fainter today again I know levels do take a while to come down though so I'm not holding on to that but it is confusing abit looking at the tests. I'll put a pic the top one is today and the bottom yesterday.
Other than all that I feel ok ish I guess. Hope everyone else is ok xxx

Take another picture of your free without the flash on near a window or something, god I'm so excited for everyone 🤣

@Jonesbabynumber1

Omg hi @Jonesbabynumber1 another bfp! I can't believe how many there have been this month! My IC's looked like that too at first! I'll try and find a picture! I think relaxing definitely works. Which is a cruel twist of fate because trying to relax when you're trying to conceive is a ridiculous ask! How exciting!
How are you doing @ceebee21 any change is symptoms etc?
How are you today @dizzy85 any updates 🤞🏼 xx

@Jonesbabynumber1 that's a good line on that cheapie!! Congratulations!!

@dizzy85 your being so strong! I've got to agree with @BabyB19 surely the lines would be getting fainter 🤨 just keep out finger crossed that you have the best outcome in whatever happens 💕

@Jonesbabynumber1 oh wow hello!!! Good to see this from you!!! I can deffo see something faint! 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼 have you got lots to keep weeing on ?🤣

Oh hi @dizzy85 good to hear from you I've been worried about you. I'm glad that your gp is being supportive and although it will be a long 10 days I think I would have done the same thing. I think it's amazing that the tests aren't getting lighter because after a few days bleeding you would have expected them to gone to a squinted now wouldn't you. In still keeping everything crossed and holding out hope for you! Xx

Hey all, sorry I've been abit quiet brains been all over the place, hormones are a bitch! Thankyou all for thinking of me❤️
I spoke with the dr yesterday and she said I could either go to the epu for a scan or wait and see and take a test in 10 days and if it's still positive they will def need to scan me so I just decided to wait as the thought of seeing anything on screen and having to go to the hospital I just can't be dealing with it.
I'm still bleeding but only had a few small clots so don't think it's all over yet. It's weird coz I got woken up at 4am today with really strong pains so thought that was gonna be it but then the bleeding calmed down for a few hours and well most of today but it's just started back up again. I did a test today and it's not got any lighter than the last one I did which I thought it might at least be a little lighter and i still have pregnancy symptoms so I think everything is just taking its time 🙄😞.
Also I've had really over the top anxiety which is annoying me coz usually I'm pretty good at talking myself out of any kind of anxiety but i think the hormones are making it worse. Hopefully it all starts calming down soon.
On a positive note..lol, she said after I've tested in 10 days time she's going to refer me to the early miscarriage unit so I'm happy about that.
Hope your all doing ok xxx

I really hope you're ok @dizzy85 I'm worried we haven't heard anything @ceebee21 xx