3 days late 😩

@VCP88 , I think as soon as finally get my period / mc through ( still waiting for it...) I will be back on the TTC wagon... Me and The want it so much that I don't think that we can wait any more than another week or so 😂

All I did lately is watch biologically educational videos of how human body works when it comes to conception, learn about all the hormones and what they do etc... khanacademymedicine on YouTube is fantastic! So detailed and so well explained. Amazing university worthy learning example.

Another decision of mine- exercise and stop peeing on that stick! No more test results... If I wouldn't have bought extremely sensitive FRER pregnancy tests- I would have just though that my period is late and I didn't conceive... Now I now I had an early miscarriage. And at one point I though that it's an ectopic ( which may have still been it)- made myself worry so much for nothing. It's worse...

@SunnyFlover sorry to hear this but at least you know now. You can have a nice break and go from there. It sounds ridiculous and annoying but both times I've conceived, I've chilled out a bit that month. I honestly believe stress plays a huge factor!

@imnewtothis I'm good thank you. Sore boobs and already can't wear my jeans due to bloating. Bar that I'm ok :) feeling very lucky. Would love to hear how you all get on in the coming months!

Blood works came back, my HCG levels dropped to 0,5..! So at least it's not going to develop anymore in the wrong place... Waiting for the miscarriage to materialise ( period)... and going to give myself a Christmas off from OPK/ HPT and all other things that led me into this 😥 Good luck ladies ! ❤️

So sorry to hear this. What a terribly uncertain time for you. There are no words to make it better I know. X

@SunnyFlover I couldn't agree more regarding the emotions. I've been disappointed/scared/fed up/angry/hopeful/depressed. I'm glad you went private. You'll know so much sooner. Let us know how you get on and fingers crossed for you x

My dreadful predicted text... sorry! going through the motions

@Mycrazylife85 thank you 🌻 I am in the office now with blood red eyes from all the crying last night. This is extremely upsetting, I was so naive when we decided to TTC, never even though that such process could bring so many emotions, confusion and uncertainty.

Went to private practice, so it cost me a "bit"... They did immediate vaginal ultrasound and took blood test. Waiting for my results, but need to go back again tomorrow to repeat the bloods and see is the level is rising or not.

I'm now CD48 and 23dpo (if I actually did ovulate) I am not pregnant and went to the doctors yesterday and am doing for a blood test Friday. They have to go through all the monitors again to ascertain if I do have PCOS as I was 16 when diagnosed and had no visible cysts on my last scan in 2015 and hormone levels were good (that'll be because I was in the pill then though... 🙄) I had another positive OPK on Friday (randomly did OPK as well as negative PT) so if I did manage to finally ovulate the day of my period will be around 21st November cd57... perfectly normal said no one 😡

@SunnyFlover oh no. I'm so sorry to hear this. When may you get answers? What are they doing for you? I'm so sorry to hear this

@VCP88 - no pain at all, which is weird... my uterus is all geared up for pregnancy but no sac can be seen, low Hcg levels, all test are faint. Everything else seems fine. It's either my positive ovulation test was not real ovulation and I ovulated much later and it's only the start of my pregnancy or I have ovulated then I did and now I am 6 weeks and it's ectopic. But I had a light spotting / bleeding at 10DPO. Not even sure if implantation bleeding is possible if it's ectopic.... or can it be that I had ovulation bleeding at that time ... as apparently it also can happen, which would make me about 2/3 weeks pregnant and therefore I would be totally fine.... not sure

Oh my goodness I'm so sorry! Have you been getting bad pain then? When will you know? X

@VCP88 😥suspected ectopic... I can't believe this as it's my first time trying and only 2nd cycle ... scared and very upset.... I want it all out ASAP and to forget about this entire thing ...

How's everyone getting on? Any updates? X

Thank you ladies. Still can't quite believe it. Sending baby dust to everyone! X

@VCP88 congratulations! 🌻🌻

@VCP88 congratulations!!!!! such lovely news!!

I've had some mild spotting today. So assume it's the start of AF. But I also cried when someone won £30k on heart fm this morning so maybe I am hormonal I am still holding out a little hope!!!!!

Well. Looks like I won't be needing that GP appt! Hope this little bean sticks! 🥳❤️

@Tjmama I've been 33 days almost every cycle since coming off contraception. Not sure where this 46+ has come from! My GP advised me to test once a week. I've already had a progesterone test this cycle and done FRERs so I'm not going to be getting a BFP this time

@PlanBea that is rubbish... are you usually regular?

Congratulations on the BFP!

I'm on CD46, 13 days past my due date, no ovulation and negative pregnancy tests. Been trying since January and I just feel burned out. Once AF comes I'm scheduling another CD21 test but think I'm putting it on the back burner till January. Maybe 2020 will bring the baby dust.

@SunnyFlover wow I just realised you were 21DPO!!! That gives me hope! Thank you for sharing x