Anyone starting the TWW #2

@PrettyTulip that's sooo annoying!! Sorry to hear that ffs 😩

@anny27 oh babes 🤗 sorry Ttc is torture it's so shit!! I wonder why you got a positive opk?? Maybe that hormone rises just before af too!? Meh, is it full on af?

Oh @Annny27 so sorry to hear that 💐

I haven't been tracking my cycle at the moment due to the weirdness I've had going on down there but I've had a fair bit of EWCM over the last couple of days.... and guess who hasn't been able to have semen since the weekend 🙋‍♀️
DH had an appt for his DIY sperm test so he had to drop that off at the hospital this morning within an hour of ejaculating & I'm quite impressed, he had it there in 18 mins!!
BUUUT the leaflet clearly said not to ejaculate for a minimum of three days before so they get the best quality sample ergghhhh 😭

Well my period arrived early so feeling shit! @Missgoldilocks

I HATE ttc, it is torture

@gems7 best of luck for tomorrow lovely 💗

@anny27 I'm 3dpo today nothing to report yet I hope to god ill have something to say in 10 days time lol. Omg I don't want to get your hopes up but that happened to a girl on here and she was pregnant! X

@Gems7 of course 🤗I wish you wasn't going through this. I don't know you lovely ladies in real life but I feel like you're my friends, we tell each other intimate things and we are always there forone another xx

@Annny27 It's on Friday, late morning but I have to go into hospital first thing. Thankyou hun for trying to put my mind at rest. When the nurse explained the procedure to me it sounded really really painful and really traumatic and every time I think about it I start crying I'm so scared 😔 I'm usually quite tough aswell. I don't want to do it but I don't have a choice, my body just doesn't seem to want to miscarry on it's own or with those tablets.

@Missgoldilocks@Laur89 Thank-you for being there for me and for listening to me 😘 xx

@Gems7 when are the going to do the procedure? I spoke to a few women who had them when I was having my miscarriage ordeal and they said it wasn't as awful as it sounds if that's any consolation.

@missgoldilocks how many do are you now?

I am 11dpo and had a super strong opk this morning so my mind is spinning obviously!

@Gems7 I'm so so sorry, that's so horrible, sending you a big hug! Here if you need to talk or vent. Go easy on yourself and take care, thinking of you ❤️

@Gems7 that's fucking awful I'm so sorry 😩🤗🤗🤗🤗ffs. There's nothing I can do to make you feel better but I'm here if you need to vent and I'm sending you lots of love and hugs xxxxx
Is there anyway they could double the dosage of the pills in one go?? I guess they would if they could but it just seems so crazy

@Annny27 yes, it's an MVA, I haven't looked at the miscarriage boards, I don't think I dare if I'm being totally honest. Im not sure if I'd rather not know all the gory details and just go into it blind, I'm already scared to death of having it. This whole thing has just been one big nightmare, we all long so much for a baby, why do we have to go through this shit it's not fair 😞 xx

That's so scary :( @Gems7 I think that's called an MVA isn't it. Have a look st the miscarriage boards as I know a few other ladies have had to have MVAs.

Really feel for you. I was scared enough having the procedure under general anesthetic, never mind being awake for it :(

@Annny27 it's all still there in tact! Two rounds of medical management haven't worked, it's unbelievable and very unusual. I have to have surgery under local anaesthetic on Friday but the procedure sounds absolutely horrific. I have my legs in stirrups and they inject around my cervix to numb it and that's just the start 😔 I broke down crying when she explained the process to me, I'm so scared but there's nothing else that I can do other than wait. They won't do general anaesthetic at the moment because of covid.
The sonographer felt for me, he said I must have very strong pregnancy hormones, it's just so shit! I'm not doing very well today xx

@Gems7 its endless isn't it :( miscarriage and the aftermath and the process really is horrific!

What did the scan show?

@Annny27 I have yet another scan tomorrow morning at 9:30, think this will be my 4th or 5th week in a row now. They will have a look inside, see what's going on and if the sac etc is still there then I will have surgery but only local anaesthetic because of covid. Not sure if surgery would be same day or if I will have to go back.
Il keep you updated.
I always thought TTC but not succeeding was the worst thing ever but it's not, miscarriage is.
I'll let you know how it goes.

Xxx

@Annny27 god no. These people who do it several times a day are mad! He just has to roll over and spoon me in bed and I'm like na, fudge off mate 🤣 xxx

My cycles are semi irregular so don't always ovulate on the same day @Missgoldilocks @Gems7

@missgoldilocks hopefully you have ovulated, conceived and therefore no more sex 🤣🤣

@gems7 let us know what the epu say today xx

@prettytulip yep and can't imagine the joy will improve much after we all have our babies either 🤣🤣

@Gems7 it's weird isn't it! Haha xx

@PrettyTulip it's so shit lol x

Haha girls 😂🤣
Tbh yes the joy of sex has disappeared for me too!!! Xx

@Missgoldilocks I only tracked with OPK's for a few months but mine was on a Sunday same time as you xx

@anny27 @Gems7 yeah fun at fertile week went out the window time ago haha but now it's like 😬 do you have to stick that in me again?! Ffs 😂 I neeeeeeed this to be over ASAP. I realise that I ovulate over the weekend every weekend for the past however long. Do the days you guys ovulate change? Or do you find like a Sunday is prevalent each month?

@Annny27 I was so ready for the break from sex but OH is struggling to keep patient now 😂

I read online that a 7 week old pregnancy sac etc looked like a large pickled onion 😳 don't know how true that is, but I have only passed very very small bits of red tissue, nothing major and I really think I will know when I have passed the sac, I know it won't look like a baby but I'm sure it will somehow feel different to what I've experienced so far. Xx

sex not set* 🤣

@Gems7 when I was pregnant and then going through the miscarriage I didn't have set for almost 10 weeks 🤣

Ahh that sucks that you don't think its passed yet :( mine was quite a noticeable lump like the size of 2 golf balls so I don't think you would miss it. Unless it came out in pieces sort of thing

@Missgoldilocks I'm at the other end to you, I haven't had sex in weeks and weeks 😂😂 and omg I was soooooo glad for the break! It's been amazing.. But now I must hear at least 10 sly remarks every day from OH about being starved of it. I actually can't wait to get back to it.
Still bleeding, lightly, still don't think I've passed the sac or any pregnancy tissue and had a positive test this morning. Early pregnancy unit are calling me tomorrow so will hopefully get sorted out for good this week. Xx

Its so boring these days isn't it @missgoldilocks ! Honestly I cba to have set either 🤣 everyone's like "have fun in your fertile week" and I am like "🙄🙄🤣"

Hi guys how are we all? I hate having sex 😣😕 I'm sore we've done it every day since Thursday and Saturday we did it twice. I should be ovulating today and I've woken up to amazing mucus lol we will dtd again this evening 😱😭 ffs I seriously need a break. I wish he finished on 5 minutes and this is probably the only situation where I would wish that!! So painful and Im just not interested!! I literally just blahze about it all!
I'm praying we get good news this month we've done it 5 times and we will be doing it 6 or 7 times in total give me a beak lol
I praaaaay it happens this month because if not next month I seriously need to figure out what to do our sex life is deaaaaaad😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩