Anyone starting the TWW #2

@Missgoldilocks I am glad yours wasn't painful! Gives me hope incase I need one, which I imagine they will do for me at some point! Did AF arrived properly?

@Gems7 did you manage to get your bloods? Ahh another month to wait then!

@Gems7 it doesn't hurt, well it didn't for me but everyone is different. Take some painkillers an hour before you should be fine. A few hours after I was a little crampy but that's it xx
Let's hope you fall pregnant after that!! Also, my friend was having cp about 3 in a row then she got cupping done and a massive blood clot came out of her like where her ovary was in the cup, then she fell pregnant straight away, I dunno. If I've told you that already? Might be worth it to give it a go x

@Annny27 well I just called them to book
It in and they are waiting for some more information from my consultant, not sure what but she said they will send me a letter asking me to call them to arrange it when I start my period (which I have today) so it's looking like next cycle at least for that procedure anyway. Xx

@gems7 they haven't said that yet but I have a face to face discussion with the nurse after my ultrasound so perhaps they'll mention the next steps after that!

I have heard that the tube flushing isn't pleasant:S another reason why I am angry that all my partner has to do is wank in a cup 🤣

@Annny27 do you have an apt scheduled to flush your tubes?
My ultrasound is booked in for 16th November and I have to call back this afternoon to arrange my hysterosalpingography where they put dye in my tubes.. is that what you had @Missgoldilocks? Does it hurt? 😣 xx

@missgoldilocks I think we have all stopped counting months now havent we!! Bloody ridiculous how long it takes 😭😭

@gems7 hopefully day 2 will be fine! Had mine done on Tuesday day 3 so probably grt the result back next week and then I have my ultrasound next week as well!

Its all consuming this ttc malarkey!!! I am not doing OPKS this month as it just stresses me out and I think dtd every other day is best for us anyway! Less stress :) and it will either be dtd on ovulation day or the day before:)

@Missgoldilocks here here!! 😤 onto month god knows what of this bullshit! Xx

@anny27 blood is coming I went for the toilet and its up there ready to come down I'm just so so so fucking done with all of this shit I have tried everything to get pregnant there's nothing more except for fucking science to make this work I'm so FUCKING DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

@Annny27 thanks hun, everything just takes ages doesn't it!
AF came this morning so will have bloods done tomorrow on day 2 because day three falls on Saturday (typical!! 🤦🏻‍♀️)
Hope day 2 will be okay 😣 xxx

Any news @Missgoldilocks 🤞🤞🤞🤞

@Gems7 thats good rhey got you a closer drop off time!! Still annoying having to wait another 2 weeks though for results

Ahh thank you ❤️ ❤️ needed that message. I'll leave it till tomorrow now and test then if nothing happens but I feel heavy and full like it's going to happen xx

@Missgoldilocks listen.. DO NOT rule yourself out. They say it happens when you least expect it and I would say that you definitely aren't expecting it right now! Do a test.. quick.. what have you got to lose!!! If it's negative it's negative, no sweat, onto another month.. but you are allowed to think "what if".. I will be ecstatic if you get your BFP!!!

And I know.. the cheeky sods!!! The sample is mysteriously contaminated then you want us to wait another month... I THINK NOT!! Xxx

@Gems7 and so she bloody should! Been contaminated and wanted you guys to wait that long? I don't think so 😬. I know, it's so annoying and I like toy with the idea of "what if I'm pregnant" it's such a wind up but I'm too scared to test lol. That brown cm the other day was only when I touched my cervix nothing on the tissue or my knickers. Then yesterday whenever I checked my cm was just creamy lol I mean you'd think I'd be so over this shit by now knowing there's no point in tormenting myself!! I know it's going to come :( sooo I just need to shut up x

@Missgoldilocks oh I know how you feel lovely, I'm in the same boat, wishing AF would come, my cycles are longer now for some reason and I'm sick of it! 😤 need to have blood tests ideally on day 3 but that's going to fall on the weekend now 😣 so I don't know what to do. so sick of it now, why does literally everything have to be a struggle!

@Annny27 they told him there were no appointments now to drop the second sample off until nearly the end of November but fortunately the nice lady he spoke to at the hospital squeezed him in for this Friday.

Xx

@anny27 @PrettyTulip @Gems7 I hate this shit.
I haven't come on yet but I will, my app is saying tomorrow though I was hoping it would come today since its cd29 and would normally come today if those effing soy isoflavones didn't mess me up!! I don't know why it chose tomorrow though since last month af came on cd32 😱

Had my day 3 blood tests today so thats another thing ticked off the list 🥰

@gems7 omg contaminated! Thats annoying he has to do all that again!! Do you have to book another slot to drop it off now?

@missgoldilocks sorry lovely :( just sucks doesnt it! Anotjer bloody month of unsuccessfully trying 🙄🙄🙄

Well I'm definitely out anyway just checked my cervix and there's blood up there waiting to come down. 😬

@Annny27 oh that's made me feel better then, I'll just see what day AF lands and that will determine what day I can go get them done factoring in the weekend!
CD28 for me today but I've been ovulating later on CD16 so it's make my cycles slightly longer.
I have AF type twinges though so i know she's on her way! 🙄

Found out the semen sample was contaminated so has to be done again! 😤 don't know how the hell that could happen though!! they must have messed it up at the hospital! So annoying.

Xx

Yeah I am pretty pleased not to have to use the progesterone supplements 🥰

I go through periods of being super sad and then periods of being meh about it all. I am a bit meh right now like waiting and I feel it isnt gonna happen!

@gems7 mine said day 1-5 and I am having them tomorrow at day 3. I am sure if it really mattered they would state the exact day like they do with the progesterone checks!

@missgoldilocks sorry you think AF is on the way :( I can pretty much tell by about 11 or 12dpo if AF is coming!

Hey girls

@anny27 sorry af got you :( but yayyy for high pogesterone :)

@Gems7 I know the feeling, I feel the same all the time. Now it's sort of changed from when will we have a bbay to what if we never get pregnant? It's a very upsetting thought process xx

I'm cd27 today so af will be here tomorrow or Wednesday. I got af pains this morning so I guess it will come as it always does

@Annny27 Hey hun, so glad your progesterone came back fine, that's another tick 😊
They didn't check mine no, I haven't had them checked since last year, the consultant didn't seem overly concerned about my progesterone because it fluctuates month to month but I still would have liked it checking 🙄
I'm 12DPO today, just waiting for AF in a few days then I can go for my blood tests, he told me to have it don't any day between 1-3 but everything I read online says day 3??
AF is due Thursday though so if she comes on time for me I will have to have my test on day 2 because day 3 would be a Saturday..
I had a negative test yesterday though, I took one because I wanted a few glasses of wine with our meal out last night and didn't want to feel guilty about it.

I'm just so fed up of it all 😔 I've felt so "sad" this weekend, just longing to have a baby so badly and scared it's never going to happen for us.
I'm happy that at least we are closer to finding out what the chuff is going on!! Hopefully the sperm analysis should come back soon.. ? It was a week ago now almost!

@PrettyTulip well done on the weight loss, you show them!!

@Missgoldilocks Hope you're alright xx

Morning girls :) @prettytulip @missgoldilocks @gems7

My progesterone came back as 67 so optimal :D so no need for the progesterone supplements for me!

And got my ultrasound booked for next week

AF arrived so cd1! And I am getting my day 1-5 tests done on Tuesday on day 3 🥰

@prettytulip well done on the weight loss!! I have actually stopped counting my cycles now as there's no point knowing how many months of torture it has been haha 😭😂

@Annny27 I really hope so. It's nearly 2yrs for me now. On the plus side I've lost nearly a kilo in a week so that's promising 🤗

Sorry you've got brown spotting at the moment. It's such a bummer isn't it. Especially when you know your body can get pregnant. Sending hugs and hoping you don't have the extreme of ivf xx

14dpo, brown spotting - ofcourse bloody onto the next cycle

@gems7 how are you lovely?

@Missgoldilocks I think if we haven't conceived by then it will be the same - IVF 😬 didn't you say your sister was gonna be doing it too?

@PrettyTulip that wiuld be a good idea and they can privately prescribe you clomid

I think you will catch so quick after treatment I am certain of it!