Anyone starting the TWW #2

@Gems7 @Anny27
Here we are meanwhile some crackhead in a crack den is getting pregnant with their fourth unwanted baby. FUCK THE WHAT 🤣🤣 it's sooooooo not fair

@missgoldilocks omg those memes 🤣🤣 I dont follow any infertilitt accounts as dont want people to know on insta we are ttc but i do look at hilariously infertile account sometimes just to have a few laughs haha!

@gems7 bfn always suck! Yeah its weird I had such a long LP this time when usually I get my period 13/14dpo. Cyclea after rmiscarriage are crazy haha

@Missgoldilocks those memes are funny!
Sorry about the cramps.
ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR AARRHHHHH 😭😭
xxx

@Annny27 not yet hun, but I won't be far behind you, I haven't had any spotting today so far anyway but I know I'm not pregnant because I've got another BFN, just wish she would hurry up now so I can get it over with 🙄
We can be miserable together! Haha xx

My telltale 7-8dpo cramps have started 🙄

Oh man I'm so sorry @anny27 hugs it's got to the point where there isn't much we can say but sorry! ❤️ ❤️Eat chocolate and look after yourself!! Xx

She has arrived 🩸🩸🙄 onto the next bloody month!

@Missgoldilocks yep any excitement and optimism for me had reduced. Ofcourse when I get my bfp I will be excited again but proba not untill 12 weeks!

@gems7 any sign of her arriving or still just spotting?

@Gems7 thanks but I don't know babe. I'm really in the mind frame of I haven't got a bfp this whole time so maybe we really will be one of those couples who have secondary infertility and have to go ivf, god I know I'm being so negative lol but that's how I feel and until I get a bfp I won't really believe otherwise. I kind of wish I could still be excited and hopeful like how I was in the beginning x

@Missgoldilocks glad you had a good day. It's looking promising then isn't with the ovary pains, you really deserve your BFP, honestly I will be so happy when that time comes for you. I will be keeping my fingers and toes crossed xxx

@Gems7 yes thank you for asking :) we've had a lovely day went out around Shoreditch had cocktails and food and I made a lovely dinner. Waiting to digest so we can eat some more cake!!
It's soooo funny this whole year I have had right ovary pain and so always guessed I ovulated from the right side but this month I got pain on my left side! I've had no symptoms though, I normally get cramps around 8dpo so 2 more days to see... I think from then I'll know whether I have a chance or not. I know I could be wrong with this theory but it's hard not to live by it, it's worked every month thus far!

@Gems7 sorry to hear you're also going through it, although I'm relieved to hear it's somewhat normal (given the circumstances). Chocolate orange is my go to as well! 🙌🏻 hope you're feeling better soon! Pizza and film night for me, hoping tomorrow is a better day!

@msunflower yeah I have some cramping too and pale brown discharge mixed with CM, awful isn't it, We go through a lot us women!! I've been miserable all day and eaten a full chocolate orange to myself like a right fat bitch 🤮 I'm going to fill my hot water bottle up shortly and have an early night to sleep off my deflated mood! Hope your cramps ease up soon!

@PrettyTulip it's rubbish isn't it when people question you about when you're going to have kids.. as if it's that easy 😣 things are moving in the right direction for you now though, definitely keep us posted, big hugs

@Annny27 not sure if AF will be here tomorrow or Monday, I have awful lower back ache though so maybe tomorrow. We will only be a day or so apart from each other this next cycle though 😊

@Missgoldilocks did your headache go? Xxx

@gems7 today I've started having the same sort of spotting I had 7DPO which resembled implantation (or now looks to be a early MC), it's definitely not like a AF bleed, I'm guessing this is my body flushing itself out of what happened? I've got some light cramping and nausea with it again too, and feel devoid of all energy 😔

@Gems7 so sorry if it is AF. This journey is so so hard & not telling anyone (for me) in person makes it even harder as I'm constantly getting asked when me and hubby are having children 😔

Cheers for the support girls. I'll keep you posted when I finally get an appt etc. Fingers crossed it will be plain sailing with the medication (if that's what they give me?) it's been a long 19 months 💔

@PrettyTulip we glad you are finally getting referred to the right place!! I did think your cycles were odd, perhaps pcos? My friend has it and doesn't look like she has if you get my drift no extra hair and she's slim but defo got it and that can cause you to not ovulate. Hopefully they can give you everything you need and the you will be smooth sailing and time is on your side with your age! Xx

@Gems7 I'm sorry 🙏😢😔❤️ I know its so shit and we all deserve our bfps - 6 our sticky bfps. Xxx

@PrettyTulip I think so yeah, my last AF started with brown spotting a couple of days before, I've had cramps for days, more or less since ovulation so was trying to be positive too but I know in my heart it's AF 😔 so deflating, I'm so upset, had a little cry then ate a terrys chocolate orange FFS and now I'm going to spend all night regretting it! 😭🐷
I think your weird cycles have Defo been down to a progesterone issue, once you get that sorted out I think it will happen quickly for you.

@Annny27 it's so shit! Roll on next cycle! Xx

Awwh thats frustrating when the apotting starts and you know AF is on the way 😭😭😭 @gems7

I am 15dpo and usually my period arrives today but just had brown spotting so far so will probs arrive tonight. I know i am not pregnant as had bfn yesterday!

@PrettyTulip I think you are gonna fall quick after you get some ovulation tablets 🤞🤞🤞

@Missgoldilocks yep they just have to do it in a cup and then leave the rest to you haha

@Gems7 are you sure it's deffo AF? It's annoying both situations have the same symptoms 😠

Sorry ladies haven't been on for a few days, hope you're all okay?

Quick update on me cos I know you love my dodgy cycles 😂

• started spotting about 3 weeks ago. Which then led to a heavyish 'period' which has lasted the last 2 weeks 😳 it's bright red and full of clots so I can assume it's healthy fresh blood? 🤷‍♀️

Received a letter from the hospital to say I've been discharged from gynae but they want my drs to refer me to the infertility clinic at the hospital (why they cannot do this themselves...) as my progesterone levels were low indicating non-ovulatory and therefore to consider having ovulation inducing??
No idea what's going on tbh. I originally went to the drs with a blood pressure issue so I'm guessing that's just been forgotten about 😂😂

11DPO for me and just had some brown discharge when I wiped, bloody marvelous! Here comes AF! 😔 xx

@Missgoldilocks I looked back and I had headaches on and off for several days before my BFP!! If you don't get them usually like I didnt then I would say that's a really positive sign!! Xx

@anny27 with self insemination we will actually be able to follow smep hahaha
6dpo today woke up with a banging headache, is that because of all the cake I ate last night tho 😂

@Missgoldilocks that's a good idea! When we weren't ttc our sex drive is like every 3/4 days and we are happy with that but its just not enough for ttc so those extra days do feel like a chore to me!

@gems7 sorry about bfn :( I hate seeing them!

Because its my first i will get 1 free round of ivf on nhs but some places get 3! Not fair for my area

@Gems7 sorry about your bfn 😩🤗 it doesn't get easier so sending you love xx
Yeah people do it differently, they syringe out of a plastic cup then put the syringe straight in the vajayjay leave it in there for 20 mins with legs propped up, or use a soft cup to hold it all up there after syringing it in, but you need to leave the syringe in for 20 mins lol. Its as simple as it sounds and you don't have to have sex, a lot of people are doing it who feel too much pressure from conceiving. This way you can have sperm in you every day but only dtd as much as you want xx

@Gems7 I'm sorry you had to go through that 😔 I was just thinking this actually, just hope we get both get a sticky bean soon 🤞🏻