Eloisa- I was so sorry to read your update. You sound quite philosophical about it with your plan for DE. Still, it’s devastating so I hope you’re getting some love andsupport. We’re all here for you.
Ellie - tentative congratulations. I hope this is 3rd time lucky for you.
Rose - I wondered where you were. Thanks for updating us. Sorry to hear you’re feeling that way. I go through phases of feeling the same then later on there’s that ‘hand in the small of my back’ gently pushing me forward and so I keep on going. My DH is a bit like yours in that he’s doing it for me really. He’s happy to stick with 2 but like yours carries on with contraceptive free sex so i figure he is up for another in reality. He also is not a supplement man but we eat really well and he’ll force down homemade super green soup even though he’d rather have a sausage roll 😆 I also shove fruit into his hands and he eats is quite happily! All I can say is have a look at Julia Indichova’s books, they e given me loads of hope. There are tons of strategies for blocking out the noise of the ticking biological clock and negativity surrounding age and fertility.
Cleo - I’m on CD30/14dpo. No sign of AF so do you think I should do a hpt to make sure it’s negative before stopping the cream? I think it’s working for me!