@Russkispy I will be thinking of you on Saturday. Really hope it works xxx
@MeghanV07 You can always have a private scan at 6 weeks if you think it will reassure you; but just be aware that they may not see the baby at this stage and it might only be the yolk sac; but at least you'll know it's in the right place then. Some people will see a heart beat that early; others don't. So if you think you can handle not seeing a heart beat if it isn't showing, go for it... But just be careful because sometimes it's more worrying than it is reassuring.
@MistyMeow The mind games we go through on this journey! Sorry you're body is still a bit all over the place. I got my hopes up for you for a minute there. I have my fingers still firmly crossed for the coming months for you though. xxx
@Holly5633 It's all well and good having certain intentions, but it all goes out the window when that TWW arrives. I found not having any tests in the house the best way for self control; and having OH decide when we tested as he's a lot more level headed than I am!
@DayDreamer1707 I'm sorry you're struggling. When was your MC? I had very strong waves of sadness for about 4 months after my first one before I felt more on an even keel again.
@Panapan Hugs. Doctors are unlikely to do anything since it's only been 5 months hun. I know it doesn't seem normal for you, but some people this happens... They catch straight away and then their next pregnancy takes months. It doesn't mean there's anything wrong. Your body may just need the time to recover from MC.
@Lilimum5 I'm sending you hugs and hand holds.
@fnej01 I find I get a mini bought of PMS around O sometimes too. Must be the change in hormones.
@Boboelephant Have you been having acupuncture before? I can't remember. Good luck with FW xxx
@Laney79 I remember umming and ahhing over which digital OPK to get and seeing the one that gives you 5 days of fertile window vs the 2 days and figured 5 days might be too long. OH doesn't get in the mood that often so I was worried we'd DTD too soon with too much advanced warning. I'm beginning to think the cheaper the better when it comes to OPKs! Although I do like seeing a static smiley rather than having to work out if a line is dark enough or not. I only used mine that one month though and have come to the conclusion that you're just as likely to fall pregnant without OPKs, but they are useful to help you work out when AF is due. I'd take it all with a big pinch of salt, but sorry it's confusing you!
@TinyPaws Oh hun. Sending huge hugs. It's really horrible playing this waiting game, isn't it. xxx
CD1 for me today. I've come full circle now; it's a year since starting TTC.
Had nine vials of blood taken yesterday so the waiting game for answers begins. I'm hoping I don't have to wait long for the MRI scan.
I am really pleased about one thing. It looks like acupuncture may have extended my luteal phase by 2 days. I had a classic 28 day cycle and seemed to ovulated on CD14 which is encouraging. 
It's been nice having a cycle just allowing my body to find it's own rhythm again without TTC. I'm sort of looking forward to a couple more stress free cycles now.
I'm not at work this weekend and it's my birthday on Monday, so looking forward to a nice weekend with OH. Christmas shopping, having a family meal and chilling.