The Hut of Gl/doom part IV- it's still never going to happen- but ^in^ ^style^, yes

oh scorpio, im sorry. its shit isnt it?!

Scorpio, bring the language on: ds is at parroting stage so I am a suppressed swearer!

Even though we KNOW we shouldn't be jealous, it is very hard when someone just gets something so easily you're trying for so very hard. And even though we KNOW it's undesirable to be judgmental it is very hard not to be when someone seems to be being irresponsible (read: putting the cards in favour of a bad outcome..?). Put the two together and it's painful.

TTC after 6 weeks does seem a bit dim. What a kick in the teeth.

its shit isnt it? the bloke she is with i know, he is a 100% lovely bloke, but he has never had his own child before.....deciding to have a child in 6 weeks is nuts imo.they're not even living together yet...she has just got a house. i just get so pissed off that here ia mwaiting with everything 'right'. sorry for my language too, im so rubbish today [cry]

i am so not dealing with this very well lately.

today i found out through a friend of a friend that said friend is pg again. she has dd of 2; but she has only been with present dp for 12 weeksish-she left last one.wtf?!?! do people not think??here i am trying, wanting, ready, and oh she falls pg just looking at him! i saw her about 6 weeks ago and she said she had just been docs to have implant out-i said why, you have only been together for about 6 weeks,she ummed and arred and avoided question, now she pg. i hate how this makes me feel. it shouldnt bother me.i want to cry.why does it affect me that someone i know is having a baby?isnt it up to her and none of my business?i know it is just her business, but i am so shit today.

lol, me too.

I'm too miserable to even reply.

Doh.

I need putting down too, Ipatience. All I've done all day is mope around the house. We went to the pub before and I even cried there because there was a woman with a tiny baby boy AND I WANT ONE.....Dh cooked dinner, bought wine, waited on me hand and foot, and all I can do is obsess over what I havn't got.

Now is a good time to get that Champagne (although that is surely for celebrations...?) and I've got strawberries and chocolate too. Duchesse? Not very middle eastern I know, but I'm wrapped in a soft robe, with a delicious masseur rubbing my feet too.

(No,sorry, my,mistake, its just dh...

i explained myself down the thread anyway

[phew]

no, silly! i totally understand

i didnt mean to offend you scorpio, have i?

lissie; of ourse it hurts.

impatience - nah, we manage

oh impatience, you really are going through it arent you? its not fucking fair is it!

i know i have a son. and i know that there ae lots of women who dont have that but it doesnt mean that it doesnt hurt.

Nice weekend for you then Scorpio if you've done your exam! Here's another age-related assumption then: Surely in your early 20s you don't need to try to shag like rabbits Or does parenthood cripple you whatever age?

I am turning into a seriously miserable bitch. Have had a few pregnancy announcements recently, and have found them all tough. Now someone has just announced their engagement, and I've taken it the same way . Turns out I'm just bitter about anyone else's happiness . Dp predicted a pg friend is pg with twins and I became furious at the prospect: It's not enough she conceived number 1 and number 2 while I've been trying, that now she's going to stab me in the eyeballs by being uber successful at it. Someone just put me down now [mangy dog emoticon]

Seriously, without being too dramatic, I am struggling at the moment: A real trough of a few days. Have been incredibly short-tempered with ds and crying all over the place. Nice friend (albeit homophobic and with 'perfect' pregnant wife...) just called me out for a drink. Don't think I could bear either bursting into tears or shouting at him down our local. If I weren't bleeding and wracked with period pains I'd suspect I was pregnant. And then sob for the stupidity of the idea.

Crikey, bet you're all really pleased I've come back...

impatience - i have just finished revising [wahoo!] i did my exam on thursday - in Social Policy. good luck with yours!

Lissie - thats ok, i just need to make the point sometimes that teenage parents are not ALL bad. i was pg as soon as i left school at 16, again at 19.my babies were and are my world. i understand though when you are faced with a high number of girls who are pg and not so sure about it, it must be heartbreaking, especially in our situation. i still dont understand why girls dont know about condoms, or not sleep with so many people unprotected! IMO anyway, not wanting to start a debate.

Kensgirl - bloody periods! im cd6 and mine has just finished today.

So, my cycles have been 41 days and then 43 days last 2 times - when roughly do i ov and when shall i shag like mad??

A never-ending glass of champagne would be nice, Kensgirl! Gotta revise all bloomin' weekend. Now I'm such an old A Level-er I'd better do it in style

hello scorpio, sorry to see you here.. cd 1 for me

sorry, scorpio, didnt mean to be insensitive. its just that i know 4 people who are under 18, pg and didnt want them. two of whom dont know who the dad is. am just feeling v bitter and sorry for myself today.

i had babies in my teens and wanted to get pg! now im early 20's and want one now too its not easy, even at that age.

Sorry Lissie, the computer crashes half way through that post, but I do know just waht you mean. Hi Impatience, Sods law about the exam eh? At least you wil probably score 110%. Hope the Turkish delight is tasty, personally I'm finding the raki more useful today.What else can I bring....

Evening all - I felt brave (or bored!) and had a rumage elsewhere on MN and found this - a true classic
Cxx

Absolutely ladies. Thanks for the Turkish Delights, Kensgirl. Welcome!

I'm doing some A Levels in a couple of weeks for job reasons. Do you think sitting here revising and doing mock papers will kid my body that actually I'm 18 again, and make me all superfertile again?

Probably not. Probably I was never even remotely fertile.

Pah.

Guess what's in my Biology syllabus: Fertility, conception, the whole blooming hormone cycles, even a BBT chart! Just rub it in why don't you.