My DS is 5 weeks old and we had sex at exactly 2 weeks (for about 2 minutes and he didn't finish inside), we got caught up in it but stopped as soon as we realised we shouldn't do it.
We had sex again at 3 weeks but I had the morning after pill, just incase. I'm EBF so I thought we'd be okay.
We already have two other children (DS was 6 in February and DD will be 5 in July.. 17m between them.
I don't drive due to epilepsy but DH does.. although he works 8:30-5 so wouldn't be able to help me with school. And we'd need to get a bigger car for if we ever decided to go out, which we probably wouldn't ever want to do!
We have a 3 bedroom house in perfect location which is close to supermarket, train station, bus stops and a park a few minutes away. One room which is suitable for 2 child, one that could be suitable if desperate.
DH is only on 16k a year because jobs round here are very hard to find, no overtime in that job either.
The sensible option is to have an abortion, which is what my head is telling me. But my heart is saying don't have one.
DH is being very supportive. He said that he won't tell me what to do because it's my body. If I decide to have an abortion, then he will come with me.
I'm feel pretty damn stupid right now ☹️
Literally 3 hours ago, I was sitting with my GP discussing having the implant. Now I'm feeding DS and I don't know what to feel.