TTC after pregnancy loss Thread 19- More cake for more babies

@strawberrye I'm so so sorry babe. There are no words. It's not fair. Life is shit. I doesn't matter why because it won't take away the hurt so I won't even try and guess. Sending massive hugs.

@Claire138 amazing hun!! Such a clear line. Come join us on Christmas cake for Christmas babies.

@hayleyfx I've done the light box thing for you. It's not totally clear. Fingers crossed it's clearer. I'd say there's something on the IC. But can't see on frer.

Update from my end... TMI ALEART!
I had a 💩 this morning and the loo filled with blood. I thought it was the baby. But defo not. Still got brown spotting but now my bum is bleeding! 😭 I'm supposed to be going on holiday. With all this random bleeding I just don't wanna go. Pregnancy is so unglamorous!!!

Congratulations @Claire138 nice strong line for 11dpo!

Congratulations Claire!

@Claire138 congratulations hope it's a sticky bean

@Daffodil77 @Lovewinemorethanhusband @hayleyfx @Boboelephant @Cakelaur @PassTheAfterEights @BadBadBeans @YellowDaffodils86 thank you all for your support, it means a lot. At the moment I'm feeling pretty fed up and angry with this TTC lark. I have literally no risk factors for this shit, I'm young, I'm healthy, I have a healthy BMI, I don't smoke, I've basically given up alcohol and caffeine, I exercise regularly gaaaaahhhh! Why me? I feel like the universe is trying to tell me I'm just not meant to be a mother. Sorry to put a downer on things.

Fab line @claire138 everything crossed for a smooth ride x x

Congratulations Claire138!

Take one day at a time.

@DaisyMay25 you're not out until AF shows, so fingers crossed for you 🤞🤞

@Claire138 congratulations! Such great news. This one will be a sticky one I'm sure of it!

Thanks girls. I feel sick with worry!
@daffodils77 I know. I sway between trying to be positive to don’t be too positive just in case.
Welcome @curlypop this is a wonderful bunch of ladies to be part of!
@daisymay25 sorry it isn’t clearer. Do you have fertility friend and you could try the light box feature. Still have my fingers crossed for you!

I've got line eyes for sure, not the answer I was looking for, gonna leave it two days now

Wow congrats @Claire138 brilliant news.

Congratulations Claire. 🤞🏻❤️

Hello! After suffering a very early mc recently I have just had a flashing smile on the Clearblue ovulation test so tonight I jump on the hubby!

@Claire138 congratulations! That's a great, clear line!

@Claire138 yes!!! Congratulations! I agree. The feeling is very different to the first time I got a positive test. I just keep reminding myself that so many of the people I've seen get pregnant again are now well into the pregnancy and there's no reason we wouldn't be the same. Xx

@claire that's a strong positive congratulations !

11dpo. Really very anxious! Hope this bean sticks 🤞🤞

Hayley even!

I agree Haley. I was lucky enough to have my first without any issues. I knew nothing of temping, OPK's and just assumed my scans would be ok, they were... but once you miscarry that luxury is removed! I don't know about you ladies, but if this does ever happen for me, the pregnancy wouldn't be an enjoyable experience in the slightest!

@YellowDaffodils86 aww I don’t know why but that really touched me. It just made me feel so proud of how strong we all are. I totally agree. A loss at any stage is awful and devastating. I lost my bub at 12 weeks and it was the worst thing I’ve ever been through. I can’t even imagine how awful it would have been if it had happened at a later stage but also if it had happened in the early weeks then it still would have been as devastating. No matter when it happens, it’s hard. From the moment that test turns positive you feel an overwhelming love for your baby!! So I just want to add to what you said and let you all know - you’re all so strong and amazing!! 🐧💕

@strawberrye im sorry it wasn't better news. Why do our bodies do this?!!hope things are sorted one way or another soon.

@KnitKitty glad its all come to an end and you have a fresh start now. What a lot you have been through. #brave #stillstanding☺️

@Daffodil77 fingers crossed for a positive digi soon.

@BadBadBeans That must have been hard, i can imagine how that must be, id struggle for it not to get to me.

Cd6- fed up already!

I genuinely do not know how some of you got/get through things that you have/are! Ttc for months is hard enough let alone have that end in a MC. Multiple MCs. MC at 12/12+ weeks- arriving for that scan to see your baby and having that news. It was bad enough at 6weeks and i had a tip off.
And not only the MC itself but the long drawn out weeks that have followed along with uncertainty and confusion.

Yes its common, yes it happens to lots of women and yes its 'just one of those things' but it doesn't mean its any less devastating and you are any less amazingly brave and wonderful to get through the other side!
👏🏻🙌🏻👍🏻🐧
Just thought id let you all know that☺️

Gosh it is busy on here! Struggling to keep up!

@zarala the balloon idea is lovely. Glad you had a good night.

@strawberrye so sorry it doesn't look good and that you don't even know where you stand. Hope you get a clear answer soon. X

@KnitKitty wow what a long process for you. Glad you are clear now, and it's nice that the doctor sounded encouraging about not waiting for AF before trying again.

@Daffodil77 no I don't know how people relax about it. Even this last time when I didn't think I was mad fussed about whether or not I get pregnant straight away... I still downloaded ovia and backdated a few periods to try and get a good prediction of ovulation! Best of luck with your continued testing.

My BIL and SIL had their 20 week scan today. I should have had my 12 week one next week... I have seen a pic of their little one and I feel mostly pleased for them and okay for myself but there is a little current of envy and sadness underneath it all. Totes normal of course. But gosh will I ever treasure all those milestone moments if I get to have them again!

@strawberrye The wait is so hard, I hope you find out what’s going on asap. Again, I’m so sorry!! & we are all here for you. ❤️
@Daffodil77 I hope that line gets even darker for you very soon! It looked very promising. However I understand not wanting to get your hopes up just yet, I would be the same. Fingers crossed for a very sticky bean 🤞
@KnitKitty I’m glad it’s over for you. Hope you’re doing okay. My cycle got back to normal really quickly after my MC so fingers crossed it does for you too! 🤞

I’m currently CD33. Not tested with anything, OPK’s or hpt’s, in days as I’m 99% sure I’m not pregnant (and also have absolutely none left 😬) However af is just taking forever to arrive!! 🤦‍♀️

Good evening pingu's of the floe, hurray for the register 🐧🎉 have collated hopefully everyone into standing list below, feel free to add any more deets! Heads up to whoever kicks off the new thread, please paste in the list!

Delighted for your news @knitkitty, happy DTD! & glad all's well @martydog
Very sorry for yours @strawberrye, what shit shit luck - thinking of you x
@zarala sounds very healthy and lovely, hope your head has eased but glad you had a great time! hoicks onto floe by tail feathers
Welcome @toasterstrudel & hope you're feeling as ok as poss today and welcome back @SerenaOverjoyed, know what you mean re daunting - I might or might not have had a couple of chemicals since MC and prospect of investigating at this point feels very soon and unwelcome, good luck for this cycle
snort in the direction of @peachesarenom 's doctors 😠
@babynameedie @daisymay25 if you crack and test massive fx for you both, hope your rainbow brings you good things edie x
big flipper wave at @boboelephant @rdm10 CD7, #stillchilled
@claire138 happy world penguin day plus one!

PassTheAfterEights 33 C6 TTC#1
BadBadBeans 33 C1 TTC#2
hayleyfx 24 C4 TTC#1
Claire138 28 C4 TTC#1
Lovewinemorethanhusband 37 C3 TTC#3
Blondcat 36 C8 TTC#1
Sweetpea0318 38 C1 TTC#2 (7 months TTC pre MC)
Dulwichdays 34 C4 TTC#1 (4 cycles TTC pre MC)
Weasledee C3 TTC#3
BabynameEdie 30 C2 TTC#1
Yellowdaffodils86 31 C2 TTC#1 (1 cycle pre mc)
Boboelephant 35 C4 TTC#2 (9 cycles TTC pre MMC after EP)
Wellthisisunexpected 34 TTC#2 awaiting AF
Sloeberrygin 36 C1 TTC#2
Hidcat 35 C1 TTC#2 (3 Cycles TTC pre MC)
DaisyMay25 27 C8 TTC#1
Rdm10 34 C2 TTC#2
Zarala 36 (to be) TTC#2
SerenaOverjoyed 28 C1 TTC#1 (ttc 1 cycle pre mc)
KnitKitty 30 C1 TTC#1

Outside of the huddle for me, nothing to report. Except Clearblue asked for all their surplus tests back at the end of the trial, that pissed on my chips - obviously no baby but thought at least I'd have half a dozen CBD's in the bank 🙄

Looks like DH is off to LA for work on Sunday, so to avoid missing FW I'm going too cackles