November bus #2

Rang gp they said drop off urine here so we can do a test and will take it from there

Bandha I've had around 3/4 faint positives and now negs

Did a clear blue yesterday slight faint line could be evap
Might ring gp tomorrow morning I think

I defo got those positives

I don't think it stuck 😔
Or chemical preg

Thanks Fia it's hard going isn't it.

Thanks, @Fia256. I'm too nervous to test again yet!!

It's crazy, @Baubles. I've missed a few bits of your story but basically you've had a faint positive or negative every day?

Really sorry all those with af

Hopefully you get your bfp next month

Was feeling really shit this morning
Then my black Friday stuff arrived which cheered me up a bit

Now feeling a bit more optimistic than before but feel I'm clutching on straws still

Ah I'm sorry af arrived @Merrz  I'm on cycle 3 since miscarriage too, however we started all this probably 18 months ago now

Chart still looking good to me @BandhaAid

I'm sorry @Fia256 and everyone else with bad news.

AF arrived yesterday, based on the fact I was supposedly 16 DPO and I didn't drop below coverline the main takehome is that the dual hormone clear blue ovulation test and the FF app both got my ovulation date wrong and put it five days early, which means while we DTD the day before ovulation we weren't trying on the day/day after. Though really we should still have had a decent chance.

Next period due on Christmas Day, my due date was supposed to be 3rd Jan, we've now been trying over a year. Am going to try for a cancellation on the day with the nurse to get day 3 bloods tomorrow- I have PCOS but was told a few years ago it shouldn't be a problem as my periods are relatively regular. I'm feeling pretty annoyed at myself for listening to that and not at least starting the testing process earlier. I'll be 35 soon enough, I feel like I've been letting things go for too long.

I am feeling bereft, empty and a bit afraid of the next steps.

Here's my chart today, still looking really good. What do you all think?? Am trying not to get ahead of myself though as I had a BFN yesterday at 10 dpo. Will only test again if AF is late.

Sorry about that merrz , I'm on cycle #3 since mc in September af due today tho so will be starting cycle #4

I'm out guys, bfp arrived yesterday, early too
What cycle ttc is everyone one? Beginning to feel like it's never going to happen

Thank you everyone.. yes @fia256 FX for us both and evesybody else would be lovely for us all to get our BFP together.. I hope that when I we do get our BFP that we can actually enjoy the pregnancy instead of worrying the whole time.. X

Fia it really is shitty
I'm getting lots of pains today
My back is aching
Lots of stomach pain
Right at the bottom in the middle like pinching pain

Tried my digi test and it was fucking invalid
😐😑

Hi ladies this is the meditation I did

Fingers crossed we both get our rainbow babies soon @Kkk87

I just keep telling myself that while it's frustrating when it doesn't happen each month, when it does eventually happen, all those months of trying will be forgotten and everything seem perfect. We will all get there, even if it's not this month. Although I hope it is for all of us I also couldn't think of better people to be on the same pregnancy thread with, so I hope we get lucky the same month lol x

@owlpatrol meditation sounds like a good idea. I might look into that. I’ve been having monthly reflexology for a while now. I’m not pregnant but it is lovely and relaxing!
kkk and fia I’m so sorry for your losses. This time of year does make everything feel a bit harder to handle I think. I also wonder if I didn’t even ovulate this month. Just a suspicion based on the randomness of my symptoms. I think will probably jump onto the January bus after this as I suspect my next af won’t be due until then. Perhaps I’ll be able to celebrate the new year with a BFP. I certainly hope you all have something extra to celebrate soon.

Aww sending @Fia256 and @Kkk87 plenty hugs
Feeling crampy and sore boobs this morning due af next Monday so had symptoms since ovulation again for the second month which is not fun for the tww at all. I'm sure I'm out due to not dtd enough. I may do an ic test Friday to be sure.
I did this meditation last night which helped chill me for a bit

I’m so very sorry @fia256 that must of been so tough for you life can be so cruel at times!. X

That's so sad.. I am so sorry to read this! Everything will work out

I know the feeling I should be at home with a newborn now with the one we lost at 20w, then also had a mc in sept so should be same as you. It's so crap. After the late loss I'd said as long as I'm pregnant again before my due date in nov I'll feel like it happened for something at least. Never in a million years did I think I'd be now past that and not pregnant x

I know me too.. I had a mc in September and the thought of ending 2017 and not being pregnant really upsets me. I would of been 17 weeks today

Yes I felt really positive this month was going to be our month too. Rubbish isn't it. I really hope any of us who are out this month really get our Christmas bfps

Another bfn for me too this morning fia256 .. af doe today, usually comes on an evening. I just had a feeling this was my month but clearly not. If my cycle and ovulatuojbnext month comes when expected then af or BFP due Christmas Eve .. could be best Christmas ever or the most depressing .

Sorry we are all feeling this way  and so sorry af showed up @HellaBella0 

@LostMyBaubles I can see a line on both of yours, however I really wouldn't trust the clear blue, they are the absolute worst to use when your not sure. Last month I had a clear line on one after a while but was negative and I know a lot of people have too. I'd either wait it out a day or two to do the digi or get a frer

Bfn for me today again. It's put me in a vile mood!! I'm really starting to think I didn't ovulate this month, or did yesterday a good 2 weeks late as had a lot of pinching pain going on last night. So can pretty much count myself out now. There's a chance I could be 8dpo today so I'll cling onto that hope, but if no af arrives or bfns over the next 2/3 days, I know I'm out for certain. I really never thought I'd get to the end of the year with no bfp

Ahhhhhhh congratulations @Sugarskulllover