November bus #2

Yeah @tappitytaptap I'd move over to December bus.. I've just moved over there to as my af arrived today and my next one will be due xmas day . There will be lots of advice for you

I'm currently sat in epu

A nurse that used to work here when I was expecting youngest is here too but doubt she will remember me lol

Approx 13th Dec...should I be on a December thread? I got ovulation pains on Mon and we DTD Weds, Fri, Sun, Mon and Tues. A bit clueless about when I should be doing it tbh.

Hi @tappitytaptap when is af or BFP due ?

Can I join you ladies? TTC #2, 2nd cycle (though I seem to ovulate early and so last month think we probably missed the fertile window!).

I feel everyone I look at is pregnant and it's all i hear.. my 3 closest friends are all pregnant and due together . I'm over the moon for them but it's just hard at time as I feel I'm Surrounded by it. There is also a further 5 people I know who are pregnant aswell. I just hope I am too before the babies start arriving .. I feel like screaming when people say "just relax, it'll happen" arghhhhhh do they not think I wish I could "just relax" I feel I have no control over the way I feel and my craziness it's drives me insane the way I am . X

Snap I'll be a crazy mare at the weekend if bfn Friday @Fia256 @Kkk87

That's how I feel too @Kkk87 wish I could just switch off from it all and relax but I just can't. And that's probably half the problem!

I feel really pissed off and angry all the time. Just angry at life really

My GP is completely shit too @LostMyBaubles but I'm glad the hospital have been more of a help, hopefully once you've got your bloods done you'll get some answers!

I'm feeling so fucked off with all this now. Spotting red streaks so I know it's definitely the start of AF. Always spot for a good few days too first which is fucking annoying to say the least. Just fed up of this not happening and feeling like everyone else gets it without a problem

The cheap ic he did he literally looked at within 30secs it was still working as o could see the pink still moving across and he said only 1 line and discarded it
Was like wtf
You didn't even wait 1 min

Some doctors have no compassion when it comes to things like this! They have no idea what it does to us mentally! Hope you get answers @LostMyBaubles x

He said It highly unlikely it's anything
Told him I've defo had positives and now have negs
They didn't get much darker

I spoke to epu at the main hosp who were fantastic and said come up for bloods and reassurance

Dr is fucking useless
You can't be pregnant as this test is negative
Told him I had some positives and I have lots of pain
He's just spoke to epu

After my BFN on Monday my AF has arrived bang on time! Good luck to everyone still in this month.

Ahh sorry to those who's af arrived! I think I'll be joining you shortly, as just had a bit of spotting which I always get. Feel on a bit of a downer now

Well ladies af just arrived 1 day late.. good luck to all of you still waiting x

Sorry to hear that baubles, how confusing. I hope you get an answer from the gp.

AF arrived this morning in full force for me today. So will jump onto the December bus.

FX for more bfps before the end of the month!!

@Fia256 sorry to hear that this morning I'll be hoping onto December more now as well x

@LostMyBaubles good luck at the doctors and make sure you push for answers xx

Thank you fia
Going to gp going to ask for something to lighten periods and discuss the pcos with him too as he said if I wanted more kids to go back to him

Ahh I'm sorry to hear that @LostMyBaubles
If it helps, my last chemical I actually barely bled at all. It was actually lighter than my normal AF

Another bfn here this morning

Think it didn't stick then
You can't get positives (more than 3) without being pregnant right? Like I was worried about them not getting darker. Just didmt happen properly
Going gp today for that test

Just worried now that I bleed very heavily anyway during periods and if this will make me bleed more
After previous deliveries my womb doesn't contract so I carry on bleeding.
Now I'm bloody veey worried

@Owlpatrol if you've had cramping for a few days and no af that sounds very promising!

Got another stupid bloody bfn this morning. And the worst part of it was there was a second line that came up within seconds and then had gone by the time the time was up my temp has gone up the last few days so I can't see af arriving just yet either. Think I just need to accept I probably didn't even ovulate!!!

Oh man this cramping is not great it's been on and off again since ovulation so I'm fairly sure it's Af on its way. Should be getting spotting at the weekend so just sitting tight really trying not to get too down in the dumps! My friends had the most beautiful baby today....i am really happy for her but feeling a tinge of jealousy as well. It's just so hard at times