SQUARE ONE'RS TO GRADUATES! Morale & energy is low, but we will not be beaten, BFPs WILL be achieved in this here thread!

any news yet @kate, hope af has stayed far away

hello there @durezidal , how are you and the lo? baby must be all grown now

I've been signed off and been given drugs. I'm officially going crazy. On top of that, had an awful email from a parent complaining about his daughter's mock result and what was 'I' going to do about it??

Af due today/ tomorrow. Haven't taken another test... because I'm not upduffed. Still colour edited as it's the only way anything can be seen.

@physicskate have you got a colour photo of it?

so sorry hun. really hope it's the start of something

I think it's just wishful thinking/ kidding myself. Floods of tears all weekend and I can't explain it...

fx tx @kate, this is exciting news indeed

unfortunately my phone is not able to zoom in so l can't see clearly but rooting for you with all my heart dear. hope your test will be clearer in a day or two.

watching the space

Or I'm hallucinating lines now...

Hi mimi!!

Sounds like a lot going on tee. I've decided I want a hysteroscopy to check my fibroid (clomid is well know to grow these) and general uterine health as I'm convinced that's the problem.

The job thing is just to cope with the stress of ivf... I'd probably take about a year out to do the three rounds I am 'trying' to prepare for. 12 dpo and after a hell of a lot of distortions this is the result. Either an indent line or a chemical??

miss you too guys . glad you are still kicking but sorry for the struggles.

@kate, really excited for you that you have a plan of action. how did the ivf info evening go? oh my, you want to leave your job! !what do you plan on doing next hun? best wishes to you .a lot is happening there l must say.

sending you lots of good vibes @tee. enjoy your break this month dear and hope February is the miracle month. lf not ,fx you catch first round of ivf. you are so right, most of us have had it rough on this group but really praying that the year will end on a good note for all.

oh @russ, your lo has surely grown! !best of luck with your ttc journey. will you be trying naturally for a while?

thinking of you @foot and @jam

well l have just started the tww and have taught myself to expect af. there's no more thrill in ttc tbh.oh, I also turned 37 this month so age is not making anything better.

take care my friends and keep us updated.

I’m also here. We’ve started TTC for the #2, only just. And not much to report. In the meantime, my LO is almost 8 months

Hi mimi. Ticking over... how are you??

I miss you all.

I love hearing about others' positive stories, but they also make me feel sad for myself, so I had to take a break from that (easier said than done!).

We went to our ivf info evening last week and my hometown was destroyed by mudslides. Other than that, not a lot new with me!! Oh and I think I'm quitting my job in March...

Anybody home í½í²©? ??

hope everyone is okay.

Hope you all had a nice Christmas and I know how tough it must have been for some of us.
AF arrived yesterday which is not that surprising as we didn’t DTD that much.
Baby dust to all of us in 2018!

lovely to hear from you @radders, hope you and the baby are doing well.

popping in to wish you all a very merry Christmas. it's been a really tough years for most of us but we best be grateful for the gift of life. hope everyone ends the year with a blast and hopefully 2018 brings you all new blessings and plenty bfps.

lots of love. ...mimi

Hey everyone. Just letting you all know I am still here and checking back for BFPs on a regular basis...I will continually check as the day will come xx

Parney can’t believe you’re pregnant with second!! Congratulations. You will have your hands full but will be fantastic at the same time.

Foot sorry to hear about you and DH. Take care of yourself and your boys. I hope you will be happier in the long run xx

Jamón, tee, physics, nim and mimi - think of you guys a lot as we started out together ... love to all x

Just catching up on everyone's news etc...

Im back in work full time now so absolutely chaos at this end.

Thank you very much Mimi and Russ! I wasn't going to tell anyone in the family yet (other than DH, of course) but I've been feeling so nauseous and tired that I've had to tell my parents who were staying with us, and my mother-in-law whom we'll be visiting for Christmas. There'd be no end to the hurt feelings otherwise as I just pick at the food!

Congratulations Peregrane!
Hope everyone else is doing well.

congratulations to you @peregrane . you must be over the moon. have a happy and healthy pregnancy hun

oh @foot, am so sorry lovely for what you are going through. be strong for the boys and hope you are okay. thinking of you and available if you need to chat.

hie @parney, wow you are almost there. how are you doing?

sorry @Kate, hope this is your month

hie @tee, how are you and how is your cycle going.?

@jam, how are you? any news?

I am also hoping for good news for all!! physicskate, you have practically only just started the Clomid cycles, and I am keeping my fingers crossed that one of them will work out soon.

Footy you must be going through a difficult and painful time. I've looked up some of your older threads and hopefully you and your children will be living happier lives without your (soon-to-be?)exH.

I was about to start with a fertility MoT as DH had had his analysis and everything seemed to be in order. But my news are that we managed to squeeze in a rushed second attempt with DH in early November, and contrary to expectations it seems to have worked... I am now seven weeks with a little bean and had an ultrasound which confirmed a heart beat. Fingers crossed...

Hi Footy, nice to hear from you. Sorry about DH and not TTC anymore. Life is crap sometimes.
Physicskate, sorry to hear about your fail.
I’m still here and really debating whether to start TTC #2 this month

Aw foot!! Gosh it seems like a lifetime ago when life started getting crap.

Clomid cycle 2 has been a fail...

Hey ladies, just checking in to say hi! Still hoping to read good news from you all I haven't forgotten about you. I'm no longer trying. No longer with Dh. Kate/ jam/tee and Mimi you know why.. same old probs as before. Im ok, just sad about it all really.
I'll keep checking up on ya all 😘
With lots of love and best wishes to you all and everyone else on this thread xx