Temp Buds 5

Hope you are wrong Mum03

God Ready I really am dopey, sorry. I feel awful about that. Glad you are feeling good today

LOST ALERT ? well yes Ready BUT none of the women who got pg on the island survived so we have GOT to be in a better position! Shame we can?t send our men to the island for that sperm boost hey!? I think Kate is going to be pg next, after all, she has been bonking Sawyer and his men were probably 1st class and plentiful before they even got to the island (he has a kid he doesn?t know about remember?)

Poor you RahRah what a disaster! I thought you were about to say you saw unusual Welsh trouser snake The real snake however would have been the end for me too ? hate them!

Hey Seaside I?ll look at your chart after this but think you should go with the first reading but make notes on the rest.

I?m 34 in December by the way.

Ready Oh I am glad I stopped watching Lost when it went to Sky One- being able to conceive on a desert island after a plane crash and with no food or shelter - FFS!! I just laughed last week at Property Ladder was on - actually I thought Sarah Beeny would be pg - she often is when filming!! Thanks for asking - DH has put in super human effort ( 4 nights in a row that's a seaside household record I think! ) Anyway am hoping we can sustain for a few more nights in the coming week! TBH though I really feel like it is all a bit in vain IYKWIM?? - it just all feels like it is out of our hands and if it is not meant to be it won't happen no matter how much we BD?? Which is a bit depressing really - Ho-Hum.

Rah Sorry to hear about your sunstroke it is horrid. (But PMSL at your walk description and gloves and fleece !) Hope you feel better today and that your DH takes the shopping option next time - any outlet villages nearby

MrsMc I am sharing your software confusion?? annoying isn't it - I tried the manual override but then it felt like I was just making it all up?? I wish I knew why it was putting my OV day on CD 12 - it doesnt explain itself well enough??

Mum03 can I email you for the blog too - would love to have a look?

Right - must go and do some work - back later to catch up with everyone else.

BTW - I am 34 - 35 in December

Oops nearly forgot about my temp!!
Well I am totally confused with what to post -So much for my "relaxed" temping approach! So far I have been only taking the first reading everyday, no OCD multiple temps I woke a little later at 6.50am today and took temp and it was low - 36.51 - I thought it would be higher as it seemed OV occurred Sunday (temp was up from 36.44 - 36.59 yesterday) but I had been quite uncovered by the duvet and had been lying on my side so put therm under side of tongue not lying on IYKWIM. Anyway - I couldnt resist the urge to temp again and turned over and put therm under other side of tongue and temp was 36.68!!! WTF
I had warmed the therm for about a minute before the first reading.

So any opinions on what I should put gratefully received - I split the diff and put 36.59 on my chart but now it has said was on cd12?? I def think it was more like CD13 as got pos opk at midnight on CD11 and still pos at 5pm on CD12 and CD12 was first Peak on my monitor too???

Chart spotters - if you have a chance take a peek at my chart. I would value your opinions

Ohh - decorating talk - now that's my idea of fun! Right mum03 here is my two-peneth worth of annoying recommendations:

Paint Colour - I have to admit I am a white fan like Ready- We are an all white house and we do have quite a large open plan living area- IMO it is easier than other colours for stains and marks as it can be retouched easily and we went for dulux contract (wipeable) matt emulsion and it is fab. If you do want to stick with off-white - the one I recommend is Dulux Heriatge Candle Cream - it is fantastic and a great compromise, modern and clean but classic too and not yellowy or pinky which many magnolias can be. I am also a fan of just painting one feature wall - Fireplace/chimney breast or alcoves in a nice contrasting colour -(mmmm Farrow and Ball is my addiiction! )

Carpeting - Have you had a look at natural flooring? - It is good for allergies - does not harbour dust mites and is mostly really durable (although do not choose Jute as that is not durable) I have Seagrass and it is fantastic - nice to walk on looks great - a dream to deal with re stains, dirty feet etc -get it treated and nearly all stains just need a bit of warm soapy water a scrubbing brush and blotting and then 24 hours later they are gone - honsetly we have spilt red wine, tomato sauce, and dog puke (TMI!) Seagrass is not good on the stairs but their are sisals taht are briliant. I know everyone says it is a bit rough under foot but I love it and everyone who stays with us is won around to it and then we just have one nice shaggy rug in the living area for a bit of luxury which is great and it can be easily changed to alter the whole look of the room IYSWIM. The best company is Crucial Trading but there are oads of the same type of things on the market now.

Ok I'll shut up now - can you tell I am in the middle of a decorating job right now

Ready - have emailed you my blog link. tell me what you think of it.

Ready - I am not going to put the blog site here for public viewing, but if any of you email me at: thingingoftrying @ yahoo.co. uk then I will happily send you blog info. (I am such a show-off when it comes to my home!!) Oh and I agree with you on the magnolia thing, but I think that with the big rooms we have (boasting again!!!) white will look too stark, and kiddies fingerprints will show up too easily, but if you want to come over and help me paint, then I will let you choose!!!! I will know more once I have the white undercoat thoughout, it will help me decide. Also need an opinion on carpet... I have major allergy issues and should not have any carpets in the house, but I love carpets and we have a small sitting room/lounge/snug area that I think would be great with a lovely lusious carpet, but should I be sensible and keep them out of the house totally? Also I think that stairs without carpets are soo noisey, so I want a stair carpet too.... but should I??? opinions gratefully received.

Oh MUM03 I love your PMT rants.... PMSL... Sorry! but your so funny!

Ready when I saw you asked the question I ducked, as the last time I asked everyone got quite Pee'd off!

I'm 31 but 32 on June 7th.

Mum03 - I know we did the age thing, but my memory is terrible and there are newbies too!
YAY! I love hearing about newbuild projects! My dream is to design my own home! So I am very - OOOOOH yes please... Blog me up
Can I just say - and this is incredibly rude of me I know - but if you are thinking of having just one colour throughout - you should go with white. It is sooooooooo much cooler than magnolia. Not that there is anything wrong with magnolia - but just that white is much more chic! I know you didn't ask for my opinion - but when has that ever stopped me

READY - we did the age thing before arggg, OK OK - I am 39 and not too pleased that if I get another blessing of a baby I will be in my 40's having it.... oh well, pmt strikes again for me. (Rah said she missed my rants LOL) Thank you so much for distracting me from PMT by asking about my house.... so here goes -

We started building it in September last year and being a large bungalow style (velux windows in the rooms in the roof area). Five bedrooms - can I have enough children to fill it please !!! Sorry I digress again. We had the walls plastered about a month ago and last week the floors were poured. It finally feels like a real house, some of the floors are still drying out, but hopefully by the end of this week I will be going in and starting to cover sockets /windows etc so that I can go mad with the paint sprayer and get covered in paint (room rather than me hopefully!) Going to spray first coat of white paint thoughout as undercoat and then decide if I have enough money to decorate all the rooms different colours or if I have to go for cheap bog-magnolia thoughout. Any offers to come and help me paint gratefully recieved.
I do have a blogsite about the house if you want it Ready!

Ok that has really helped me calm down for a few minutes, thank you for "listening"!

Right-e-ho. CD2 here ? didn?t get a chance to come back online yesterday to change the temp list. Sorry. But CD1 arrived yesterday as predicted. So another 28 day cycle!! It?s amazing ? I feel as though the black cloud has already lifted. I am such a glutton for punishment, I really am! I have a good feeling about this month ? not least because it would be a February baby, just like me ? and that would totally cool!

The Starlings in our roof have been born ? and what a racket!!! It is clear when Mum and Dad return with worms or whatever because there is a cacophony of tweets and squeaks! It makes me smile!

Rah - Now that is what I call a romantic walk!! I am the same as you when it comes to weeing outside ? not a fan! I don?t even like public toilets (I am stuck up, I will admit it!) LOL at fleece and scarf ? what was he thinking - bless you getting sunstroke ? that is not nice (hug). Hope you are feeling better now!? Plenty of water and rest for you! Oh, and get some natural yoghurt on your sunburn ? trust me, it works a treat!
Enjoy the rest of your holiday! But no more hiking
Fingers crossed that we ALL conceive in May/June ? now that would awesome!

Seaside - CD1 came and went with no ugliness. No tears. A couple of mopy tantrums at certain pregnancy related mentions on the TV. LOST SPOILER ALERT Turns out I can?t even watch LOST anymore without being forcefed ultrasounds and baby joy! [argh] *
So how are you feeling chick? Not wanting to tempt fate, but hope DH performed his conjugal duties upon his return ? perfect timing too no??
I think that taking the temp earlier produces a lower temp ? the first month I temped I did it at 8am and it was higher than when I changed to 7am. Definitely something to the time thing.

Mum03 - Fingers crossed you don?t have to join the list again! ? so tell us more about this house of yours ? is it nearly finished??

Beansprout - Still so sorry that things ended the way they did. Hope that you are taking the time for yourself, and not just burying your emotions. We are all here for you if you need to explode. ((hugs))

NappyValley - I am clinging to the average time-frame of a year like a desperado! Thanks for the reminder that it took you 11 months. I think the thing is, if someone came and told us, ?it will take you 13 months? ? then we would be fine with that amount of time ? it?s the not knowing that is the hardest part! The what-ifs!
PMSL at the ?decorators? analogy! Pimms will be consumed without doubt ? along with caffeine and goats cheese
When I get the chance I will read the blog you posted? I love a good blog

MrsMc - Sorry that there is still no news with your house. But now the summer is here, everyone decides to move house (?!) so fingers crossed someone will snap it up!!
Sorry that the software moved you. Wonder why that was? But remember it is only a guide, not 100% correct ? so I would be more inclined to trust your own intuition. Fingers crossed for you.

Minxi - How?s it all going?? Fingers crossed the clomid works its magic this month!

Rattling - Glad the pastries helped you out yesterday. ((hug)) ? I am sorry that the news was not better. Has there been 3 months in between any dietary changes and the latest tests? Because it takes that long for the new breed (!) to reach the end, so to speak, doesn?t it??
I know what you mean about working the odds ? should be more in my favour with every passing month huh!!

Iwillbe - Thanks for the A* - I?d take a C if it produced a baby though ? you are right though, my charts are ridiculously neat! And last cycle we certainly put in the effort. [miffed emoticon]
I am so pleased that you went to your appointment, and that your GP was lovely. I think they advise to stop the OPKs and charts because too many people rely on them and for some they are not accurate enough. But if you get on fine with them, and don?t rely on them too much, then you should be fine to carry on. I know you didn?t want to hear that ?you are still young? ? but believe me chick, I wish that I was as young as you and trying. Take it as a silver lining ? I know that it doesn?t lessen the desire ? but time is very much on your side.

Have you found a house you would like then? Or are you still looking?

Jess - Hope you are well?

Duchesse - Very quiet your end, hope all is well.

The Graduates - Hope all is well with you lot!!

Cityangel - Thinking of you!

Oh? me being nosy. Quick straw poll. How old is everyone? I know I could look on the profiles, but not everyone has them ? and I am too lazy! I?m 28.

Sorry to see so many of you guys back on a new cycle.... we really are having a bad spot on our thread...Its only a matter of time... Remember May/June are good months!

Ready - 36.14° CD2 LP12 (9th cycle)
CityAngel - ° CD3 LP10 (9th cycle)
beansprout - ° CD5 LP14 (12th cycle)
NappyValley - ° CD6 LP9-14(9th cycle)
iwillbe - ° CD8 LP11 (11th cycle)
Minxi - ° CD9 LP11 (12th cycle)
Jess1996 - ° CD8 LP14 (3rd cycle since m/c, 8th cycle total)
Rahrah - 36.1° CD14 LP12(6th cycle)
seaside72 - ° CD15 LP12 (14th cycle)
duchesse - ° CD18 - LP14 (7th cycle since m/c, 44th cycle ftc)
MrsMc ? 36.4° CD22 4/5?dpo LP 10-12 (10th cycle)
Rattling - ° CD24 5DPO LP10 (16th cycle)

I have changed my LP to 12, as for the last 2 months it has changed to 12 days instead of 13.

Morning all...

Well I'm in Wales at the moment at MIL's... Husband took me for a nice long walk yesterday through a forest, then through a village, then through another forest and then up some cliffs, that finally lead to a beautiful beach (then we had to do the whole thing back again to our car) However

1. I'm no use to walking
2. Because of the breeze he took fleece gloves, a woolly hat, a hoodies for both of us and a camera. WHAT ABOUT THE BLOODY SUNTAN LOTION!!!
3. I hate all things that move
4. I like public toilets not a bush!

Anyway on the way back I started feeling a bit ill, like I was going to be sick and could not stop going to the toilet (yes in a bush) Then I had to jump across a stream and fell in half of it and got stuck in mud. I was stinking by the time I got back to the car and feeling terrible. By the time I got home I had a temp of 38.2 ....woohooo that would be some progesterone if I had ovulated! and my back was bright red... I had bloody sun stroke! I shivered into bed at 5pm and got out this morning! Temp is back to 36.1 and just a bit achy... think my husband feels a bit guilty about taking gloves and a hat instead of suntan lotion! What planet is he on!
Also a snake crossed my path whilst I was half way up a cliff and I have never screamed so much... it was awful. So just in case you are reading my post DH, I prefer a trip to Selfridge's anyday!

Ready - 36.14° CD2 LP12 (9th cycle)
CityAngel - ° CD3 LP10 (9th cycle)
beansprout - ° CD5 LP14 (12th cycle)
NappyValley - ° CD6 LP9-14(9th cycle)
iwillbe - ° CD8 LP11 (11th cycle)
Minxi - ° CD9 LP11 (12th cycle)
Jess1996 - ° CD8 LP14 (3rd cycle since m/c, 8th cycle total)
Rahrah - ° CD14 LP13(6th cycle)
seaside72 - ° CD15 LP12 (14th cycle)
duchesse - ° CD18 - LP14 (7th cycle since m/c, 44th cycle ftc)
MrsMc ? 36.4° CD22 4/5?dpo LP 10-12 (10th cycle)
Rattling - ° CD24 5DPO LP10 (16th cycle)

Looks like I will be back on cd1 tomorrow, so I will be coming back here again .I will probrably start temping again after a week, took temp today and it is down next to coverline, af due tomorrow.

Ready I'm sorry hon

Ready - ° CD1 LP12 (9th cycle)
CityAngel - ° CD3 LP10 (9th cycle)
beansprout - ° CD5 LP14 (12th cycle)
NappyValley - ° CD6 LP9-14(9th cycle)
iwillbe - ° CD8 LP11 (11th cycle)
Minxi - ° CD9 LP11 (12th cycle)
Jess1996 - ° CD8 LP14 (3rd cycle since m/c, 8th cycle total)
Rahrah - ° CD14 LP13(6th cycle)
seaside72 - ° CD15 LP12 (14th cycle)
duchesse - ° CD18 - LP14 (7th cycle since m/c, 44th cycle ftc)
MrsMc ? 36.4° CD22 4/5?dpo LP 10-12 (10th cycle)
Rattling - ° CD24 5DPO LP10 (16th cycle)

CityAngel - ° CD3 LP10 (9th cycle)
beansprout - ° CD5 LP14 (12th cycle)
NappyValley - ° CD6 LP9-14(9th cycle)
iwillbe - ° CD8 LP11 (11th cycle)
Minxi - ° CD9 LP11 (12th cycle)
Jess1996 - ° CD8 LP14 (3rd cycle since m/c, 8th cycle total)
Rahrah - ° CD14 LP13(6th cycle)
seaside72 - ° CD15 LP12 (14th cycle)
duchesse - ° CD18 - LP14 (7th cycle since m/c, 44th cycle ftc)
MrsMc ? 36.4° CD22 4/5?dpo LP 10-12 (10th cycle)
Rattling - ° CD24 5DPO LP10 (16th cycle)
Ready - ° CD30 13DPO LP12 (8th cycle)

Software changed my OV date from Thurs to Fri, not convinced myself. Hope you are all well today

For those needing some encouragment, a blog from a couple who were ttc and using clomid...

weeksbabystory.blogspot.com/

Good point about peanut butter. I religiously eat my Crunchy Nut cornflakes for first 12 weeks of pg being so pleased that I was actually eating breakfast - then it dawned on me about not eating peanuts!! Oh well.

How was your day ready?

I?m sorry that it wasn?t better news Rattling I hope you get a surprise this cycle

Iwillbe - annoying about the technical hitches. So glad to hear you went to the Dr and that she was lovely to you. Shame she did not actually do some tests to make sure you didn?t have an infection though. I?m waiting for a speaclaist?s appoiuntment to come through, could be months We chose these agents for our house because they are really proactive compared to the others ? hopefully things will pick up now the better weather is here.

Hello Nappy ? don?t forget that we need to enjoy peanut butter whilst we can!

Hey Seaside glad to hear you?ve OVd.

CityAngel - ° CD2 LP10 (9th cycle)
beansprout - ° CD4 LP14 (12th cycle)
NappyValley - 36.29° CD5 LP9-14(9th cycle)
iwillbe - 36.17° CD7 LP11 (11th cycle)
Minxi - 36.70° CD8 LP11 (12th cycle)
Jess1996 - ° CD7 LP14 (3rd cycle since m/c, 8th cycle total)
Rahrah - ° CD13 LP13(6th cycle)
seaside72 - 36.59° CD14 LP12 (14th cycle)
duchesse - ° CD17 - LP14 (7th cycle since m/c, 44th cycle ftc)
MrsMc ? 36.3° CD21 4dpo LP 10-12 (10th cycle)
Rattling - ° CD23 5DPO LP10 (16th cycle)
Ready - 36.19° CD29 13DPO LP12 (8th cycle)

Hi everyone - nice to see lots of us "around" on the thread this morning

Temp rise today - no surprises for me - regular as old clockwork - so think it is safe to say OV yesterday CD13
My temp is not as high as usual to show OV but temping at 6.30 so think that explains it - will be interested from a scientific pov to see what FF sets my coverline at this month - past months have been temping 7.30-8am and coverline usualy around 36.6 but imagine it will be more like 36.4 or 5 this month - verrrrry interesting - not!!
Not noticed much EWCM until last night but did use preseed for the first time (properly) on Friday and Saturday so that kind of clouded the issue - and I am rubbish at identifying my cm anyway
DH and I are doing really well but I don't want to speak too soon - so shhhhh - lets not discuss it until this time next week!

Iwillbe Glad your docs appointment was positive- well done for sticking wth it - I know its the last thing you want to hear about being young and having time as it doesn't help you now but I have to say speaking from the other side of the spectrum being told you dont have much time is sooo scary and horrid The tests will definitely help to give you some peace of mind that things are all working etc. Having had 2 sets of CD21 tests now I know it has helped me feel lke at least something is doing what it is suposed to IYKWIM

rattling So sorry that DH's test results were not what you had hoped - have they given you a plan of action/options? Stopping temping is a good idea - actually I think we should probably all take a few breaks every couple of months - it is nice to forget about it a little bit every now and again.

MrsMc Glad you had a nice weekend and that all is good with you and DH - laughter is the best medicine! Def looks lke our temps will be pretty similar now we are temping around the same time.

Minxi - ohh - your temp is pretty high for pre-ov! - do you think the clomid makes a difference to your temps?

Ready Hope CD 1 comes and goes super quick and with no ugliness

NappyValley - You are challenging Ready for the positivity princess tiara I would say go to the docs - putting your mind at rest is well worth it

Got to get back to work - back later girls!

CityAngel - ° CD2 LP10 (9th cycle)
beansprout - ° CD4 LP14 (12th cycle)
NappyValley - 36.29° CD5 LP9-14(9th cycle)
iwillbe - 36.17° CD7 LP11 (11th cycle)
Minxi - 36.70° CD8 LP11 (12th cycle)
Jess1996 - ° CD7 LP14 (3rd cycle since m/c, 8th cycle total)
Rahrah - ° CD13 LP13(6th cycle)
seaside72 - ° CD14 LP12 (14th cycle)
duchesse - ° CD17 - LP14 (7th cycle since m/c, 44th cycle ftc)
MrsMc ? 36.3° CD21 4dpo LP 10-12 (10th cycle)
Rattling - ° CD23 5DPO LP10 (16th cycle)
Ready - 36.19° CD29 13DPO LP12 (8th cycle)

I did the same!!

CityAngel - ° CD2 LP10 (9th cycle)
beansprout - ° CD4 LP14 (12th cycle)
NappyValley - 36.29° CD5 LP9-14(9th cycle)
iwillbe - 36.17° CD7 LP11 (11th cycle)
Minxi - ° CD8 LP11 (12th cycle)
Jess1996 - ° CD7 LP14 (3rd cycle since m/c, 8th cycle total)
Rahrah - ° CD13 LP13(6th cycle)
seaside72 - ° CD14 LP12 (14th cycle)
duchesse - ° CD17 - LP14 (7th cycle since m/c, 44th cycle ftc)
MrsMc ? 36.3° CD21 4dpo LP 10-12 (10th cycle)
Rattling - 36.8° CD23 5DPO LP10 (16th cycle)
Ready - 36.19° CD29 13DPO LP12 (8th cycle)

iwillbe - really glad trip to docs was such a positive one. And I am sure it is incredibly frustrating if you are ready for a family and it is not happening being told you are young is no consolation. I guess they mean the situation would be worse if you were older rather than devaluing your feelings of anxiety now. I amencourage though to maybe go see my doc. I keep worrying that they might have cut something essential during C-section.

Minxi- how are you feeling these days on the clomid?

Ready - as you say the decorators look like they are on the way, and if so, remember to have a good blow out on more pimms, caffinated tea, pate and brie. Our time will come but the stress of trying can be a huge factor. Big hugs and enjoy that garden, I have high hopes for all in May. Must be a bit of Ready positivity rubbing off.

Hugs all

sorry crossed posts with minxi and got knocked off

CityAngel - ° CD2 LP10 (9th cycle)
beansprout - ° CD4 LP14 (12th cycle)
NappyValley - ° CD5 LP9-14(9th cycle)
iwillbe - 36.17° CD7 LP11 (11th cycle)
Minxi - 36.70° CD8 LP11 (12th cycle)
Jess1996 - ° CD7 LP14 (3rd cycle since m/c, 8th cycle total)
Rahrah - ° CD13 LP13(6th cycle)
seaside72 - ° CD14 LP12 (14th cycle)
duchesse - ° CD17 - LP14 (7th cycle since m/c, 44th cycle ftc)
MrsMc ? 36.3° CD21 4dpo LP 10-12 (10th cycle)
Rattling - ° CD23 5DPO LP10 (16th cycle)
Ready - 36.19° CD29 13DPO LP12 (8th cycle)

CityAngel - ° CD2 LP10 (9th cycle)
beansprout - ° CD4 LP14 (12th cycle)
NappyValley - ° CD5 LP9-14(9th cycle)
iwillbe - 36.17° CD7 LP11 (11th cycle)
Minxi - ° CD8 LP11 (12th cycle)
Jess1996 - ° CD7 LP14 (3rd cycle since m/c, 8th cycle total)
Rahrah - ° CD13 LP13(6th cycle)
seaside72 - ° CD14 LP12 (14th cycle)
duchesse - ° CD17 - LP14 (7th cycle since m/c, 44th cycle ftc)
MrsMc ? 36.3° CD21 4dpo LP 10-12 (10th cycle)
Rattling - 36.8° CD23 5DPO LP10 (16th cycle)
Ready - 36.19° CD29 13DPO LP12 (8th cycle)

hi ladies

i am having so much trouble getting online just lately and when i do get on i loose the connection after about 10 minutes. which is why we are ditching bt and joining virgin today so no doubt we will have a few more technical hitches coming our way so just a warning if i dissapear for a few days!

rattling - sorry to hear the news wasnt good i hope you have a nice holiday and forget your troubles a bit and spend some quality time with dh relaxing.

ready - i am and it looks like af is approaching, you have literally the perrfect text book charts every month and get an A* for effort all the time and yet - no results u have just got to hang on in there as hard as it is. when is your gp appointment? glad you have your garden finished and enjoyed a nice bbq in it, this is one of the things i am desperate for b4 we have a baby - a nice house and garden for our little one. currently we are in a flat so enjoyed a lovely disposable bbq on our balcony yesterday.

mrsmcjnr - hello, when is it you are seeing the doctor? sorry you havnt had any results as yet on the house, maybe a change of agent is in order? or advertise privately? we had a letter from our solicitor today informing us of the hip stuff. it is from 1st june it goes into action. luckily dp never sells he only buys so wont make much of a difference to us.

beansprout - ((hugs)) you are being so remarkably brave and positive. i hope you are not waiting around for too long for your bfp. i hope you dont mind me asking was this your first m/c? have you any other children?

hello to rahrah, nappy, duchese, jess and anyone else i have missed.

i had my appointment with my doctor this morning about ttc, she was absolutely lovely she said that the infection wouldnt have harmed my fertility (which is what i really needed to hear) and chances are the reason why i havnt fallen as yet is because stress after the m/c followed by stress by not falling immediately its a viscious circle! she has booked me in for a day21 blood test just to double check my hormone levels. she said the best medical advice she could give me was to go and book myself a holiday. she did advise i stop temping and opks etc and just let nature take its course...but im not ready to let go of all control just yet! and i also got the phrase i was dreading but predicted would be said "you are stilll only young you have plenty of time"

all in all i am pleased and feel a lot better than what i did (at the moment) so thanks to u girls for telling me to make the appointment and also keeping it when i wanted to cancel.

xx