PMA Express to BFP #4

@archie & @hippy thanks girls! Thing is it's gave me a very normal 28 day cycle which is good my cycles have been 30-35 days since misscarridge maybe it's just my body getting back into sync xxx

I was thinking that @hippy! Ohhhh new threads are nice. X

Amanda So sorry that the witch has turned up for you. We can be cycle buddies this month when we get our BFP's

God that's crazy!! Well at least ur getting investigated now!

However it might have been like my son. He was measured as being huge on first scan so they adjusted my dates and then I had to have growth scans all through the last weeks because my fundal height put me at 29weeks when I was really 41

I thought that too but they said judging by measurements on the scan it was 11wks. Yes a d&c which ironically went better than my sisters a year ago when she forgot her pill for a couple of weeks because she was travelling and fell pg instantly.

Oh & iv just went to the toilet and guess whose arrived - days early & no symptoms 😭😭😭😭😭

That's such a shame sounds like such a nightmare 😭 Xx

Oh so an ectopic then? That's really odd I work in a gyn ward and have never heard of that? So was the baby not in the tube then? Did u have d&c?? Usually ectopics (pregnancies in tubes) are never anymore than 6 weeks cause they would defo rupture

I'm scarily fine by the way. We have house viewings all week and I am at work again this week so stroppy teenagers help me realise that babies are lovely but they do all grow up! Love school!

rainbow that's such a lot for you to take in. Fx for answers for you and hope your ds is a comfort for you. Xx

Rainbow I'm so sorry that you are going through all of this. Tough times don't last, but tough people do

Rainbow so sorry your having such a rough time, your DS is such a cutie I hope he feels better soon, your DH is a Doyle but I also hope he's feeling better. I hope you get all your answers soon and can look back one day in the not too distant future and know you were right about your little sprout x but maybe you should confide in someone close especially if you think your DH would rather not talk about it right now, keeping stuff inside makes things harder to deal with and it must've a been such a shock for you

@rainbowsockstoday oh I'm sending you my love. You sound remarkably strong to me. I never knew there was more than one type of chlamydia. I'm sorry to hear what you're going through at the moment.

@rainbowsockstoday I very nearly shed a tear for you there,how heartbreaking and emotional this journey can be. You're attitude towards it is fantastic though. I too believe what is meant to be will be. Glad this has lead to a lot of testing and hopefully some solid answers for you so you can move forward with some more knowledge about what the hell is happening in there! Still frustrates me that we can't control our own bodies! Lots of love to you xx

I'm back at work today after a glorious time off. Realise now that I really did switch off fully,which is unusual for me. But marvellous for TTC of course! Have come back to a day of meetings and delayed trains and over 100 emails. #lifeisgood #atleastimgettingmybfpthismonth #pmaforever

They told us 11 weeks based on size. The baby was developing in the right side tube and therefore had to be removed. That's why I had the blood tests and ultrasounds. Had another ultrasound Saturday and a smear test today. My bloods showed previous antibodies which is suggestive of an infection sometime in my life. It might have been years ago and cured because I had something else and the antibiotics caught both... might have been when I was in bed for over a week with a chest infection after getting swine flu from a lovely germ factory child at school who vommed all over me before saying they didn't feel well.

Either way I had no idea I had/have chlamydia because it's been asymptomatic for what could have been 6/7 years. Not a single clue or else I would have rightly done something about it. I get the results in a week maybe and I am waiting for a letter about the X-rays to check the extent of damage from baby and potential PID which was also asymptomatic. The baby did not require removal of my tube and was "ideally located" they said for non invasive removal. It was no longer developing and they suspect the pain that alerted us was a miscarriage so there was no chance for him/her anyway. The BFN thing was probably down to the placement and the fact that I don't think I test well (DC was 9 weeks before I realised I was pg and it was the faintest of lines till about 14weeks).

So that's my story. I've also had a week of sick child and a day of sick DH so I've not really had any thinking time about it. We have decided we are not going to tell our family or friends and DH said because we didn't know I was pg we haven't lost anything really. In a way he's dealing with it by just moving on and denying it. I want to look at the positives in that we might have a reason that we are not conceiving and might be able to fix it. My little sprout has shown us that so their life was entirely worthwhile and had more meaning to our family than anyone will know. I honestly believe everything happens for a reason and fate has a hand on things to play out the bigger picture. It's horrible and I cry everyday for what could have been but I can't change it and I can't dwell on everything because I have to be grateful for the tiny little boy who holds my hand to sleep at night.

But yes the milk thing was gross and I feel like a detective solving "the runny bottom mystery" 🤢

Oh rainbow sounds yuck!!! How did u get on at hospital last week? Seen u say u were 11 weeks but u had had a BFN wonder how that happened 🤔 No wonder we don't trust these tests !!

Thought that would make you smile @sarahboro1

Doyle!!!! You can tell we're from the same area I say that all the time!!! 😂 Xx

He's a massive Doyle! He's annoyed I find it funny but I'm only human.

Thought some of you might appreciate this!! Xx