Hut of Gl/Doom tercera- We hate babydust and we don't care.

Impatience - LOL at your GP moment!! - Sounds like the tent of indifference for you!! (actually think beansprout closed it due to lack of interest!!! )
Well fertility appointment is at least a good step - and even if your DP takes over it might still be good to get some resolution for yourself.

BTW - is it really bad luck to kill a magpie - I sodding hate them and there is one that is hanging around our garden and am fed up of him and all his bad luck vibes - would killing him be worse bad luck for me than seeing him everyday strutting abot on our lawn on his own

Just saw another GP, and have finally been refered to the fertility clinic at the hospital. Appointment not for a couple of months, but it's there. (I will know all the staff... Oh well.) Had to laugh when GP asked whether my partner would attend, and I asked whether she meant my partner or the man who's trying to get me pregnant . Just wanted to share a positive GP moment!

But am starting to actually feel BORED of the prospect that one day I might be pregnant! I guess its that 'Yeh, right, as if' feeling, but I really feel I can't be bothered to even try. Since dp decided she would like to start trying in June, she keeps creeping that date closer and closer and is now talking about next month. Part of me is almost relieved that she's going to take over and get the job done. And then I remember that I'm such a miserable failure. So perhaps, given that I don't have particularly strong feelings either way, this apathy and indifference is the most healthy option! (Don't they say that about depression...? )

Thanks for the wittering air-space!

oh duchesse... thats so awful. the poor thing. lifes shit and anything enjoyable is illegal!

It is so frustrating - even if you can work out this fertility malarky you are still not home and dry. Feel so very sad for her.

My eldest brother was still born - on my mum's birthday, to this day I do not know how they coped. I mention this only beause their strength shows the human spirit is a remarkable thing and I wish this poor woman and a her partner love and healing.

Feeling very worn out. And I know all about symptom spotting. I still feel pregnant despite changing towels at least half a dozen times today... grrrr.
Right I'm on a crockery smaching mission!!

Oh duchesse, that is so bloody unfair! Poor, poor lady

And for anyone who may have noticed, I did not try and post a clink, rather a link.....

FeedMe - looks like you've got egg on your face
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Check out my post in Chat (about kitchen accidents)...... just tried to post a clink but failed miserably so you'll have to make your own way there!
Would tell the story here but it might make you laugh, and we can't be having too much of that in here now, can we.....

pmsl. isnt 1 here either!

feck it!

Ooo - liking my new word - dosgy - I might adopt it

Nah. Just a couple of old tooth brushes, a dosgy bottle of perfume that's gone off and , ewww, two mice droppings.

I'll go and have a look.

It would be bloody handy if I did.

well, there are those women who "have no idea how that happened, we werent even trying" they have pg's all over the house!

I want to apologise if I have, in any way been chirpy on here today. Let there be no room for misunderstanding. I am friggin' cheesed off today and no mistake.

I think I might fancy John Simm though. But I suspect that's not the answer (ooh young man).

I can do gloomy Sunshine (me lazy too!), was just asking everywhere for advice cos consultant I saw was a bit dithery and not really clear - bloody man - bet he has 10 kids all conceived first time - grrr...

BecSpec (yeah I'm lazy)
Those supposedly helpful medics say day one is the first day of moderate bleeding after before midday
(so if you start moderate bleeding today - your day 1 is tomorrow)

But worried this thread is getting too helpful rather than gloomy.

Have a 'bloody fed up of ttc' for good measure. What time time does the bar officially open?

I have bleeding to day - only a tiny brown bit, little bit pleased as was getting pissed off waiting for AF but good bit more disappointed too. Last time I had a couple of weeks of the on/off, lots/none stuff before the heavy stuff started. Would you count on/off as CD1 or wait for the heavy stuff (poss in a couple of weeks?). I only ask cos I need to have a blood test done on CD1/2. consultant wasn't very clear.

Impatience - I didn't have any fertile mucus this month but have been assured on here that there could just have been a lot less and that me not seeing any didn't mean I was having an anovulatory cycle. Which is almost worse as then my hopes start to build again.

I'm craving chocolate - is that a sign?!

its shit isnt it!

As I don't really have much hope of BFP I just wish AF would arrive and then at least I can have nice big glass of wine!