Thread 21 TTC #1 - The one where all our cycles went haywire but we DID NOT GIVE UP

I am really sorry jam andnicky

I had a lovely schleep - with a lovely dream where I fainted because I was preggers.... please please please let this be my time!

Happy Friday everyone!!
I just have to get through the onslaught of today and then I have a week off!!!!

Sorry to hear that Nicky - hope the hycosy does the trick!
Has anyone else had a play around with the signs analyser on FF (VIP membership only)? You pick 5 cycles and then it shows you your common signs. For me that's o-pain at o-1 and tender boobs at 9dpo- useful if you always end up symptom spotting and convincing yourself you're pregnant when it's always bloody AF. Here's mine.

Well turns put af was late by one day just to give me a glimse of hope and then take it away she is a bitch like that !
Cycle 12 here i come one more try before am officially classed as infertile ! Oh well at least i am lookong forward to the hycosy month as i got it into my head that there is something wrong with my tubes

Alexia hope you're ok xx

I'm sorry Jam at least you can put it out of your mind though & carry on with the positive thoughts for this current cycle. FX your not getting poorly xx

I'll put some pics on of my folder tonight once I've made the front cover

Took a test to shut my stupid brain up and lo and behold its negative. Idiot. Which also means I must be coming down with something

Sorry my last post was before I had finished getting caught up.

Alexia I really hope you are proved wrong. What a fcuker.

mouse just get your LS and I will keep my FX!

mrs you had better do the same!!!!

starmist I love the sound of your binder!

So I just had my pineapple... should have known better to buy from man that sells everything for a £1 - will need to get another one tomorrow.

I slept so badly last night - hope I get some proper rest tonight. I am catching up on I am celebrity first though (guilty pleasure).

I am just confused, I didn't ovulate until CD17 last month and it was my first month off the pill so thought I'd maybe ov a little earlier this month but not this early

Good job DH agreed to a quickie before work, he's just walked out of the door!

MrsG get DTD!!!!

Star oh my your folder sounds good. Please share pics because I'm slightly weird about craft/stationery/organisation stuff lol

Well, we're both absolutely shattered. Plans are failing badly lol

mrsG I have ovulated that early before.

Alexia fx your wrong.

Flying home from latest work trip to a house which still is chaos from builders. I will be Zen like and unstressed....I will be Zen like and unstressed......

Alexia oh hun I'm so sorry. Sending you a massive hug

Skipper I'm very close to my mum & I felt I wouldn't want to tell her I was preggers without her knowing we were trying. My dad knows we are TTC too but I don't tell him much about it, so he doesn't know we are going for tests or anything as he'd only worry.
Ooh I only stick 1 finger up for CM

Oh Skip each cycle goes so slowly I don't blame you for caving early. At least you know you aren't out yet though.

Jam I know what you mean about the BFN fear but it might just put your mind at rest & you'll know for certain then.

Mouse hope Rome is fab & I hope Mr Mouse approves of the underwear!

I've bought some lovely new pens & dividers ready for my opk folder. I've got a calendar printed off so I can plan what to do each day. DH thinks I've lost my mind but it's making me happy so who cares!

Yes that's an ov test. Yesterday's was massively negative!

So sorry alexia FX you're wrong :(

mrs ovulation test?

Okay so I'm only CD10 and just got this!

Oh Fxskip we all have our moments of madness... I am still grateful that we live in an age where can test. Anyway onward and upward - your BFP is just around the corner.

jam I think starting with opks is very good advice from fxskip

mrs FXLS!!!!!

Music - yep 7dpo and everything as normal. Was out for drinks last night and tonight so that's keeping my mind off it a bit

Alexia I hope you're wrong. I really do. Sending good ROME vibes.

I did an OPK at 9pm last night and it was faint again. Either I surged in the night or early morning yesterday or mid afternoon and then petered off. I don't know. I'm not sure anymore. I just know yesterday's 1pm OPK was almost the same colour as the first line. It won't stop me trying to DTD!! I bought sexy undies for the occasion. Lol

Nicky - thanks, that explains a lot for me this cycle!

Ooh thanks gee I'm going to do that too I think. Are you in your tww currently?

Oh Alexia I'm so so sorry. It really is a rollercoaster isn't it I agree with FXskip that your body knows what it's doing although appreciate that is little consolation. I am also a firm believer that everything happens for a reason and we are all going to get our babies sooner or later - we just have to ride out the journey.

Alexia - thinking of you and still got my Fingers crossed
Music - I take vit B complex for a short luteal phase (was approx 10 days now 12). It took about 3-4 mths to lengthen but I only take from ovulation to end of cycle and not in first half of cycle.

Londonjam i have the same phobia ! Af still not here but i refuse to test as it feels like its comming any time now !

Thanks all, I really appreciate it I hope I'm wrong but I don't think I am. I'm all crampy now too. Gosh what a roller coaster this journey is

skipper it would be due tomorrow as I have a short LP so I'd be 11/12dpo.

Jam do a cheapie test if it'll calm your mind?

FX sorry about your BFN but as you know it's so early. I'm LSFX for you! Same for you kwick! Hope that magic potion is working wonders in there.

Hep yay to the end of AF!

Music b-complex didn't mess up my cycle and I take it every day. If you're worried just start after O hun.

Mouse hope you're enjoying Rome and lots of fun BD

Sorry to those of you who are struggling at the moment too ❤️

Oh no alexia I so hope you are wrong

Fxskip nothing to be ashamed of I'm having a full psychosomatic pregnancy this week and I've had my period we just want it so much our brains just lead us into the crazy.

I kind of wish I hadn't developed a full blown BFN phobia as I absolutely loathe testing now there's no fun or excitement in it now

Skipper from what i have learned it helps with the cm