Thread 21 TTC #1 - The one where all our cycles went haywire but we DID NOT GIVE UP

Sk1pper I'd be poas like a mad woman by that point!! Kudos to you for holding off.

I'm getting so excited reading this thread right now. I feel like there will be abundant BFPs in the next couple of weeks!

skipper those sound like great signs - I have no idea how you are able to hold off poas for that long!

skip can you get a refund??

Skip - I feel like clinging to you right now, I'm so glad I'm not the only one freaking out at the end of the 2ww. Why have you not got a control line though? Is it a dud test do you think? Will you use the second?

Period not due till Friday, I will only test if AF is late.

And now I can smell peroxide but no one else can. this is so fucking weird.

That sounds like a really good sign, Skipper. When are you testing?

Sorry girls, I do need to catch up on the thread - apologies, will look through tonight.

I just wanted to say I'm getting another really bizarre symptom where my food tastes weird. Last night I was eating a plain hobnob and it tasted like orange peel/mixed spice and when I ate my cereal this morning it tasted like bacon. If I'm not pregnant then I think I've decided that I'm going mad.

Oh it was a dashed line because I didn't enter any CM... I think it was watery so now its a solid line. Yay! My pre-ov temps seem much higher this month on average compared to last month, wonder why that is. 12 days till testing date... I've got ICs this month though so might be bad and test from around 9/10dpo, oh the temptation!!

MrsG I'd say that was pretty clear!! Looks like you defo ovulated on CD11. I think you covered yourself nicely with DTD too. Yay!!

My chart is a mess.
Since I'm having errors uploading...
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So FF has changed its mind and decided I did ovulate on Friday CD11 now. Although it's still a bit unsure

Welcome back mewi sending hugs.

Gee you're right it's a horrible feeling. Sending hugs to you too.

Well. I temped again today. No real increase just a small one to 36c. Don't think my other issues are really helping me get an accurate temp. Sooooo I think next cycle I'll probably just OPK and keep my fingers crossed.

I'm at the rheumatologist later today so hopefully I might get some answers about my joint problems. The thyroid issue has been pushed back to my doctor so still no appointment at the hospital.

Hugs alexia so cruel to be so close and have it taken away. I hope you are okay and your next egg takes and sticks.

I had a near positive OPK yesterday  on day 10  this is unheard of for me. In the year we've been trying the earliest I've had a positive OPK is day 14. This is really weird. We only DTD yesterday also, once. DH is now away until Wednesday  if I ovulate tomorrow I don't think it will stand much chance 

Thanks for the support everyone. I know I'm not the only one who feels like this. We just need to keep on keeping on...

Not been on for a while have been reading .... AF here 5 full days early. Am sick and tired of not being pregnant I feel like I'm loosing who I am.

So sorry Alexia

Fx skip I know a little how you feel about the house. I think of little of why I was down earlier is that when i started planning the knew kitchen I thought I would be pregnant now..

Any way. PMA..... First flashing smiley face on my clear blue opk, so I still appear to be functioning again! Expect ovulation Thursday-saturday.

Unfortunately grumpyoldcat needs to go to vet today as large bare skin area on tail. Hopefully it's just because he has fouñd the building work as stressful as me..

Oh alexia. So sorry. I really had my FX for you.

Awh thanks Mrs, really appreciate it! Well done on nailing the FW, everything crossed for you

Oh Alexia I'm so so sorry sounds like you're feeling positive though ready for the next cycle, that's amazing. You're an inspiration

Thanks for thinking of me Star, Music and everyone else. I'm sorry I've been MIA but I've been struggling and just needed to blank it all out for a bit. It's hard to come to terms with losing another pregnancy - being teased and then having it all snatched away again! I'll be okay soon. I'm just down and frustrated, like I know so many of you are too. I'm on cd2/3 and started Femara today so let's see how this cycle goes.

Good luck to all of you in the tww, I'll be watching closely. Looking forward to seeing some bfps! to FXSkip and everyone who needs it

I'll be temping again tomorrow. I didn't take it away with me. I'm not confident for a high temp if I'm honest with my seismic chart lol

I think they always fade quite a bit when dry Mouse mine look different the next day too. Have you been temping? You should see a good temp increase if you've ovulated.

Thanks guys. I usually O late - maybe CD19 - but normally my OPKs are on their way to dark by now. Hopefully I'm just a day or so later this cycle. I've kick started every other day LSFX and need DH to be able to keep up momentum to O!

kwik I got worried when you said testing too! It sounds like a lovely trip with your mum. Hope you find some nice bits for your place :)

Jam sadly the GP knows I had my implant out in April. Best case I could do is count April as one of my months trying when implant actually came out right at the end and hope they don't notice lol

FXskip FX for your poas this week. Hopefully your symptoms are a positive sign.

OH kwick you got me excited with your "testing" post. Bloody hell.

Skip I have my FX for you and Sk1pper - I have a good feeling!!!

Gee sending massive hugs. X

Jam awwww baby cuddles are so nice. I've not had any for years. Probably a good thing as I'd probably run off and steal it.

Ok. So here's a better pic of my OPKs all lined up nicely. I think CD12 at 9pm and CD13 I'd had too much to drink and didn't leave it long enough to test so they are lighter.

However. Weird thing. They all seem to have faded. When I did CD12 at 1pm it was soooo dark. And the same with CD14 but now they don't really look the same as the control line to me. What do you think?

DTD on CD6, 8, 11 & 13