April 2013 TTC girls, where we ALL get our babies!

I have started us a new thread as we are about to run out of space. Hope that's ok.
www.mumsnet.com/Talk/conception/2408967-April-2014-TTC-Girls-babies-almost-all-here-and-last-one-on-his-way

I will be fine. It passes- like everything really. Just have to get through it.

Oh lulu, you have had phases like this before haven't you? I know it isn't much help but I have been feeling exactly the same.

I hope you feel better soon.

And I am missing my mam and dad. I would love to have one more day with them and DS and DH.

Cupcake, I am just having a bit of an anxious phase; worrying about things that I can't change- I am getting old, what if DH finds someone else in his new job, some young, pretty teacher and leaves me, what if I have got a horrible illness I don't know about and DS is left without his mum, what if DS or DH get a horrible illness.
I know it is irrational but I can't help it. I will get it under control but I am having a bad few days and everything looks miserable and gloomy to me.

I get like this. I don't think I am depressed at the minute, just anxious. If it doesn't pass I will mention it to the Dr later this week when I see her.

Hope work was ok cupcake. Just think, each day you get closer to maternity leave

Here's what I made DP for Father's Day.

Oh Tori, bf is so exhausting isn't it! You just feel like a milk machine my DS's feeds are gradually getting shorter but he keeps falling asleep whenever he feeds in the day and then Wakes up again after a few minutes and gets very cross that I've put my boob away
How old is your DS now? I keep losing track of time! Mine was two months last Wednesday! He's beginning to be aware if things and learning that he can control his arms. I've got a Guess How Much I Love You mobile hanging from his pram and he loves it - he talks to it for ages!!

So hard to catch up when on the app!

Glad the poonami came bears

Hope you managed to get some sleep lulu.

And for ds eating cupcake, is he usually a good eater?

Tori how long was ds feeding for in the end?

Tori is DS doing long feeds just at night? Or is it all day again?

Oh no Lulu sorry ur not sleeping. Have a restful day and hopefully ull get some sleep tonight

And u as well Ducky! Sorry to hear DS isn't sleeping well :( I hope he has a big sleep now and u get to sleep in till lunch time! :D

Lulu that's great DS is starting to go lot between feeds. I'm starting to worry about these sleepless nights I've got to come again I'm 22 Lill I'm only a year old than ur neice! I love the fact the toddlers have bright ginger hair! My mom and auntie are twins and their hair was very ginger when they were young.

I've ur work today! Rele can't be bothered :(

Oh dear! Sorry you slept so badly Lulu. Is it a full moon? I always have trouble sleeping and weird dreams when it's a full moon - apparently it's quite common. I had a few weird dreams a couple of night ago, about horrible spiders and being in KFC with my first boyfriend's family
How did DS keep you up Ducky? Was he hungry or cross or just playful? I hope he sleeps a bit in the day so you can catch up on your sleep.
Well I don't want to gloat but DS has only just woken up again. I got another 2 and a half hours sleep since his one feed in the night! I really hope this means he's starting to sleep through a bit more and isn't just a phase.
My niece is coming to visit today, with her two toddlers. She's only 21 but she's very mature. Her kids have bright ginger hair! They're so cute I'm looking forward to seeing them.

I've missed a bit!

Having a bad time ATM. Ds sleep is awful don't think I got more than an hour in a block last night. Feeling a bit fed up.

Am off to catch up on what I missed now.

No Lill, I must have slept for half an hour between about 4 and 4.30am and even then I had a bizarre dream about nothing being right and pairs of tights. DS is still asleep and DH has made us a cup of tea. He is in the shower and I am sitting here feeling knackered. I think I am just having a couple of bad days.

Tori, I hope you got some sleep.

Tori, I hope DS didn't feed for much longer! Is he still always having long feeds?

Good job on the poo Bears!
Lulu, hope you slept in the end.
Glad DS was a good boy Cupcake.
Well DS has only just woken up! But he did only go to sleep at about 11:30, but it's still a good 5 hours sleep

Well I have been to bed and I can't sleep. I went into Ds's room and watched him sleep and he looked angelic with his rosy cheeks and dark hair and long eyelashes. Just so sweet.

DH has come to bed and given me a cuddlebut he has fallen asleep and I am the only one awake and there is no one around on here either.

I think I will read some spooky stories on Reddit- that will ccupy my mind!

We have had a good day Cupcake aprt from DH telling me off for mnetting on my phone while we were out I have got to break the habit!

DS is exhausted tonight. He is having a very sleepy last feed after his bath and DH is reading to him. He is not looking at the book- his eyes are closed.

I am hoping for an early night and some sleep. Feeling anxious and a bit scared and I don't know why. I hate it when I am like this. I might have to do some cleaning to occupy my mind. I am churning over horrible things that might happen - illness and accidents.

Glad to hear there has been a poonami Bears.

DS should sleep well after scoffing that little lot Cupcake! Let's hope you get a peaceful night.

Lill I think it is deffo the onset of terrible twos! He tries to push my patients (sp?) and knows exactly what he's doing wrong !

Lulu I hope u enjoyed ur walk and lovey cooked breakfast :) sounds delicious!

Aww bless him Bears!! Glad he did one tho! He should be feeling so much better

Well my DS has been so good! (Surprisingly!) I made lunch for 1pm and he came back and ate so much! He ate mashed potato, green beans and sweet corn!! :O and a tiny bit of Yorkshire
Pudding :) then some angel delight. Only a few spoonfuls tho. He's just had tea about half hour ago and ate the whole lot!!! So so happy! He should sleep well tonight :) it's now bath then milk and CBeebies bedtime story. :) I've got work tomorrow so hoping for a good sleep.

Hope everyone's had a good day!

We finally had a poosplosion! DS is looking very pleased with himself

Bears, 8 days without a poo? He must be feelng uncomfortable now, can you give him anything? That seems like a long time. Does BF babies go longer without poos?

Tori- you must be knackered with that constant feeding. You deserve a day of complete rest. And Cupcake and Lilla.

DS has been up since half 7. DH and I were awake for an hour before him and had a cuddle, a cup of tea and a chat in peace and quiet which was nice. Then the terror woke up and it has all been about him since! He is full of beans. He is just about crawling- can sort of propel himself round doing something that is half caterpillar, half drag, roll and crawl. And he chatters constantly and laughs. It's cute but tiring and you can't take your eyes off him for a second.

DH loved his pressies and card. We are just about to go for a walk along the sea front and have breakfast at a place on the beach that does eggs benedict with crispy bacon- DH's favourite- and hot chocolate.

At the minute it is sunny with a bit of a breeze but rain is forcast so we are off now. See you later. Have a lovely day and get some rest if you can. Hope a poo arrives Bears.