The Angry Pubes of Bumsnet

I mean that as a star, not as the word you substitute it for! You are not that at all!

Lol Sparkly. You are amazing to be so caring & enthusiastic even though you are going through so much yourself right now. You are a

Nomio with a BFP stick , an actual stick.. Not a sticky BFP.. Although I suppose I do technically mean both!

Spinning that's great you are focusing on the exercise! The first part of the cycle is a bore eh! We shall be cycle buddies again now more or less! Yeh I guess there is no real answer is there! I think because January was so different- I had strong positive and then fainter lines over the space of about three days it happened quick. Where as now it's gone the other way, fainter first then stronger. Which is actually much harder to deal with!!! Grr! Didn't look at all last night at consultants, maybe I'll try do that today

Nomio, carpets are overrated! I think you're totally doing the right thing going to see the private consultant. Sending a hug, sounds like you need one.

Sammy, good luck with your scan tomorrow.

Nomio I think you are absolutely right to get help now and everything else! It totally does take over your life. You have been at this a long time time, now is the time to get your baby! And you will! I can't wait to see you with your BFP stick!!!

Sparkly, please stop apologising! I think it can take a week or more to turn negative but equally some are negative very soon. That's absolutely no help is it, as with everything in ttc it's very frustrating. And I'm good, thanks for asking, cd3 so very dull but I like this bit because I can exercise harder and not worry

Purdita if you get any time -read this, you will like it.. Especially the Cath K part

theunmumsymum.blogspot.co.uk/2015/02/lesson-44-parenting-resolutions-we-cant.html?m=1

Sparkly, I tested 2 weks after my CP & still got a faint positive. I a not sure if that is normal or not.

Purdie, we don't really have the money, it is coming out of our house fund. We will have to live without carpets for a while!

I just don't care. I am at the point where not being able to get pregnant is affecting everything. I have lost all my confidence and enthusiasm for life. All I can think about is why my body won't work properly.

Sorry, very me, me, me.

Sammy no full bladder is good! I hated that uncomfortable -I'm about to pee my pants- feeling! Ha. Tomorrow has come round quick, I remember us talking about it before and it seemed ages away!!

Thank you Sparkley, that's all this is. I'm trying to come up with reasons why my bfp isn't happening.
I just called the hospital and tomorrow is just an internal so no full bladder required!

Nomio oh sorry for AF arrival!! Poor you. BUT! This is fantastic news on the private app. Great great news and steps forward! Your BFP is on the way lovely. So happy to hear you are going to get demand help! Thanks for your kind wishes also

Does anyone know if you have mc how long it will be until the test turns negative? yes I'm already losing the plot.sorry! i promise to stop even commenting on this doom and gloom soon and be back to CM and OPKs!

*crap

*craps not craps. I'm not Chinese.

*done. Duck off autodetect.

nomio! I love your no-nonsense approach to this shitness. Well dome you. Of course it helps to have money but even so you are not taking any craps. Brilliant. Please don't let anyone tell you that a 9 day lp is ok.

Melon when did you have the US? Fertility will do an SA as a matter of course; I just thought you could get it done quicker by asking gp. This current cycle is so strange and I feel dead sorry for you. What's your hunch, that the mc has skewed your hormonal equilibrium?

OMG, ChopsVic!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so incredibly pleased for you! That is quite a birthday present.

Sparkly, I still have my fingers crossed you will get good news on Thursday. It is such a shame you have to deal with Trunchbull and can't go anywhere else.

Spinning, I love your ham/letter story! I am always doing that kind of thing.

Melon, I really hope AF shows up for you soon. It must be so frustrating.

Sounds like you are timing the AI well, Purds.

I have already posted on FB, but for those not on there, AF arrived yesterday. I am increasingly convinced that I have low progesterone, which is causing my short LP. After having a breakdown to DH, he has made us an appointment with the private consultant I previously got my Clomid from. We are going on Thursday and I am going to ask for more of that, plus some Progesterone tablets.

Purds bounce and rhyme sounds delightful how much bouncing did you do? Sorry Thursday- scatterbrain!!

Sparkly th'interview is Thursday, you daft poppet. I'm sorry you are in this limbo xx

Just back from Bounce and Rhyme at the library. Thought about you and your braless jugs, Glittery (but not too much cos that would make me a rug-muncher innit.)

PS. Have already had TV ultrasound of womb and ovaries

Thanks purds. does DH need checking do you think? I'm sure its me thats broken as i got pregnant last year.
here's what I've written down to show GP

January 2014 came off pill, no period til April
April 2014 28 days
May 2014 28 days
June 2014 28 days
July 2014 28 days
Pregnancy, miscarriage at 8 weeks in August 2014
August - November 2014 no period
December 2014 31 days
January 2015 18 days
February 2015 27 days
March 2015 currently at 39 days

Victoria happy birthday and congratulations, what a fabulous birthday present x

*post-mc. Dame ewe automatic washing machine

Melon, ask for a referral to a fertility consultant but first demand the gp does baseline tests and sends dh for an SA. Then ask for a scan of your womb and ovaries (HSG) saying you are worried about post-mg damage or scarring. Do not let the cons deny you this.