2 week wait. anyone else impatient?

What a relief! Sounds like I have found some like minded people then!!
I hope you have good news from your pee in a cup seldom!

Hi g0ldie,
Most of us have poas issues here. We are pretty much poas anonymous. I peed in a cup earlier, to save until I get a chance to buy a test. It's sitting on the side in the kitchen.
But then I had a brownish bloody smudge when I wiped, so now I'm just waiting for AF.
What are the chances I forget about the pee-in-a-cup and it's still sat there when my sister comes round this afternoon?

Hello temper I also tested 8dpo and again at 10dpo I was going to wait until 12dpo this month but didn't manage!

Hello mycrazylife we do have the same symptoms! Hopefully good news!! The tearfulness is normal pmt but the grumpiness this early on is taking me a little by surprise! But that could just be pmt again! I think I have the same emotional fate to look forward too! Very impressed you are waiting until Thursday! I poas the month before we started ttc I think I have a poas problem....

Hi g0ldie, and good morning to all you crazies. I tested again today, BFN but only 8dpo so what did I expect? Felt faintly nauseous last night, and like I had rocks in my bra. Af due on Sunday, maybe?

Haha just realised we have the same symptoms! Yes to the increased cm, although I always have this

Hi g0ldie :)

I think I'm due Wednesday - last two cycles have been 29 days and that will be 29 days. But I'm not testing until at least Thursday I don't normally have this much self control, honestly!

My "symptoms" = irritable, I cried yesterday, various cramps... But I'm disregarding all of these because they're pretty standard PMT symptoms. Actually today and tomorrow I should be an emotional, needy wreck so I've got that to look forward to :)

Hello! Can I join? This is my second cycle af/ btp due Thursday but have already poas twice obviously both bnf. Wish ttc didn't turn me into such a nutter!! Symptoms cramps, increased cm and emotional - tearful and grumpy which is not normal like me! Anyone else due Thursday?

Oh god no, vaginal discharge was so last week. According to google it should be "white and tacky" right now, which it is. So AF is obviously round the corner, yes. I've googled everything else though! Even baby names...

Good luck Jen xx

Oh, Jen. I don't know what to say, but I'm so sorry for you. Stay strong. You will get through it.

Still going to see the gynae tomorrow and praying that there will be something which can glue back the pieces of my broken heart.

Jen I am so sorry that life it so hard for you at the moment. It must be so hard to go through a failed IVF cycle even without being treated so badly by the closest people in your life.

Thanks, My, for keeping me company in my lunacy. You haven't been googling "vaginal discharge" by any chance? Of course I haven't in the last 5 minutes.
Wine sounds good. A G&T for me. Cheers!

I am the same, Seldom. Must remember to delete ipad history... It's just embarrassing! Currently having a glass of wine to reverse psychology my body into being pregnant...

God almighty! I'm driving myself round the bend: pacing up and down and googling symptoms every few minutes like a total pillock.
I hope it's pregnancy hormones to blame, otherwise I really need to be put away - or down. I am not going to poas again until Tuesday. Really! I'm not. Honestly.

Hi Jen, I honestly have no idea but it sounds extremely unlikely to me that an embryo could survive in those circumstances. I'm sure that's not what you want to hear. Sorry.

Do you think there is anyway that bleeding could possibly signify something good? Is there anyway your body can shed a single embryo through bleeding while the other remains. Have an appointment with my gynae on Tuesday, however, not sure whether to be excited or worried. All of this is now becoming too much!

Hi Jen. I hope things are feeling better this morning. Sorry you're having a hard time at the moment: a BFN when you want a BFP is miserable without any additional crap. It occurs to me that your DH may be finding the stress of ttc harder than he lets on, and that may be why he seems unsupportive - not an excuse, but possibly an explanation.

My phantom period pains have stopped, as have the shits. Poas at 7am - BFN. I thought I saw something for a second but, despite squinting and looking at it from every angle, there's definitely nothing there. But AF may not be due for another 3 days. Or longer.. Who knows?

I'm so sorry Jen, it sounds crap that you are going through this all at the same time. I wouldn't stand for DH siding with MIL over you, but what can you do? IVF sounds so cruel because it must batter you physically and emotionally, not to mention the financial implications. Tomorrow is another day, for you.

Well where to begin! Had my first IVF cycle this month, unfortunately it was an epic fail. Had the beta yesterday which was negative and then started bleeding today. What can I say, I feel so alone and hurt. On top of this there have been issues with the mother in law. We had a full blown argument on Thursday because I wanted my own space in my own home. Needless to say, my husband has decided to side with her. I have been called every name under the sun and publically humiliated by her in the past few days. On top of this, I must now deal with the disappointment of a BFN which I am finding hard alone. I try to talk to my husband, however, he seems to have no idea how this disappointment feels. I feel empty inside. I didn't have the easiest of IVF cycles, the drugs made me feel decidedly ill. Need some motivation to pick up the pieces and try again.

Mine have too! Thank fuck.

Oohh keep us posted Seldom :)

Haha! My shits seem to have subsided for now - thank god!
I was planning on testing again in the morning, even though it's probably pointless. My Sainsbury's tests say they can show a result 4 days before P-Day and tomorrow is 4 days before AF is most likely due. But it could be due any time in the next few days, based on the last few months' weirdness. I'm committed to keep on testing until I get a line or AF.

Honestly, I've never crapped so much in my life! prays she doesn't know Seldom in real life

Haha, haven't had a takeaway all week, one is on the way now though :)

When are you next testing? Be strong!

Blimey, My! You've either been frequenting the same dodgy takeaways as me, or it does look suspiciously like we might both be upduffed. Fingers crossed!

Fuck, Seldom! Aren't we due AF around the same time? I also have the same symptoms!! lots of poo and period pains

Fingers crossed for us x