ttc after mc- the best shit place to be! #2

Thanks envious. Yes, I recognise a few names on this thread, it's so sad and I'm so sorry to read everyone else's heart breaking experiences.

Gosh mummy how confusing. I would assume it is a new pregnancy of you definitely had a negative before as I can't imagine that hormone levels would just pop up on their own. Give the epu a call and try and get some bloods one maybe. I wasn't too say congratulations but I'll save it for when you feel a bit more certain.

I'm feeling really sad today. Family situation is taking its toll. Dad has cancer and had to have his whole voice box removed last week. I'm really struggling to come to terms with what has happened to him and the fact that it is permanent. I love him and I'm angry with him and I'm terrified for him and I feel guilty that I had a fucking miscarriage a month ago when the thing my mum needs right now is happy news.
I should be 16 weeks pregnant. Most of the time I feel ok about the mc but today I just feel a bit sad. Our plan is to ttc after first post-mc period which should be this well. But I just don't know. Am I ready? Maybe it was a mistake to get pregnant in the first place. It was planned but it was the first month of trying and my reaction was mostly 'oh fuck'. Now I oscillate between desperate to make things right by getting pregnant NOW and maybe never doing it again. Although I know, I KNOW I want another baby so I don't know what I'm afraid of.
Sorry and welcome to the new people in the group.. Sorry for this mostly incoherent message.

Hi everyone... My first post here, but have heard from the mc threads how lovely you all are so wanted to pop past read back a bit and say hello. On Sunday 14th, I was 11+5. In the afternoon I found brown blood in my underwear which turned red by evening. I went to a&e and waited 5 hours to be seen by a doctor who examined me and said my cervix was stilltightly closed. I was sent home with instruction to go for an early scan on Monday 15th. The scan showed a 12 week sized sac which had already started to collapse and a teeny tiny embryo in the corner. An MMC. Heartbroken and numb, myself and my OH returned home and I started to bleed quite heavily that evening. I finally miscarried naturally on Friday 19th and have to take another pregnancy test on Monday to ensure my hormone levels have dropped. Christmas has been especially difficult as we know three couples that all announced their pregnancies on Christmas Day which had been our plan. I've read AF should return within 4-6 weeks from day of mc so am now just trying to get on with Christmas and New Year then once am settled back to work AF should be due. Once that is finished, we plan to start trying again. We made the decision in June that we wanted a family and therefore can't see any reason to wait longer. Like most, I was advised to wait and have at least 1 period before ttc. x

Envious I miscarried the 1st and bled till the 8th December so am very surprised at positive. Very confusing. I have been drinking and eating pate and cheese so worried now. Could it be positive from.miscarriage? Surely it can't be if bloods were 4 and urine test.showed negative at the hospital!! Will ring epac on Monday if they are back open

Can you ladies help x I posted on here about 4 weeks ago as I miscarried. I bled for 7 days after miscarriage. A pregnancy test at the hospital showed negative as soon as I started miscarrying and by bloods were only at 19, 48 hours later my bloods went to 4. I thought I should have had a period by now so did s clear blue test which has come back a strong positive. Could I be pregnant again ???? I am confused

guybrush WTF cycle here too. Definitely ovulated 13/14/15th as I did an OPK on 15th that was so dark, posted it here, but not sure whether I'd already ovulated or was due to. AF due on 31st according to FF. Boobs hurt. I feel nauseous. Heartburn even though I'm barely eating. Putting it all down to antibiotics I'm taking. Did a One Step test this morning at roughly 11DPO which was BFN.

DH has just got back from the chippy so I'm off to try and stuff my face cos I am actually wasting away.

Will be back shortly!

Hi all. Sad to welcome you melon sorry its taking a while for things to regulate for you.

guy my wtf cycle has been and gone. Feel like I'm in another though :-(

haribo glad you've tried to have a positive Christmas. Fx for tomorrow.

Fingers crossed haribo :)

Congratulations envious, I wish you an uneventful 8 months :)

I'm 9dpo and just bought a test from Sainsbury's. I'll test tomorrow morning although I know I'll be gutted if it's BFN. Wish me luck! Hope everyone's had a nice Christmas.

Anyone else still in wtf cycle? I think I ovulated last week (we're not ttc this cycle) so expecting period around 2nd Jan- ish.
How's everyone doing?

Hi everyone. I'm melon age 27 ttc number 1. Miscarriage in August at 8 weeks, period only came back in November so were starting trying this cycle, CD7 at the moment eagerly awaiting the departure of AF so we can get cracking!

Congrats envious. I too wish you a very uneventful pregnancy.

Christmas has been strange for many reasons. You have all been in my thoughts. I am quite glad I decided not to start trying in this cycle as I have been able to have a few drinks and let go a bit. I am determined to start a proper health kick in the new year and hopefully I will have a healthy baby to look forward to at some point.

Congrats enviousllama I really hope everything goes boringly well for the next 8 months!
I am currently feeling amazing because its snowing - spent an hour in it building a snowman and snowballing with my 5 year old. I love the snow

Congratulations envious super news.

Ttc also been very adhoc this month with Xmas going on. Dh out doing cows just now so I just did an ovulation test which was a bad idea. Ovulating and need to be at my mums for lunch and then straight to pil for afternoon and evening. Gah. Not much hope this month at all.

Hope everyone's having a good day.

Not too bad thank you purple, it's been difficult but I'm trying to focus on Christmas :)
I'll be amazed if we get a bfp though as ttc has been furthest from our minds with all the Christmas things happening.

Oh llama that must just have been the best Christmas present ever.

Also how was Christmas in the pub Haribo? Hope it wasn't too difficult with the barmaid situation.

Congratulations Envious that is lovely news for Christmas.

How are you doing Treacle?

Congrats envious! How lovely for Christmas :) x