April TTC girls onwards to July! BFP's galore!

Tori, sorry your dh is being so insensitive. I really hope it turns out to be nothing, it's probably quite common but it must be so worrying. Keep is updated!

Well AF is officially a week late now. Had some cramp if earlier but just got a bit of creamy cm.
Got some friends coming to stay because there's a Caribbean carnival tomorrow. Really want to know whether I'm pg or not so I can know if it's ok to have a day of rum and ginger beer!

tori even worse your stuck !! Fx it goes away I had that which prompted me to go to the scan . Its either old blood or where everything is stretching . I hope you manage to enjoy some of the weekend and that it goes away

Sorry tori he sounds like hes being a prat . Agree with kitkat if you dont feel like going maybe stay at home get someone round maybe get a take away or something ?How was the dr I am sure it will be ok xx

Oh I'm sorry tori. How did you get on at the doctors?Try not to worry. Stay home if you aren't up to it but get some company over so you aren't on your own too.x

Kitkat sorry you've been feeling so rubbish
Ducky I really hope all goes well at work . Only a few more months left!
Lulu mood swings are totally normal I think an it sounds like your dh is understanding.

Still got cramps but could be bowels? got another bfn on ic this morning but AF 6 days late now. Should I get another fr?? Stupid confusing body! Wish it would make up its mind!

Woken up feeling really drained and with a headache - called in sick for the second day in a row and now I'm scared that they'll sack me for being absent too much!
Feels like AF is finally on her way too

DH was funny earlier on tonight, now nothing about him is funny. I am sitting on garden bench in my pjs with a cold drink, watching the bats and trying to 'chillax' as our dear Prime Minister would say lying right wing bastard

I'm still waiting to cupcake think I'm 4 dpo so this is looking like a 35 day cycle longest yet!!

af finished last night so back on the wagon so to speak. cycle 8.

fx for some bfps this month for us still waiting! X

awaiting a call from clearblue people too

I'm still waiting for bfp cupcake - sure it will happen soon for us although it's not easy waiting! It's our anniversary this weekend so we are planning to go away (still not booked anything!) so we shall see where we end up!! :)

I should feel ashamed really but I don't I have no redeeming features

Lilla I am finding pregnancy makes me very irritable and moody on occasion and there is nothing rational about it. I had a terrible few days with DH a few weeks ago when I was just horrible and every single thing he did- even nice things- drove me mad. I hated him for a couple of days- did not want him in the house really.

Then I was back to just loving him, fancying him like mad and thinking he is the bees knees.

For some reason in the last hour he has been the most irritating person in the world to me. Last night we were all romantic and had a lovely time in bed. Now I can't stand him. He keeps trying to chat to me and I can't bear it. I have told him to go away and leave me to myself because I am horrible.

Poor DH, he has done nothing wrong but he is just annoying me because I am irrational. I have no explanation.
eg
DH - D'you want me to get you a Magnum Lu?
Me (snaps answer) - No! If I wanted a Magnum I would go and get myself one out of the freezer. I am not incapable DH.

WTF

You will have to be patient Cupcake and try not to torment yourself. When can you test?

It WILL happen, try not to think about it and enjoy your little boy now and before you know it you'll have a BFP!

Another bad day for me. So anxious about all the house stuff that is going wrong at the moment. I have cried 3 times today over the stress. Is it normal to feel this emotional? I'm getting worried that it's because I'm not on my tablets anymore and now something stressful has happened again I can't deal with it.
I'm terrified it's my depression coming back :(

I told the Headteacher at work today. Planning to start maternity leave mid November and go back for a day in July at end of term which will mean I get full pay for summer holidays next year and will have had approx 10 months off in total. They were great about it.

Am going to try to keep it secret from staff until we go back this Sept. Am wearing loose summer dresses and silky long cardis and a control underslip. So far so good.

Something good always eventually comes out of something bad !!

Well I have heard from a friend that an office that is 2 mins away from me, and it's lovely, and pays more, are always looking for caseworkers so I am hoping to get in there

Yay !! I am hoping to use it to maybe retrain or do something completely different !!