hiya all
Oh coggy i really have a positive feeling about you this month, am keeping everything crossed for you, just make sure you test before thursday morning though? as I'm on holiday then so will have to wait for two weeks otherwise to find out. otherwise I'll have to ~CAT you my mobile number so you can txt me and let me know, lol.
Trace sorry to hear your temp has gone down, although at least that means you won't be on too long on holiday. Maybe you can conceive on holiday then .
Am cd23 today, although not really counting, just waiting for af to arrive really, and kinda hoping it does before i go on holiday as well. Although this is my last month of counting. Me and dh had a long chat last night, and I've decided that when my af arrives I'm going to go back on the pill. When af arrives I will have been trying for 17 months, and given dh's results I know that there's little chance I will actually conceive, so it's time I was realistic, and although it would be great to just not bother with contraception and hope it happened, I know that I will still wonder every month, will still simptom spot, and will still be disappointed when af arrives. By going on the pill it's like drawing a line under it for me, saying that I know we can't get pg, and being on the pill will at least give me a regular cycle and I won't be left wondering whether I am or not. DH feels guilty and that's something else I feel bad about. If I take it all out of his hands, then he doesn't feel as if he's failed me, he feels he's failed and feels he couldn't even take the pills that might have made the difference, whereas I just feel that in my quest for another baby I have compromised my dh's health, and I never ever wanted to do that. As we would never go for assisted conception, i.e. IUI or IVF, I feel that there has to come a time when it's time to let go and face the fact that my ds is meant to be an only child. It's hard but I can't keep hoping any more because in my case, hope is futile.
I don't intend to leave this thread though, because I want to watch you all get your bfp's. and of course I am still hoping deep down that my af won't arrive this month and I won't have to follow through on my intentions.