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Any of my dragons there? Can't stop crying

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Allthequeenshorses · 21/03/2014 21:40

Hello lovely ladies. I know, I know, this is in the wrong place, so move me. But the dragon ladies were all there for me and I don't really know where else to go. Farmers wife, solicitor by day, lonely tonight. Lost bean after ten months ttc two weeks ago today. Have kept going, went straight from hospital to course up North, stayed there two nights, back to hospital and have worked ever since. Tonight I am sad and I just cannot stop crying. Sorry for typos, can barely see the screen. Just wanted to speak to someone. Hope you are all ok. X

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MrsExtraOrdinary · 21/03/2014 22:34

Allthequeens, you poor love! Thanks Blimey it's about time you were in floods of tears. It had to come out some time and sounds like tonight's the night. I'm so very sorry. I wish you weren't on your own in rl but we are all here.

A lot of us have been in your shoes so don't feel all hope is lost. Allow yourself time. Have a hug xx

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Allthequeenshorses · 21/03/2014 22:34

God. Mother of four boys......sorry.

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Allthequeenshorses · 21/03/2014 22:32

Ach, thank you all so much, I am sorry for cross posting. Feel very weakened tonight from comments from mother in law, usually, lovely. Just eight babies born from friends or acquaintances of ours since it happened. She said, well,,you should get you priorities right. Like I did it on purpose. She doesn't met harm but for some reason she pushed me over the edge. She's mother off our boys and only the eldest sons wife has kids, yet is also on the farm. Other two still at school and no room for me. Just feeling so low tonight. Thank you all. X

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toots123 · 21/03/2014 22:27

Sending you big hugs. Nothing I will say will take away the pain but you have sone support here

have a wine and some chocolate and get the feet up

xxx
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Shlurpbop · 21/03/2014 22:26

Another non dragon here just wanting to let you know I'm thinking of you and sending another punch on the arm (is that the new un-mumsnet thing to do?!)

ThoraNomiki · 21/03/2014 22:25

I'm so sorry for your loss Sad Give yourself time to grieve and take care of yourself Thanks Thanks Thanks

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Allthequeenshorses · 21/03/2014 22:23

Thank you so much fraggle, Your name is amazing!! Reminds me of my wee brother who is off in foreign lands and I have not seen for years. Thank you for manly punch, I have been brave, honest,but tonight, just cannot do it. Dh, who is a lovely dh, has given up and gone to bed. But In fairness has been up since 4.
Thank u and sorry for bothering you and others. X

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OhGood · 21/03/2014 22:22

Right and fine to wobble. I am so sorry.

This prob will not make you feel better - sorry - but I and a couple of friends IRL have also been there, and I like very much to think of our little lost ones all together somewhere safe and happy.

Sorry, and good luck. xxx

broodysnoopstie · 21/03/2014 22:21

sending a big un mn hug. It will get easier xxThanks

BumWad · 21/03/2014 22:18

And hugs for you too from me.

Not a dragon either but I have been in your position things will get better, give yourself time to grieve xxx

FragglerockAmpersand · 21/03/2014 22:11

Hello. I'm not a dragon (!) but I've been there and you sound so sad, and I couldn't see your post and carry on with my Netflix binge without giving you a manly punch on the arm and a Brew. Hope like mad things get better for you soon.

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Allthequeenshorses · 21/03/2014 22:08

Sorry, had a total wobble there, take care all, xx

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