January 2014 bus. New year, new bfps!!!

hi ladies, has anyone come off the implant and now ttc. in march it will be nearly a year ttc and im going crazy there is something definitely not right here my af is due tomorrow and i cant bare to see another single line, anyone going through the same thing?

Cd37..still no af or any symptoms last few days but plenty of bfns. Hmmph.

Oh English hope you're doing ok, I know its hard when others announce their pregnancies, especially close friends, and especially when they fall pg straight away. I'm sure your friend knows that you're happy for her, its just tough when its what you want more than anything.

Sazzle, think I'm in sync with you this month, think i'm probably 5 dpo today too. Naturally have been symptom spotting. Got sore boobs, but I'm taking b6 after ov and it did that to me last time I took it. Also had a few stomach twitches too, although nothing significantly more than normal I dont think. Hmm.

I'm joining you on the crampy symptom spotting! Only on 4dpo but I occasionally feel a tiny bit twingy in my stomach and back which feels just like af..! Ffs, I know I wouldn't be able to spot anything on 4dpo but I can't help it!!

Thanks missmrs, you're right!
I will definitely be doing the koala plan if not pg this month.

Sazzle I came on wanting to post exactly the same I've had really strong pulling sensations today so much so it made me stop still when teaching (not that my little 4/5 year olds noticed) but I think it may be OV as on CD14 not had pain like that though before!

English that must be horrible I feel for you! My SIL just announced she was pg and my OH said he could see in my face I was a bit upset when she told me ... Hope she didn't notice

Pffff - thanks for asking Sazzle, I did an internet cheapie this morning & no line - I don't know what to think as I've been feeling pretty nauseous the last couple of days ( probably my mind playing tricks ) - I've got a clearblue digital, but going to wait until the weekend - haven't a clue now if I'm into my next cycle or not - just confused

Haha yes I'll definitely be trying the koala plan!!

Oh spinning fx she doesn't really. I know you don't feel confident but it does only take one little swimmer
But yes if not I hope for you and your dp a more successful cycle and a laugh putting KOALA into action!

Sazzle it's hard not to symptom spot isn't it when the 2 week window drags so much!!

Af due tomorrow, hope she arrives on time and then I can put this cycle behind us and hope for more success next time with dtd

You're not on your own I camp crazy ladies! I actually think I've gone that crazy it has manifested itself in my swollen belly, I honestly look 6mnth pregnant! If there's no BFP for me this month, as soon as AF arrives I'm hitting the treadmill!

Missmrs I'm due bfp/AF on the 24th too! Yay poas buddies!

Ha fluke I look forward to the poas result later or tomorrow.
Mattsmama - join me in the crazy cramping camp of symptom spotting when you know you shouldn't!

All the faint line people from the other day? Jessica and moffit etc did I miss you testing again?!!!

mattsmama when is your bfp due? Mine's 24th x

Fx for you Fluke!

missmrs I am weak, so I'll probably test in the morning tonight when I get home at 9pm

Yay found you all! And thank God cos here goes another 2ww - aargh! Just like to say big congrats to the BFPs - fabulous

I am not overly optimistic this month as we only managed a paltry once of BD as hubby was away with unavoidable work at the most fertile time - typical! However he was home on second day of two most fertile according to clear blue digital so we shall see! Can feel the symptom spotting and obsessing feelings starting to creep in already. Had convinced myself was preggo last time as I had all sorts of symptoms going on - swore I wouldn't put myself through it again - but already obsessing about the crampy tummy I have - give me strength !!!!

Hang in there everyone xxx

Sorry I meant Fluke in my last message instead of sazzle

Treacle You're right to prioritise family over work. That woman will simply have to get on with things without you if you get pg!

sazzle when will you poas again?

This cycle is so different from the last - last time we were talking babies the whole time - choosing names and deciding when we'd tell our parents etc. This time we have barely spoken about it! Think we don't want to tempt fate after being so naive disappointed last month!

Am I in the 2ww now? Got smiley on opk Sat morn and DTD Sat, Sun and Mon.

Bah! Underlined again instead of strike through!

Treacle You're right to prioritise family over work. That woman will simply have to get on with things without you if you get pg!

sazzle when will you poas again?

This cycle is so different from the last - last time we were talking babies the whole time - choosing names and deciding when we'd tell our parents etc. This time we have barely spoken about it! Think we don't want to tempt fate after being so naive disappointed last month!

Am I in the 2ww now? Got smiley on opk Sat morn and DTD Sat, Sun and Mon.

Oh. My. God. I'm totally exhausted! I came home in my frees yesterday and have a two hour nap and I feel like a zombie now after going to bed at 9 yesterday!

sazzle I know the crazy mad feeling, I remember it from last time, and it's amazing what 'symptoms' are a normal part of a cycle which we never notice when not TTC. Last Friday I was curled up at home with really weird sensations - like tension and tugging in my abdomen - and I remember thinking, well, if I'm not pg then there is something REALLY WEIRD going on. I'm CD 22 now and AF is due any time now for the next week or so. What we thought was a fairly safe day to skip using protection turns out to have been one of my fertile days now that my cycle can be short. I actually had a second line on an IC this morning but having asked on here and googled I'm almost completely certain that it was a weird evap line as it was so far away from the control line. Madness.

Thanks sazzle :) You're right. It just gets difficult being in that environment. I need to step back and think about me. It doesn't help that I've been the youngest there until this year and I think nobody expects me to be TTC for another 7/8 years.
A family is the most important thing to me though. Also having our parents around would be lovely. MIL is terminally ill so we don't know how long we have with her.
Anyway! Fingers crossed the BFP's carry on :)

fluke - such an odd feeling but trying SO hard not to think too much about it. It's funny i always start the 2ww so well and sane and then it gets about halfway and suddenly i become a loon about every flipping niggle although i swear i won't! HA! oh well...whereabouts are you now in your cycle?

Treacle, if you can't moan here where can you hey? don't worry about work people, they often say things without thinking it through or knowing what you are going through, especially if work is mega important to them and they are not in that zone of wanting a family. tough if it is not 'convenient' for her when it happens, it's your life and you need to be happy!