Teetering on the edge of the 2ww September bus PART 5

Wispa, is that why you've got xmas in your name? I hope you're right, don't like the thought of starting the new year without a bambino on board

Can you imagine how huge you'd be with triplets?! Well they do say women having multiple pregnancies are often more sick so if that dicky tum of yours turns out to be a bfp (please let it!) watch out mama!!

How many bfp's did the August bus clock up??

Onelife!!!!! Please....no!!!! Triplets!! You and notta def know how to scare the $h*t out of me!!!!! Please just the one....I will be very very happy with that!!! Lol

post before last supposed to say amount not among, sausage fingers!

Notta!!!! Lol whilst my effort this cycle can not be doubted!! Twins would give me an almighty shock....would be happy with just the one thanks!!! Lol couldn't afford the double childcare bill for a start!!!

But I agree that M33R fully deserves it and I hope statistics prove themselves to be right with her bfp!!!!

Thanks for anti af wishes mama&cheesy, i'm doing my best to give off unwelcome here vibes to her but not sure she's going to take the hint. If she hasn't out in an appearance by tmrw i'm poas for sure

More like triplets notta with the among of effort she put in

Thanks cheesy :)

M33R I guess its all out of our hands we can just try our best and hope it happens as soon as possible!!! But I do hope your wait is over :)

Someone - i forget who - pointed out that spastically statistically i will be preggers by xmas. That makes me feel better.

Ah bless you m33r!! It should be you this time! Sending upduff vibes to you!!

I'm amazed by how time flies when your ttc, C 4 now for me.

Mama if bfp were awarded by effort then i didn't really earn one anyway this time,.you however....well you should get twins!!

Great attitude M33R! I'm super impressed by your positivity, I believe that has a lot to do with outcomes in relation to health and other things!!!

My prob is I get too positive (ie optimistic) so much so that I believe this is it....then the disapointment is quite huge! But I know I may have many cycles ahead of me so will just have to pick myself up again and keep trying....DH is having a great time anyway!!! Lol but I know this cycle he's expecting a BFP :/

Sorry last paragraph had lots of double negatives; I meant, I'm sure I'm pregnant and the only thing that calls it into doubt in my own mind is getting a bfn 10x before

I don't 'feel' pg necessarily but the cm got me wondering and the back pain which even though I say I've started exercise I don't think it's muscular pain so that's getting my hopes up.

I'm patient mostly but last month (my 30th) I took my BFN REALLY badly. Was inconsolable - crying on trains; sobbing uncontrollably while preparing lasagne. I suppose you get used to it but 2nd week of 2ww gets harder.

I guess the only thing that makes me think I'm NOT pg is that it's been neg 10 times before but there's no reason i shouldn't be. I also think that I'm the odds-on favourite this month being that I've had 10 runs and most of us will get pg !!

Positive mental attitude!!!

Will check in the morning to see ur result mama ... Lots of luck. I think a jippy tummy, bloated etc is def a symptom, thats what im telling myself anyway!

Hope AF doesn't get you onelife or any of us clinging on to the bus!

Onelife hope its not af cramps for you!! I've had cramps for days now if it is af on the way its gona be a painful one :/

M33R thanks...I know I'm always checking in to see who's the next bfp!! Really hope you get your bfp, you have waited long enough for it and totally deserve it!! And you seem so patient as well, compared to me going nuts on cycle 3! Lol would love to see your bfp!!!

Are you feeling a lot different this cycle?? I feel a lot different to last cycle and the one before that I was just all over the place after coming off the pill so can't really compare it. But I had no cramps at all last cycle prior to af....my stomach is not good this time...I'm hoping its due to my bfp on the way and not a real nasty af that is causing cramps way before its arrival :/

Evening all

Sorry af got you notta&mrsb, enjoy your consolatory wine, throw in some chocs, ice cream and warm bubble baths to boot - all thoroughly deserved and required, then loads of luck and baby dust for next month!

I may be doing the above myself v soon, have had af cramps on and off all day, the witch is due today and think she's about to come knockin, have spent my entire day going to the loo to check, my toilet roll consumption has rocketed, another unexpected cost to this ttc business!

Mama. I felt it was for me this month but I'm starting to doubt myself! I hope we both are as when you think you are / might be, a BFN is a harder hit! FX. I look in first thing in morn for your result even if I don't post - rushing around in the morning!

Was saying...maybe its the onset of a tummy bug....feels similar :/

Awh notta.....I will so be buying 2 (or 3) bottles of wine if I get a bfn by Friday!! You enjoy every drop of it and you are perfectly entitled to feel grumpy until af leaves.....then you pick yourself up and get on with round 4! Ding ding!!! Oh and I hope you do lurk til the bitter end....we all love hearing from you! Enjoy the wine!! And hopefully you won't need those period pants next month ;)

Cheesy yes I'm testing again tomorrow....no point lying...I just have to test every day now!! I need to know ASAP!!!! The worst thing is I've convinced myself tonight that this is it for me....I don't even know why....all I have is lots of wind (tmi) and a very full feeling in my tummy (that'll be the wind). Not had anymore nausea today but I do feel rough in a hard to explain way....my belly is a bit achey....would remind me of the feeling you eat something that doesn'tma maagreewith you...but its not that!! m

Enjoy the wine Notta and sorry AF arrived!