November 2012 BFP bus, part 2

I even feel sad that I'm not up for wigglin!! Now that's bad

Oh god I think I'm actually mental.
After crying for ages last night at nothing, absolutely nothing..... I just cried again for ages about, nothing, well, apart from having no chicken and having to use turkey for the tea.
DP thinks I'm crazy and altho v supportive, I bet he's fed up of mopping my ridiculous tears!! I just feel so ready to burst with a complete emotional meltdown!! Wats bloody wrong with me!! Cake is needed.

I had started to think that this would be the month it all got too much and I cracked and turned into a crazy woman. Well I may be crazy, but at least I'm laughing!

Yes yes yes cortana. I'm in there!! High five.

Not the dancing....I do like to have a wiggle....oh you know what I mean lol x

It's all bollocks if u ask me!! With ds I smoked, granted I cut down but still... And had the of glass of wine etc and he's the smartest boy in his class and was counting and READING at 2........dd has just gone 2 and can count to ten....I stopped smoking with her but was a bitch all way thru and put on over 6 stone had occasional mouthful of wine too....hasn't done them any harm.
I am still smoking, not many tho and as soon as sickness kicks in I probably won't even be able to look at a fag lol. And come Xmas I will be having a glass of wine. It's not like I'm going out dancing and getting trolled!....as I've seen some vile creatures doing at 8-9 months!!
Xx

I reckon it's bollocks Silver, I know they'll have accounted for controllable variables, but unless they've followed the parents round since birth there will be uncontrollable variables that haven't been taken into account and probably are the cause of the 1.8 IQ point difference. I mean imagine when your child is aged 8 being asked how long your child spends doing wonderful nurturing activities rather than sitting on Minecraft eating a Twix? I reckon a few porkies from the parents will account for the results.

thats my girl !!! cortana

Ds has built a den of epic proportions in his room out of 10 large cardboard boxes and the cabin space under his bed. It has a control panel and lasers (which we can use to shoot the witch). We can all hide there. It's a bit gritty as I can't hoover and I haven't the heart to take it down.

I am going to make fun plans for when AF comes and focus on them rather than being gutted.

I will:
Shove brie and pate into my face.
Get smashed with DP
Spend a lot of time in the Den with DS eating chocolate and playing rough tickle fights
Eat a steak so rare a good vet could bring it back.

Haha. I'm chuckling away at contracting uterus's, rare steaks and hiding from witches.
Completely agree with being ok with bfns on ic's.... Am scared to use my FRER cos it will seem so final. :-/ had two for 7 at tesco.
Af due tomorrow so while you're hiding, make sure the hiding place is big enough to fit me too'!

silver oops i saw that .. lowers iQ i dont think it matters with me anyway i dont have high standards im not bothered about my child joining mensa lol

Nic I understand what yo going through. I have a bottle of Gin in the house. I tested a drop last week and it relieved the urge. Then watched the news next morning advising complete abstinence.

I'm off to tesco to get some tests. Will try not to test tonite but definitely tomorrow morning. Can't wait for AF next week .

heres hoping bloody silly pink lines been doing my head in !!! alls i want to know is can i have a vodka and coke this weekend and a rare steak !!!lol

cortana you're so funny

nicnicw Wait until tomorrow morning when the hormones will be at their strongest.... then come on here and update us all with the news of your BFP!!

let that anger outcortana lol got double pack for 12 quid so 6 pound each not babd really sale at tesco

I hate CBD. £13 to piss on a stick! I wouldn't piss on their MD if he was on fire.

I went a bit loopy the first 5 months then managed to calm down and almost not think about it. We seem to be back to full on loopy here at the moment though.

i didnt care if i got a negative off the cheap tests lol but if i get one off a cbd it seems so final lol

TO TEST OR NOT TO TEST THAT IS THE QUESTION !! yes i do think TTC sends you a bit loopy

I want to scream either come get me so I can get on with next month or stop contracting my uterus! I won't though. I think shouting at my womb might be more than the usual ttc madness.

Fx nic come and hide with me and cortana she sill not found us yet. sssshhhhh dont tell her where we are

Oooooh fx nic!!
Yeah ur allowed peanuts if baking a bun now, changed guidelines a while back x

SSSSSSHHHHHHHHHH due af today but no sign of her ! touch wood !! went out and bought a double pack of cbd on offer 12 pound at tesco ! not tried one though im a bit to frightened of jinxing it and wasting a an expensive test lol mmm trying to wait i did think test on monday if no signs im trying to at least hold out till tomorrow lol

hey tiggerish you get to enjoy yourself for next few days with food and drink .. but hey you get to have some more hory time in a couple of weeks !!! you could always treat yourself to some new sexy undies for fun or get your hair done !! all positive things to think about in my book !! if at first you dont succeed try try again !! but i think you should treat yourself and if the DH ask say nic nic said so .. pamper yourself and enjoy ! it always makes me feel good about myself onwards and upwards honey !!

Gosh I hope so, that was the only thing that stopped me from vomiting. I ate peanut butter ever day with DS but he is 8 now and the advice may have changed. He turned out fine, but perhaps best to check if you are baking a bun.