Rainbow Babies. Making it through the storm, missing our Angels, loving and hoping for Rainbows.

Little xxxx thinking of you xxx

Thank you so much for all your kind words. Still feeling a little numb, however seem to be coping okay at the moment. Not sure if it's because I've already been through this once or whether I am going to crash dramatically in the next few days (I know and am very grateful that you will all be here if I do!).

Lily looked more like my DH's side of the family except her mouth which was like mine. Daisy was more like me except her hands were like DH's. It's odd to think that even at 20 weeks they've started to look like you (or DH). Hopefully they're not causing too much havoc, wherever they are :)

Just want the next few months to fly by so we can see if there are any answers from the pm/tests and if not what the next steps are for any future pregnancies. We don't seem to have any problem conceiving so am not currently worried about that yet, but do not want to go through this again. Maybe I can't carry girls or I might have hormonal problems, who knows. I am hoping they do some investigating or extra checks if I do get pregnant again. They don't seem to think my cervix is the problem, but surely it's a bit coincidental to get infections at exactly the same point in two consecutive pregnancies???

We have lots of rl friends and family who are supporting us, although quite a few of them are due to be having babies in the next few months which will be hard. Work are really supportive too. Will take a couple of weeks off and then see how I feel. Not rushing to get back to work!

Take care everyone. I shall try and catch up with what's been happening with you all over the next few days. xxx

Just passing by to send my love and thoughts to little. X

Just sending love, Little9. xxx

Another one just popping on to say how much I'm thinking of you, little. xxxxxxxxxx

Thinking of you so much little xxx xxx

LITTLE, just to say you and your girls are in my thoughts today. I hope you are surrounded by people who love you and are looking after you. Much love from me.

little thinking of you, and Daisy and Lily.

little I don't know what to say. What utter hell you must be going through. I can't imagine it. There is no fairness is there. Once is horrendous, but to be flattened by another loss when you are just so vulnerable and fragile is so very unbearable. I love the name Lily, it was on our shortlist, so beautiful. I am so very very sorry xxxxx Please keep talking. Are you at home?

Oh Little I'm so very sorry xxx beautiful name for your perfect precious angel Lily, together with her big sister Daisy.

It is so unfair that you are in this place again, all my love and hugs and best wishes are with you and your family xxx
I will light a candle for Lily, and all our precious angels now xxx

Oh little I can only echo what everyone else has said - I am heartbroken for you. Little baby Lily you won't be forgotten. Please tell us about her if you feel able.

So much love to you and your family xxxx

little9 you are very brave to share this unbearably sad news about Lily with us. We are all reaching out across the ether to hug you, love you and share your pain. Sending you love and light. xx

Little, my heart aches for you. I am so sorry you are going though this again it's just so bloody unfair. Lily is such a beautiful name, I'm sure she will be with Daisy now. We are here for you to support you through this awful journey. I am thinking of you, your family and of course our beautiful girls, Lily and Daisy. I have a candle burning bright for your babies. Xx

little I'm so heartbroken for you, it is so unfair. Little Lily and little Daisy two perfect little flowers. Please tell us about her if you wish.

Little: Im so sorry, my heart just sank when I read your post. We are all here to listen and just be here for you. I feel so angry that this has happened to you again and just wish you had your beautiful girls with you.

Lily is being looked after by her big sister Daisy in heaven and will never be alone xx

Please, please allow your family and close friends to 'carry you' through the days ahead and all of us angel mummy's too.

Lots of love xxxxxxxxxx

Little I'm so sorry ....poor u & u re family. Thinking of you all. Pls take care all of you xxxxx so sorry xxxxx

Oh no little sitting here with tears streaming, so so sorry! What a beautiful name for your precious girl and sister for Daisy!
I echo the rest if there is anything I can do...

Oh Little. I'm so completely sorry. My heart aches for you and your family, and your daughter Lily. I can't believe this has happened to you again, it's just completely wrong.
If you want to talk or rant or scream or anything at all, we are all here for you. This is so bloody unfair.
I'm sure the others will be along soon too, I can't find anything to say that means anything, but my heart is aching for you, and I will be thinking of your angels. Lily is such a beautiful name, and so perfect with a sister called Daisy. I'm so sorry they are not with you, where they should be.
I hope you and your DH are being looked after, but if there is ANYTHING I can do or you need anything practical now or later, please pm me.

Oh little. I can't believe it. I am so sad and shocked and horrified and sorry, for you and your DH and of course for little Lily. As lemonsherbet says - I simply can't imagine what it's like, having to go through everything again.

Your two girls have such beautiful names. I am just so sorry they're not with you. It's unbearable. I am sending you so much love as you go through these dark, dark days. We will be here, if you need or want us. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Little just wanted to say how sorry I am to hear your news. Am a lurker on this and the june thread. I can not imagine how heartbreaking it must be to go through this a second time. I can not think of the words to say but wanted you to know I was thinking of you. Take care.

Hello ladies. I am sorry for my absence. Alas, I have another angel. Deja vu. My waters broke at 20 weeks again, and little Lily was born sleeping last night. Was very quick which is something, I suppose. Will be trying again in a few months time. Not sure how many times I can keep going through this, but hopefully they'll look after me a bit more next time. Have changed consultants, as was not happy with mine - he was definitely not a people person!! Am having all the usual pm/tests etc to see if they can find the cause but likely to be just an infection again. I apologise for not looking at anyone else's news, but hope you are all doing ok. Take care everyone, xxx

Ah, AF started this morning. Would explain why yesterday felt SUCH hard work and I was so short fused!!