BFP in 2012 Part 2 - step away from the COD and into this thread.

Every day, it sucks a little bit more, winkle

kitty - I'm so sorry to hear your news. Take care of yourself.

kick - you sound like me a few days back. It sucks doesn't it?

Well over a year long roller coaster that I get to "set aside" because was more than likely the diabetes.

So it's like...I just have to "suck it up" and try again. Forget how long I've been trying. Forget everything that's happened. It didn't happen because it was "probably not" a fertility issue.

Fucking excellent. Great. Makes it SO much better then,

Kitty really sorry hun. I hope your OH gives you a big hug from us all xxx

Lol - I've been taking pregnacare for over a year and never had nausea or anything changes whatsoever...

Erm actually wait - it does leave a bit of a yucky taste though

Wow as usual lots to catch up on even half a day!
kitty I'm so so sorry hun. I can totally sympathise with what u r going through. I lost my baby at 7 weeks a month ago. The pain becomes bearable but u will never forget. Try to think on the positive which is that u can get pg (I'm not sure u have kids already). So it will happen again for u I'm sure.
kick I'm sorry u feeling down today. Each day is different while ttc isn't it? Roller coaster!
nic your drama is killing me! Id like to find out almost as much as you
I continue to feel queasy. Could it be pregnacare conception?

OMG are you going to test... at WORK!!????????

Oh kitty Im just gutted for you. Go and lick your wounds for a while. We're all here for you when your ready to peek out of the COD. Life really can just be a bitch sometimes. Do you think you might go to the Drs and see if theres any problem or is it too raw and early for that yet? You take care of yourself. X

Coke would be OK...now to find time to leave my desk!!

Feeling really dehydrated, it has to said.

Nic Coke? Diet Coke? Tea should as well

I am so, so sorry kitty :-(

Take wine and chocolate into the COD with you. We will be here for you if you need us. Xx

Kick, I don't like coffee. A girl at work stirred my tea with a coffee spoon earlier. Evil.

Sorry kitty

That's really rubbish. Chocolate and wine and COD sounds good to me. It's a good day for it too. I'm really sorry :(

Oh kitty so so so sorry for you - I am welling up reading about it :(
Shit - this is just a shit shit day.

I dont know what to say - it's worse when you see 16 year olds like that. Life is so very unfair sometimes. I am so sad reading this :'(

EP = early pregnancy

Hi guys don't want to bring down the thread but just wanted to update you all as you have been with me. Scan confirmed mc, I'd like to say It didn't feel like the knife was plunged further by the girl before me about 16 who came with friend on the phone to her social worker who didn't know when her periods had been etc and her baby was fine
Feel totally wrung out now as I have been a month in limbo what with lateness then bleeding then rising levels then bleeding, plus mc in may, really when life wants you down it really makes sure you are doesn't it, anyway I still hope everything goes well with all you girls, I may just slink into the cod as I don't think I can take trying again for a while

Bloody hell nic. Keeping everything crossed for you and also that your posh tests will be waiting for you at home. Your post about the excessive CM and thinking it was AF arrival, is word for word what my pregnant friend said when she was testing and it took a week for hers to arrrive. She also started having really faint lines on the amazon cheapie sticks after about 4 or 5 days, but finally got a proper clear line and then a digi to confirm it. She was stressed to death, with it all. Can understand not wanting to poas at work.

My boobs have decided to be a bit sore today, better late than never!

Welcome goingbananas Quite an apt name for on here!!

kick when im in a downer I put favourite songs on, ones for dancing. Turn them up full blast until I cant help but get up and sing and fling myself around the room dance to them. It never fails. You do seem very hormonal this month tho, your not normally like this!

And I am living in an echo as well. Thanks red :)

What is EP? Christ I hate it, I am just sitting here sobbing feeling very fucking sorry for myself.

Sorry to be a downer.

Nic - coffee actually helps with pg tests. If you have one or two cups, it doesn't dilute the urine

Decided against buying one...I'll wait. My CB ones may be at home anyway, and I'm not keen on POAS at work!

It will be diluted and you may not get an accurate reading. But if it will help to get out of limbo land then go on and POAS nic

Kick don't shoot me but the crying may be an EP symptom? They say you tend to get emotional.

I want to give you a big hug and tell you it will be okay and your time will come!

I can't handle the wait. Please POAS soon Nicola

My boobs are an ever-changing entity. Started with tingly / buzzing, then sore nipples, now just aching / feeling heavy.

Wondering if it's worth POAS here or not. Had about a litre of water plus cup of tea at work, plus another .75 litres of fluid at home before leaving the house.

I had the most awful dream last night and just woke up absolutely sobbing so now I've just been crying all day and feeling very sorry for myself :(

Sorry

Hugs to nic and kick. We will get there one day and the best thing about here is that none of is alone between here and there!

Hello and welcome to going.

It will kick it will - I know I don't have a crystal ball but please don't lose hope. Remember your body is just recovering its balance, and who knows you might already be pregnant this month or you might even be super fertile the next month!