The BESH Fillies Are Under Starters Orders

I know exactly where you're coming from Bugs - our 2nd mc pushed us over the edge for a while (you might remember from my Dec/Jan posts). But we made it through - we just took some time apart and found a way to come back together on better emotional terms. You and GP are strong as a couple - and no matter what you face, you can get through it together. please ignore how cheesy that sounds as it's the truth

All that said, you haven't mc'd, sweets. And there is a very good chance that you won't. I know it's hard to stay positive but you haven't had any additional spotting, right? Have you called your EPU to see if they could get you in today?

I think 30 mins PHd, 15 mins MN lors.

Had appointment. Good news is he believes me :) abd thinks it is a urology problem, so no faffing between consultants. Got to have an op as a day case to have a look up me pipe work and possibly flush things out. Awaiting date but likely to be soon.

My buzzwams are less tender, BFN this morning but no sign of droid so jury still out.

at padding and ouch at groping - I asked for that...
As for PhD-ing, I reckon it is best ignored, but if it will make you stressed and miserable, you should do something about it. But I would so use the early diffage exhaustion as an excuse...

How about no PhD and all MN?

Come back laura, how does PhD interspersed with MN sound?

Does anyone want to prod my boobs? They are heavy, painful and not diffed...

bugs, darling, I really feel for you. Brown blood is not heavy red, though, which is the really worrying one. Any pain?

Hope it goes well today, Faithy and that you get some much-deserved answers.

How're you feeling today Euro?

Today I must get a load of PhD writing done that I've been putting off for several weeks. Difficult as I really just want to lay around in bed and read MN freds. Grrrrrrrr to work.

Good luck, faif. Really hope they can get some way towards answers for you!

Wish me luck I'm off to my hospital appointment!

Thinking of you bugsy, keeping stuff crossed.

Also I need to go back to work out what my cowboy horse was called. Oh I remember: re-introducing Jolly Jumper!

Cannot look on the previous page and my brain has been replaced by a siff, so will keep it at this. Feeling very MEH, so hope you lot will be here and distract me!

bugs, poor you. Thinking of you and little bean and hoping you get answers soon.

bugs I'm in the same boat as sinky but I echo her sentiments. Sounds wise to take the time off

bugs, I have to rush off to work, but just wanted to say I'm crossing every finger and toe for you. I really hope you're wrong.

I'll try and drop in later to see how youre getting on.

Kx

Oh I've been in touch with rie for those who know her she says hi! She's just in the investigations phase but she's ok.

Oh no :(

at the thought of Northey in bed gently tweaking the baps.

I swear to god I could swing from the fricking lampshade with a live grenade dangling off each tit and he wouldn't bat an eyelid right now.......

I went to bed at half time, alwynstardust... Watching football was interfering with my need to grope my buzzwams to check tenderness (minimal but discernible).

Love the idea of intravenous gin!!

I'm glad I'm not currently pregnant - the stress of this bloody football game is unreal. Oh well, here goes another 45 minutes of hell......

Ahhh ok. HY's little village is the other side of Worksop from you. It's the smallest place I've ever been to. Proper one horse town. Ba dum bum psssssshhhhhh

I'm in the shire of Lincoln humpity so it's only a quick trip down the A57 to Worksop :)

Hello lovelies

Intravenous gin anyone? (dot, LP and Bugs I'm afraid the best I can offer is intravenous Ribena with a spectacular chocolate brownie on the side).

Euro/cavey - thanks for the 'assistance' info. Like LP says I know a few people who have gone through or are going through various assisted procedures but have never really known what they involve.

sinky hope this clinic is better. In my experience a lot of the NHS is shite unless you're a bit of a pushy middle class nag (geddit - nag? Not just a hat rack my friend). Well worth knowing what they can do and mithering for it, or at least an explanation as to why they don't do it, IYSWIM.

norfy at medically sanctioned downtime. EOD is a lot! It's taking all my womanly wiles to keep HY interested. He's not used to so much action after all these years!

LP and bugs. Keeping hooves crossed for you both. Bugs for what it's worth excessive CM is a symptom! I had lots and its recognised by Dr Google...

faif sounds like a lush weekend! are you not far from Worksop? HY hails from near there.

I am so glad we're going home tomorrow. This place is gorgeous but it's so family friendly that at least 85% of all womenfolk here are diffed-up. Am so I think I've developed new frown lines. Grrrrr