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The BESH Fillies Are Under Starters Orders

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CaveMum · 22/06/2012 18:57

Welcome to the 2.30 from Mumsnet Towers. The fillies have been groomed to within an inch of their lives and are raring to go.

Late entries for the race are required to locate and fill in the BESHtionnaire so that their form can be assessed.

Bring on the stallions!

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HaveALittleFaith · 29/06/2012 08:34

Weird innit?! Next step synced BFPs! :)

Sorry the Droid got you allypally. That sucks big time

I managed to wee but only after a pint and a half so was up 3 times in the night Confused. Feel alright ish now though but must keep hydrated today. I'm so glad it's nearly the weekend! First lie in for MSB and me together on a Saturday in about 7 weeks! Got biscuits and bacon to treat ourselves :)

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CaveMum · 29/06/2012 08:06

Bloody hell BESH, are you synching up or summat?! I know all the stuff about wimmen in the same office/house getting in synch together, but on a t'interweb forum too??

Sorry about droid Aly [sends Frankel to double barrel droid]

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Northey · 29/06/2012 05:48

Bollocks. I'm sorry al.

alwyn · 29/06/2012 05:18

Morning BESH!!

Droid is well and truly here bugger so I'm out for this month. Not entirely surprised given how stressful work is at the mo and I'm absolutely knackered.

Feel absolutely crap due to exhaustion and bloody hay fever and I'm going to my friend's baby shower tomorrow. I'm not too jealous yet because they were trying for quite a while before they won their baybee and I've not been trying long enough to be entitled to be jealous yet. But still, going to be weird.

Hoping cramps are not too bad today, otherwise I may kill one of the students Angry

HaveALittleFaith · 28/06/2012 22:50

I think it helps that my pain is under control. Lurking but manageable.

Currently my main issue is the feeling of needing to wee with nowt coming out

Northey · 28/06/2012 22:33

Well done, fifi. You are doing so well at being cheerful and getting on with things, after everything that's been thrown at you recently.

HaveALittleFaith · 28/06/2012 22:23

Yes 29 say cycke is pretty civilised! I'm alright. House is really coming along and I'm really pleased with how my short bursts of cleaning are working out. I'm also not taking on stuff at work just because everyone expects me too - I'm making other people share responsibility! So I'm feeling a lot better about things that I was struggling with. So that's good!

I said to MSB about not TTC and he said it wouldn't work! Confused I do think I won't use the ov sticks though.

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CaveMum · 28/06/2012 22:16

Wollow (wallow???) away Norf, we all get tied up in our own "issues" [tries to sound like a cheery US-style therapist]. Tis understandable. Besides, I'm just ignoring (as much as I can) my situation until I see the consultant. 11 days to go!

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Northey · 28/06/2012 22:10

I know. And I was just envying you your nice near cycle, hen you said droid was nearly gone. And so my body promptly rewarded me with a nice 29 day cycle of my own. Hurrah!

How are you feeling now, sweetie?

HaveALittleFaith · 28/06/2012 22:07
Northey · 28/06/2012 21:56

I'm sorry cavey, just ignoring your woes in order to get attention for mine. Bastard fucking pantsnot at the wrong fucking time.

Northey · 28/06/2012 21:55

"Defeated" is the word I would choose to sum up my feelings right now.

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CaveMum · 28/06/2012 21:43
Sad

[pours a Wine for Norf]

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Northey · 28/06/2012 21:41

A smear of red here now. That's that then. Roll on Clomid cycle 3, for fuck's sake.

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CaveMum · 28/06/2012 20:41

[waves pom poms to support Bugs, and get out of doing any exercise]

You are right, we have to try to keep ourselves almost sane, after all there is menkul, and then there is menkul

I'm knackered after last night, didn't get to bed till half twelve, which is way past my bedtime. Was a good night though, an industry awards dinner.

CD47 here and I did have a rush of pant snot yesterday, but I refuse to pee on any OPKs. HWHNN isn't home till Saturday so there's no point in stressing about it now.

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CamelKnees · 28/06/2012 20:34

Evening BESH

I have be, and will be, a bit quiet as I'm in an inexplicable grump. Have got hot boobs (literally, they are warm to the touch, not normal surely? Not menkul time yet though - only Cd8), the sun is shining, no work for 3 days and yet I'm still grumpy. So. Not wanting to spread the mizz I'm just going to lie here in the hay and keep my hands warm on my toasty tits.

BuggerlugsTheFirst · 28/06/2012 20:08

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HaveALittleFaith · 28/06/2012 19:37

Yes sir!

I'm actually feeling a bit better. Droud is on its way out and I continue to clean and tidy. Thursdays are hall and bedroom night. MSB has a late meeting so I've had the place to myself to get it clean and tidy and sorted a few more boxes so it really is starting to feel like home :) think I'll talk to MSB about not really TTC til after my op. No contraception but not using ov sticks or timing the sechs. Take the pressure off til I'm well. I just don't think I'll get diffed til this is fixed so why stress?

sinky remind me what you're doing work wise?

BuggerlugsTheFirst · 28/06/2012 19:01

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Northey · 28/06/2012 18:39

I wonder if paranoia is an early symptom de la diffage...

sinkingflameofhilarity · 28/06/2012 18:38

Premature fred killing guilt there norf - less than an hour at home time!

Northey · 28/06/2012 18:27

Oh no I didn't!

Northey · 28/06/2012 18:27

Oh. Now I killed Freddie.

sinkingflameofhilarity · 28/06/2012 18:24

Euro, fred not killed.

If its any consolation, despite my blusterings on here, I'm not sure I will have ivf. And it's not something I can easily explain. Certainly certain friends in RL have told me to "man the fuck up". That particular charmer was 4 months pregnant at the time and imminently due to drop. I know part of it is I just don't want to be in this position. I want to stamp my feet and demand to know why me? I want everything to be easy. Like it is for everyone else (I refuse to recognise that others are in the same/worse positions). I don't want to be a bloody patient with my legs in stirrups.

I also find my self wondering if there's a reason I can't get pregnant. I'm not the most maternal. Maybe I'll just be crap. Maybe that's why it's not happened. But then I think about GHJ and what a good dad he'd be..

Then I think about my life at the moment. It's good. I love my job. To do what I want I'll have to work long hours for years to come. The few women who make it are childless. The rest drop off. Maybe motherhood isn't what's meant for me?

And etc. On loop.

Just a window in to my crazy.

Just remember there is no 'right' answer.

alwyn · 28/06/2012 18:22

I'm with you norf. Bit of brown ick but nothing definite.

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