The BESH Fillies Are Under Starters Orders

KFZK sounds a perfect BESH, what with the boob grabbing there. How frustrating to be denied orgasm, when you had been so desperate for a shag! Was tomorrow's foof exam playing on your mind? Or all the extra work? That sort of thing is a real killer for me, orgasm-wise, as unless I can stop my mind racing, I haven't a hope.

drizz, congrats on a good lap. And cave congrats on possible ovulation pains. Even if they have arrived at a random time. When did you think you had ovulated?

And hurrah for mini cooper! Photo, please!!

euro he's trying! I understand the libido ishoos to some extent - excessive amounts of painkillers has dulled me down and the painful sechsing has made me nervous (despite it being fine since my massage- you can see why I gave her the lady flowers!)

I'm glad they didn't find anything lemons. GA turns me into a dozy dormouse for a week (my gran is the same) so let your body have the time it needs to recover.

Thanks for the bonus libido. I asked KFZK to help me feel more feminine. He grabbed my boob and told me that felt womanly.... He needs a bit more training.

Yes I view it like that! I think if they're sticking tubes up me I'd rather be asleep! No date yet I just want it over with! Happily though will be well enough for my friend's wedding on Saturday :)

No need for head slapping, not sure I said it would be today. In fact not sure of many things I have said in the past. Maybe put the wedding ring back on to remind myself that I definitely did say YES to SB a little while ago
Very pleased it was "pointless" as that in my book is much better than endo, which is what I was worrying about. The lack of adhesions, I thought were quite clear from the HSG. Although I am in NO rush to have any kind of surgery again, anesthesia (sp?) is weird!

PS Sorry about that, when is your urology one? Guess it is worth it if there is something seriously painful to cure!

forgot that was today. Well, sorry you had a lap when they didn't find anything drizzly but yay! That everything is ok.hope you feel better after a good night's sleep.

Here is some bonus libido, euro.

Had the lap, now have bleeding from the anatomically perfect parts of my body and am on another sex ban until it stops (and on a tampax ban!) So I don't need it for a while.

Totally knackered and keep forgetting things, but as there was nothing to treat the lap was purely diagnostic and no fiddling, so should be much better tomorrow.

I just managed to get in a post sludge, pre foof dr shag! I was determined to in case foof dr does any treatment tomorrow and I have to avoid shags for weeks!

My orgasm seems to be lost though. I haven't manage to climax since I started the downregging drugs. I'm not sure if it is a mental thing because I knew they were throwing me into menopause so they made me feel unfeminine or a physical effect of the drugs (they are well known for affecting libido). If anyone finds it, please return it to me....

Evening all. I an here in body but not in spirit as I am bloody knackered.

I am off to bed and will be back when I am not talking bollocks.

Hope everyone is ok xxx

Yes good luck for tomorrow - hoping its all good news!

I've just had a nice - if brief at 1h 15m! - catch up with an old friend. He's a leader on an RAF camp not far from here. The kids came here for the ghost walk so we went for a couple of drinks. MSB finds him annoying! To be fair, he can be so I went alone. Nice evening all told :)

Yay, a puppy! That's lovely. I'd like one too - in my future fantasy life we have dogs and horses galore

Good luck for tomorrow, euro.

Droid I fecking orf here now so will be back in the saddle in a couple of days. Will be attempting positive visualisation again this month! And need to get back on the healthy eating wagon after a weekend full of booze and barbecue!

That's lovely news Bugs.

Ah but there in lies the issue, we are out the house every day from 7.30 til 5 and I worry it's not enough time. Plus our house has just been beautifully redecorated!!

Aw that's luffly bugs! Don't tell MSB he's desperate for a dog but I keep saying no!

Aw, excellent, Bugs. Is he too young and lively or will he have cuddles?

(Any chance of a cute pup photo?)

Ooo, some new menkul. How exciting!

I've still no idea what is going on with my body, but i am relieved the sludge has stopped.

I have my gynae appointment to discuss my smear/hpv results tomorrow and am v nervous. I have a bit of a thing about burns, so the idea of them burning bits of my cervix off fills me with horror. KFZK is supposed to be in court but he is trying to get out of it so he can come with and hold my hand.

Oh poor Andy :( it means so much to him! But he did so well. I think he will be champion one day. Getting past the semi-final was such a big hurdle. He'll do it in the next couple of years. He had those potential 'choke' moments like he had against Nadal this year bit he never let it get to him. He totally outclassed Federer in the first set! And one day he'll be able to maintain that level to get the win :)

Watching here too. Oh God I hate it when they insist on making the loser speak through his tears. Waaaah!

I plan to drop a card round after work tomorrow. Universe doesn't work like you'd expect does it? She's one of the sweetest, loveliest people you could hope to meet. No-one deserves it but she definitely doesn't.

On other topics I am watching the tennis. We were at DSis's and being v affectionate with the munchkin - you realise how blessed you are - but I'm exhausted so we've come home and I've crawled into bed for a rest!

Sorry for crap typing/missing words on that last post but you get my drift!

Oh faif that's just heartbreaking. A good friend of mine in RL had a similar experience and it still haunts us all now. Really remind you how fragile all of this is and the world is a truly sucky place sometimes.

No I think natural conception. She was the one who I avoided seeing but was luffly when I did - she was excited but not all about her and baybee. She was due this weekend :(