Is everyone in the world pregnant but me!

purple - you are not being greedy at all!!!!! It's totally shit TTC when you have one baby or not. Having said that having 1 DC does make you totally appreciate how lucky you are so from that respect i do feel very lucky.
I recognise that feeling of envy. It's horrible isn't it. I get it as well.

pipbin sorry you're going through all this. we've been going for a year too so I know how you feel. At least you're under the fertility team now. Can you talk to anyone in RL about it?

FX it will be us soon ladies!

No I know I just felt a cheeky cow for moaning

Sorry Purple, that wasn't a dig at anyone, just a but of self pity.

Well on the way with the GP. Now under the fertility clinic at the hospital.

Pipbin I feel so selfish moaning when I do have one dc. I am being greedy. When a colleague went through the same situation a few years ago I did think can't you be thankful you have a dd already and of course she was and I am but it doesn't stop that longing feeling either. Have you seen your GP?

DHs ex girlfriend, who I am great friends with (weird I know) is due in about 3 weeks and was chatting on Facebook today about names etc.
She is lovely and we get on so well but she said she was pg at xmas, when we had got to 6 months of trying and she had only tried for 2 months.

Just sick of it, it's been 12 months now.
I would give the world for just one. I just want one baby, I'd love two but one would do, I'm not greedy.

Count it's hard isn't it. I took my ds to a party on Saturday and another mum was pg, I had this boiling feeling of envy run through my veins and I really hate feeling like that. When I click on active conversations on here and see pregnancy threads about being fat or feeling sick I get really and want to post 'stop moaning you are bloody luck'. This is all very irrational because when I was pg with ds I was sick as a dog and moaned all the time but now I'd give anything to be in that position. I resent what not being pg and wanting so much to be is turning me into

Thank you ILove, I got some from Boots yesterday but if I get on with them I'll order more from Amazon. I've just got to try and work out when to start testing now with my random cycle.

purple - pregnacare's are cheapest on amazon! xx

Sorry Ilove, I've just renamed you

Thank you Count and Berries I'm feeling more positive today, Berries you are so right about the pmt hormones. I watched My Sisters Keeper last night and had a good sob at that which helped. I'm terrible for letting things out but a weepy film helps, though probably it was the worst choice film with the terminally ill child and all that.

I'm not sure when you can do to the GP, I've not looked into it. To be honest the main reason I want to try ovulation sticks is because I'm wondering if we're not dtd at the right time due to my irregular cycle. Also dh is very against going for tests and procedures at the moment. This might change depending on how much longer we try. He thinks if it will happen it will happen. I doubt I'd want to go down an IVF route or anything but I'd rather know if there was no chance of it happening then I'd try to move on. It's the uncertainty I hate, the waiting and wondering.

I wish everyone luck and thank you for being so supportive I'm off to buy more Pregnacare Conception tablets at £8 a time...for all the good they have done

Purples - i know how you feel. It's shit isn't it.

I don't think the hormones which come with AF are helpful either! I always feel soooo down when it arrives and then much better a day or 2 after... start of a new cycle and all that!

It's so hard cause rationally you know "you're lucky tohave DS, 6 months isn't that long" etc etc but it still hurts every month when AF turns up. I don't think you've left it too late at all! Maybe try the Ov sticks or the clearblue monitor but in reality if you're both healthy and have conceived together already it probably is just a case of waiting and keep trying. I know that's not what you want to hear though!

At 35 you can go see doc if you've been trying for 6 months though can't you?

Hi can I join to chat for a bit? I've been ttc for six months now and do already have a ds who is 3yrs. I know I'm very lucky and that also 6 months isn't too long but just got my AF today and I'm feeling so down about it. We conceived ds in a few months without even trying but I'm 35 now and dh is 39 and I just wonder if we've left it too late for number two. My periods are always irregular too, this one was 5 days late. I thought I'd wait a week til testing as I kept feeling like I was due to come on. Last night though I actually let myself get excited that I could be pg then this morning I come on. It just feels a bit cruel sometimes. I'm not charting or using ovulation sticks but I might try now. I'm trying not to let getting pg rule my life, keep chilled out about it but it's not working. It's not very easy to share in rl, friends mean well and say it will happen but it just doesn't always feel like it will.

Dilly I'm really sorry to hear about your loss

Glad you've had a good day. I'm feeling rather down at the moment, went into town for summer clothes and glimpsed all the lovely baby outfits I should be buying now :(
Also, one of my closest friends - we've been friends over 20 years, has just had a baby. I feel really happy for her but still gutted it won't be happening to me for a while.
My cycles seem like they're all over the place still, the last one was 32 days and they've never been that long!

Ah that's enough of me and my pity party, hope you're ok.

Have a great time away. I'd love to go away for Christmas one year but dh only gets either Xmas eve and Xmas day or Xmas day and boxing day off together. Hipefylly being away and having things to look forward to will soften the blow of the due dates a little.

We've already been away this year and don't have any other holidays booked at the moment so it does feels bit like there's nothing to look forward to. Summer babies are good -that's when mine were born

Wow? Your birthday?!
I'm hoping I'm pregnant again by the due date so I'm not too miserable!
I'll be a bit more reserved about jumping on a baby bus next time though.
Here's to August for you, it must be that much harder with having to have an op as well. I also have my bfp pictures on my phone but that's all I have to show that I was actually pregnant :(

I should be about 15 weeks now. I did have a quick look on the December board to see how everyone was doing. My name and edd was still in there so that made me a bit :(
We are ttc again so FC it won't take long.